Ok, so my name Is Kadoh, I am a teenage boy, pretty intelligent and into psychology. Shinigami (Shin) is mein Über Tulpa, human male (teen I guess) tail, fallen angel wings, and weird rectangle-ish (Dragon Ball-like) black eyes with a green circle, black, then green pupil. Bangs like Ed Elric (Full metal alchemist) but black & ponytail (but manly) and this be mah progress report lulz.
Name; Shinigami (Shin)
Tulpa.info account KadohAndShinigami
Sadistic towards people unfriendly towards myself.
Extremely curious at all times
Very distractable and random, like myself, outside of important and very serious times
Strong sense of loyalty towards me.
Comments a lot on my decisions
Open about his feelings
Loves to roam about, not be constricted
Very perceptive of everything, especially when it has to do with me
Extreme intelligence and ability to learn
Changes forms depending on the situation regularly
Very advanced memory
Strong bond with me like a best friend.
Always responds to name
Eager to make friends
Eager to travel
Eager to offer advice to me
Helps out in conversation
Adept at picking up on body language and tone of voice
Obnoxious in a friendly way
Constantly up to mischief
Playful and friendly toward me
Very ferocious when angered
Shifts into dragon form when enraged or afraid or intimidated
Talk in his sleep
Kind towards me
Loves to accompany me everywhere
Can be absent minded
Eager to give feedback
Always trying aerial tricks
Always put me first
Would do anything for me
Want the very best for me
Always make jokes
Offer come-backs in arguments
Very interested in music
Very interested in languages
Always fidgeting; for example crawling on the roof, flying or floating, bouncing.
Very interested in conversation and will argue his point
Faithful towards me
Proud of abilities
Boastful about abilities and achievements.
Starting progress, 12:28 am 29/7/12 20 minutes
2nd 1:22 pm 30/7/12 paused at 1:32PM for gym, came back at 6:35 PM finished personality 6:68 pm. Started visualization 7:01 PM. Finished 7:15 PM -48 minutes
31/7/12 8:23 PM visualization till 8:45 -22 minutes
(it gets much better)
1/8/12 7:32 PM visualization with Tulpa Tones, went to 8:12 PM, Deep Meditation Song was the best.
Good session, visualization while bellowing "YOU ARE SHINIGAMI! YOU ARE REAL! YOU ARE SHINIGAMI, YOU ARE SENTIENT!" etc over and over the whole time. Worked well, weird vibes and restlessness feeling, shuddering. Slight headache, could imagine Shin moving, flapping wings, backflips, and expressions changing due to tone infliction in bellowing, positive in a smart-ass-questioning-judging-this-guy-he-seems-pretty-good way, definite bond.-40 minutes
OVERALL 1/8/12 -2 hours 10 minutes. So far so good, can thoroughly visualize Shin, only trouble really adding wings & tail. Happy with progress & enjoying it.
2/8/12 started 8:11 PM using Deep Meditation, stopped at 8:57 PM. Before beginning i repeated in my mind "I am coming, Shin, I am going to tulpaforce now" slowly then faster and louder for a minute or two. After successfully visualizing Shin, (The whole time doing the "YOU ARE SHINIGAMI YOU ARE REAL YOU ARE SENTIENT THING") I started also chanting "SHIN, YOU ARE MY CLOSEST COMPANION! YOU ARE LOYAL TO ME AS I AM TO YOU! YOU ARE VERY SADISTIC TO PEOPLE YOU PERCEIVE AS CRUEL TO ME! YOU ARE FOCUSED ON YOU AND I BECOMING PERFECTION!" etc, then I told him I was doing this for his own good, and started to, well, pummel the shit out of him. I used telekinesis in our cozy little black void and threw him against barriers I created, Made a few psi balls to blast him with, all the time chanting those lines as well as "FIGHT BACK! I KNOW YOU ARE THERE AND I KNOW YOU ARE REAL! AWAKEN, SHIN!" after that, I imagined myself being challenged at school, then going absolutely ballistic and using telekinesis to fly up, pull the roof off of the building, then use psi balls, mega punches, psi waves etc to send everyone who challenge me off into the sunset, the whole time Shin was laughing his ass off saying, "Yes! Kadoh, you have become perfection! You have become the ultimate! Legendary! You are unrivalable!" then I imagined that, but shrunk down and in a ball in my hands, & I held it in front of him and tried to play it as best I can then put it through the symbol on his chest and play it inside of him, saying "this is you, Shin! This is what you are like!" then I also played a memory of me talking to a girl at school that I maybe sorts kinda have a bit of a little crush perhaps on, but with him there listening intently, studying the body language in an attempt to help me (since I say the dumbest shit just to see what people's reactions are) then I put that in him too. I then said "I know you are there & I know you are listening, you are real and you will talk to me, in time" then I turned off the Theta waves and started writing this. - 46 minutes.
2/8/12 -2:56 minutes of tulpaforcing. Keep imagining him as Broly... Also Fede-Lasse's Theta tones are scary as fuck when you play em loud and push your headphones in far, used that fear/Paranoia to try and call out Shin, added to to my chant (he is very loyal & protective by nature)