Jump to content

Death count +1


Cyclius

Recommended Posts

I know I've been out of the forum for some time, but help me out here please

 

7 weeks ago I got sick as hell (Fever, Stomachaches, Diharrea, Headaches, and other nasty stuff). This lasted around 3 full weeks, in the first 4 days there wasn't any change in Naoki's behaviour at all, because of my need to rest I couldn't focus much on her for some time but still talk with her everyday (at night or morning). A few days later I wasn't able to get any response from her, I got worried a lot and tried really hard to get a response from her. I recovered from that nasty state 4 weeks ago, and no mather what I try I still can't get any response, not even head pressures, I tried from using the damned blindfold to using music for focusing while forcing (and at one point I even used a blindfold, headphones with music and a airplane pilot helmet to aislate external sound at the same time)

 

Im worried as hell

 

¿Is there something to do in these cases? ¿Is this something normal to happen? ¿Should I just give up on her? ¿Time to Deathcount (1) + 1 = 2?

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Tulpa001

You would be surprised to see how calm I am right now, It might look like I'm panicked, terrified or even hopeless but im actually quite relaxed

 

You telling me to go to discord only makes me more nervous tho... (Is it really neccesary for me to enter discord?)

 

Curiosly since that happened I gained some drawing skills that are keeping me distracted from giving way more thought that I should to the situation

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Oftentimes for tulpas who aren't well-developed/mature yet, long periods without talking to them can make it harder for them to communicate. Typically this means their mindvoice is fuzzy or muffled, or they can only talk in short sentences or such. I guess it's possible for that to happen so hard you can't hear them at all. Definitely doesn't mean they're just gone, I don't imagine it's really any different than normal in this sort of situation, you just have to go back to paying attention to them and trying to get your vocality skill back to where it was. Try forcing her just like you did before she was vocal, maybe? Lock onto the sense of what it feels like when she's there and focus on it. Imagine her in your wonderland or mindspace or whatever you visualize her in normally. And don't let your imagination/fears get the better of you, fear that your tulpa is gone/can't talk can be an invasive thought that makes it seem the case when it doesn't need to be.

Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn.

Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature.

My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

[Tri] Memory. Memory can be very useful for finding lost people when contact has been lost as it can sometime make contact possible again. Go through everything you remember about her again and again and see if you can detect her or reach her.

Tri = {V, O, G}, Ice and Frostbite and Breach (all formerly Hail), and others

System Name: Fall Family

Former Username: hail_fall

Contributor and administrator on a supplementary tulpamancy resource and associated forum, Tulpa.io and Tulpa.io/discuss/.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

You titled this thread "Death Count +1".

Meditating upon that decision is where you need to start.

"For small creatures such as we the vastness is bearable only through love." - Carl Sagan

Host: SubCon | Tulpas: Sol, Luna, Alice, Little One, Beast and Solune (me) | Servitors: Odonata, Guardian

 

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Tulpa001

Of course I want her back, hell if I have to walk at 3 am down the street I would just to get her back

I tried joining the discord server for this forum but I get kicked 5 minutes after joining, I might try one from reddit...

 

Luminiscense

She never got to talk, even tho I tried I just couldn't get her to say a word. She is kinda sentient, she reacted to to what I said and in my wonderland she could pretty much wreak havoc whenever I got distracted while forcing

What worries me is not that she can't talk, it is that I can't bring her up at all, I tried forcing again like I used to do when I started and didn't get any kind of response

 

FallFamily

Now that's something that migh work, Im getting into that ASAP

 

Solune

Im aware it might not be the most apropiate title, but is the first thing that came to mi mind while doing this ;_;

Link to comment
Share on other sites

lol, the number of people who call him Luminescence. Okay well if she wasn't even vocal yet this is totally normal, undeveloped tulpas are much more likely to lose development progress after being inactive for a while. Do the stuff Tri said for sure. Idk why people always think their tulpa will just die the instant anything happens. Your tup doesn't die unless all the memories of them in your brain are totally gone, and/or if you believe they are

Hi, I'm one of Lumi's tulpas! I like rain and dancing and dancing in the rain and if there's frogs there too that's bonus points.

I think being happy and having fun makes life worth living, so spreading happiness is my number one goal!

Talk to us? https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Join the conversation

You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.

Guest
Reply to this topic...

×   Pasted as rich text.   Paste as plain text instead

  Only 75 emoji are allowed.

×   Your link has been automatically embedded.   Display as a link instead

×   Your previous content has been restored.   Clear editor

×   You cannot paste images directly. Upload or insert images from URL.

  • Recently Browsing   0 members

    • No registered users viewing this page.
×
×
  • Create New...