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exposure to tulpa like entities at a young age


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no i'm not posting to shill my book, i promise....this is about something a lot more deep.

 

i think i might actually have had multiple personality disorder at one point

it all makes sense now, the blackout memory, Phil and Katrina, my timidness and fear of making connections with new people

i think the events described in my book were partly to reintroduce me to my split personalities,Phil and Katrina

 

some anecdotal evidence:

>recall a specific memory of me waking up lying on the kitchen floor completely clueless as how i ended up there(possible blackout from Phil/Katrina fronting).

>Katrina telling my doctor that i had "multiple personality disorder" when i let her do full body possession in front of him 2 years ago.

>psychological examination from when i was 17 describes me as timid/shy around new people when i was younger.{possible resulted from trauma from trusting a new person to well}.

"October 1st 2014 8:00pm Central time US, unknowing innocent 4channer Mariothefatplumber known now as tulpamancer31 on these lovely  forums, has just stepped into a world of pure imagination and wonder,something that he maybe should have tried to understand a little bit better before jumping headfirst into, mario has crossed over into the tulpamancing zone, better known as section E,Subsection 14, and division 2 and a third, of the Twilight Zone."

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That's not the best evidence. If it is a DID blackout, either Phil or Katrina would have a memory of the period.

 

Is Katrina more knowledgeable about this than you? If so, let her speak.

 

Evidence of timidity and shyness is not evidence itself of trauma. A sudden change in personality would be. If you can't point to a period in your history that may contain the trauma, then there probably is none.

 


 

Here is a better theory. You have dissociative identities. But not dissociative identity disorder. The disorder only applies to some people with dissociative identities.

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That's not the best evidence. If it is a DID blackout, either Phil or Katrina would have a memory of the period.

 

Is Katrina more knowledgeable about this than you? If so, let her speak.

 

Evidence of timidity and shyness is not evidence itself of trauma. A sudden change in personality would be. If you can't point to a period in your history that may contain the trauma, then there probably is none.

 


 

Here is a better theory. You have dissociative identities. But not dissociative identity disorder. The disorder only applies to some people with dissociative identities.

katrina:phil isn't currently available to talk about the experience so i will. i first took to mark when he was 16 years old, phil had already been around for about 2 years prior. as far as my understanding,mark created phil as a "gametagalong" im assuming he meant that he wanted someone to play with him at the time and he decided to create phil to do so. anyways,phil got into a lot of fights with the local bullies at school,and would get mark to fight them for him in exchange for help on his schoolwork. however mark soon got sick of being used and decided to take phil to a school teacher and tell her what was going on, the teacher thought he was going crazy so she took him to a doctor and the doctor wiped phil's and mark's memories. i was scared of the doctor and hid during the examination.after a couple years of silence mark got into tulpmancing and realized that he was too great of a tulpamancer to take away phils type of tulpamancing and decided to go with the way the guides outlined it.after a few days of forcing, mark had created misaki,she was initially very good-natured but eventually got forced into a grouchy old tulpa who would always nag mark.this was in part due to her being a young tulpa and that marks subconcious insecurities were changing her personality. finally i stepped in and took away the tulpa and talked to mark about sharing the life. of course though since mark had his memory wiped, he didn't even recognize me. so i decided to take a different approach and make him tell me why he was in such a mess. he said that he was being attacked by "demons" and that he wanted to just get out of tulpamancing altogether. so i took away his "demons" by dissipating them, and left mark be for another couple years until he called out to me and apologized. we got back together again, and i am glad now that this mess is all over.

"October 1st 2014 8:00pm Central time US, unknowing innocent 4channer Mariothefatplumber known now as tulpamancer31 on these lovely  forums, has just stepped into a world of pure imagination and wonder,something that he maybe should have tried to understand a little bit better before jumping headfirst into, mario has crossed over into the tulpamancing zone, better known as section E,Subsection 14, and division 2 and a third, of the Twilight Zone."

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