Cyclius November 4, 2017 Share November 4, 2017 I know I've been out of the forum for some time, but help me out here please 7 weeks ago I got sick as hell (Fever, Stomachaches, Diharrea, Headaches, and other nasty stuff). This lasted around 3 full weeks, in the first 4 days there wasn't any change in Naoki's behaviour at all, because of my need to rest I couldn't focus much on her for some time but still talk with her everyday (at night or morning). A few days later I wasn't able to get any response from her, I got worried a lot and tried really hard to get a response from her. I recovered from that nasty state 4 weeks ago, and no mather what I try I still can't get any response, not even head pressures, I tried from using the damned blindfold to using music for focusing while forcing (and at one point I even used a blindfold, headphones with music and a airplane pilot helmet to aislate external sound at the same time) Im worried as hell ¿Is there something to do in these cases? ¿Is this something normal to happen? ¿Should I just give up on her? ¿Time to Deathcount (1) + 1 = 2? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 November 4, 2017 Share November 4, 2017 Don't panic, relax, and switch to a chat service like Discord. These situations require calm, otherwise your emotions overwhelm your mind, and make it impossible to get through. The less you try, the more it might happen. Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cyclius November 4, 2017 Author Share November 4, 2017 Tulpa001 You would be surprised to see how calm I am right now, It might look like I'm panicked, terrified or even hopeless but im actually quite relaxed You telling me to go to discord only makes me more nervous tho... (Is it really neccesary for me to enter discord?) Curiosly since that happened I gained some drawing skills that are keeping me distracted from giving way more thought that I should to the situation Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 November 4, 2017 Share November 4, 2017 Well, you do want Naoki back, right? You'll need to find someone to talk you through a contact meditation. Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminesce November 5, 2017 Share November 5, 2017 Oftentimes for tulpas who aren't well-developed/mature yet, long periods without talking to them can make it harder for them to communicate. Typically this means their mindvoice is fuzzy or muffled, or they can only talk in short sentences or such. I guess it's possible for that to happen so hard you can't hear them at all. Definitely doesn't mean they're just gone, I don't imagine it's really any different than normal in this sort of situation, you just have to go back to paying attention to them and trying to get your vocality skill back to where it was. Try forcing her just like you did before she was vocal, maybe? Lock onto the sense of what it feels like when she's there and focus on it. Imagine her in your wonderland or mindspace or whatever you visualize her in normally. And don't let your imagination/fears get the better of you, fear that your tulpa is gone/can't talk can be an invasive thought that makes it seem the case when it doesn't need to be. Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallFamily November 5, 2017 Share November 5, 2017 [Tri] Memory. Memory can be very useful for finding lost people when contact has been lost as it can sometime make contact possible again. Go through everything you remember about her again and again and see if you can detect her or reach her. Tri = {V, O, G}, Ice and Frostbite and Breach (all formerly Hail), and others System Name: Fall Family Former Username: hail_fall Contributor and administrator on a supplementary tulpamancy resource and associated forum, Tulpa.io and Tulpa.io/discuss/. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Solune November 5, 2017 Share November 5, 2017 You titled this thread "Death Count +1". Meditating upon that decision is where you need to start. "For small creatures such as we the vastness is bearable only through love." - Carl Sagan Host: SubCon | Tulpas: Sol, Luna, Alice, Little One, Beast and Solune (me) | Servitors: Odonata, Guardian Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cyclius November 5, 2017 Author Share November 5, 2017 Tulpa001 Of course I want her back, hell if I have to walk at 3 am down the street I would just to get her back I tried joining the discord server for this forum but I get kicked 5 minutes after joining, I might try one from reddit... Luminiscense She never got to talk, even tho I tried I just couldn't get her to say a word. She is kinda sentient, she reacted to to what I said and in my wonderland she could pretty much wreak havoc whenever I got distracted while forcing What worries me is not that she can't talk, it is that I can't bring her up at all, I tried forcing again like I used to do when I started and didn't get any kind of response FallFamily Now that's something that migh work, Im getting into that ASAP Solune Im aware it might not be the most apropiate title, but is the first thing that came to mi mind while doing this ;_; Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 November 5, 2017 Share November 5, 2017 There's a discord for this site? Nah, we never set up one. There's a page of tulpa chats linked on reddit and an IRC for this site. Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucilyn November 5, 2017 Share November 5, 2017 lol, the number of people who call him Luminescence. Okay well if she wasn't even vocal yet this is totally normal, undeveloped tulpas are much more likely to lose development progress after being inactive for a while. Do the stuff Tri said for sure. Idk why people always think their tulpa will just die the instant anything happens. Your tup doesn't die unless all the memories of them in your brain are totally gone, and/or if you believe they are Hi, I'm one of Lumi's tulpas! I like rain and dancing and dancing in the rain and if there's frogs there too that's bonus points. I think being happy and having fun makes life worth living, so spreading happiness is my number one goal! Talk to us? https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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