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Creation of Meara


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Greetings and salutations tulpamancers of the internet,

 

So to give a little background: since I first learned about tulpamancy about a year ago I've been browsing the various guides, tips, and such for quite some time before deciding to give it a shot myself. Technically this is my second attempt on account that the first time I tried ended up lasting little more than two weeks on account of college burdens taking too much time. But now that I've graduated I've had more chance to take my time with things without so much stress and worry.

 

My tulpa's name is Meara, and by this point she and I have been forcing together for about a month now (28 days officially). When we first started I assumed sentience from the beginning and went through the introductory stages, and since then we've been trying to force regularly both in the mornings and evenings. Initially she started out as a base cloud-like form since I wanted her to choose one of her own, but now she's taken on a crab-like humanoid form that's slightly shorter than I am (I realize that may sound strange and somewhat difficult to picture so I'll probably provide a drawing of her on the art forum eventually).

 

Also we have a wonderland which is a two story beach house. It sort of has a rustic hut style look to it. There really isn't much else to describe on that front.

 

She isn't vocal yet, so I've been doing a little bit of parroting as well as letting her speak for herself, which as of thus far I usually get nothing. There have also been days where we don't get the chance to do any active forcing, which can be bothersome, but I try to make up for it by doing narrating and passive forcing as much as possible.

 

So there you have it. I'll try to keep updates regular, especially if anything notable happens. Any suggestions, advice, or questions are fully welcomed. :)

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Something quite interesting happened while I was at work today. I currently work in retail and today our store had a 50% off sale, which anyone who has worked in retail knows can be quite a stressful time for employees. So during a certain point in the work day I was getting rather agitated over the constant running around I was doing, when I had a sudden voice in my head say “Are you okay?” Since I had been previously preoccupied with the current run-around of stocking shelves and helping customers, I was rather certain that I did not parrot it, so I assume this was Meara sensing my frustration. There was something about hearing her that immediately eased my stress, and after that I told her through mindvoice that I was going to be fine and it was just work getting to me a little. I then heard her say “okay” and how she just didn’t like seeing me angry, but before I could respond I had to attend to a customer and I didn’t hear from her throughout the rest of my shift.

 

Later after work we did some active forcing. At first we were just relaxing on the front porch of the house in our innerworld, but we decided to go on an adventure and found a portal that took us to a crumbling temple in the middle of a desert. It was a fun time and Meara really seems to like the thrill of adventure, seeing how this is the second time we've tried doing anything like this and she often takes action when it comes to fighting things off whether it's a swarm of scorpions or robot sentries. Eventually after overcoming a series of traps and obstacles we found another portal back to the beach house and from there we bid each other good night.

 

Most of our previous forcing sessions have just consisted of me talking to her, or sometimes exploring different sections of the house so shaking things up like this seems to be showing positive results, plus it keeps things from getting too boring.

 

That's all for this time, hope you enjoyed reading :)

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Not a whole lot to report today. I did some passive narrating to Meara this morning before work and a little in the afternoon, and we didn't get the chance to do some active forcing until later in the evening.

 

We were just sitting in the wonderland when suddenly Meara got up and proceeded to do a series of cartwheels and flips in front of me, and then encouraged me to try it myself. I did a few flips of my own and together we just continued to do tricks and other whatnot for a while.

 

Side Note:

I am finding that using binaural beats helps us a lot to get into focus when active forcing. I saw a suggestion for it on someone's blog and I decided to give it a shot, and since there are tons of videos on YouTube I can get a fair variety.

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As far as i know, you're doing great. The only thing I reccomend is not only to keep yourself motivated, but also try to motivate her! Tell to your tulpa to try to get noticed through the day (notice me sempai!). Read about the side effects here: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-tulpaforcing-side-effects?highlight=symptoms

 

If you think someone of those can difficult your tasks you can tell her to not do that ones, or at least not when you need to do stuff. Personally I told my tulpa to do that (she wasn't vocal yet) with the condition of not distracting me while I was in class or studying. And gues what, she made herself notice through emotions of motivation and concentration that helped me to study hours and hours!!! It wasn't any sensation of stress, it was awesome.

 

Keep it up!:)

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As far as i know, you're doing great. The only thing I reccomend is not only to keep yourself motivated, but also try to motivate her! Tell to your tulpa to try to get noticed through the day (notice me sempai!). Read about the side effects here: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-tulpaforcing-side-effects?highlight=symptoms

 

If you think someone of those can difficult your tasks you can tell her to not do that ones, or at least not when you need to do stuff. Personally I told my tulpa to do that (she wasn't vocal yet) with the condition of not distracting me while I was in class or studying. And gues what, she made herself notice through emotions of motivation and concentration that helped me to study hours and hours!!! It wasn't any sensation of stress, it was awesome.

 

Keep it up!:)

 

Thanks, I'll have to try that out :)

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Haven't posted much in the past couple days because personal life got busy and I couldn't find the time to write. Things have been going fairly average for me and Meara; since things have been busy lately we haven't had a lot of time to do much forcing together, but today we had more of a chance. 

 

This morning I mentioned to her that maybe she should try picking up a hobby, to which the word "gardening" came into my head. Then later tonight when we met up in the innerworld she led me to a small garden plot she started in a space behind the house. It had a variety of flowers I've never seen before, and though it was on the small side it was really cool to see her be proud of something she made herself. 

 

Well, that's all for now. Tomorrow we'll be trying some new audio aids and see what kind of results come from it.

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