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Nobody can decisively tell you whether it was her or not. It probably wasn't and it was just your mind doing some weird stuff that is tulpamancy-related, stuff we cannot tell you about because we lack the knowledge on what happens in the mind and whether this is merely self-deception or actual conception of what people call 'sentience', perhaps it is detaching a part of yourself, we don't know so we cannot tell you what is actually happening in your mind. Time will tell and I recommend not making assumptions that would lead to your mind giving you responses and get you to think that Celia is already present.

 

Yeah those are good circumstances.

A wise man once said: 'Before judging a man, walk a mile in his shoes. After that, who cares? He's a mile away, and you've got new shoes.'

 

Graced are those who could avoid this phenomenon. This is perhaps the worst expression of evil in humanity's history, but who am I to judge?

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There's no point in worrying about "Was it really my tulpa?" type questions. Focus on their development, if something seems like them, then think that it seemed like them. If it didn't, don't. It's not your concern so early on if slight traces of progress are legitimate or not, it's just stressful and time-consuming to think about. Keep forcing and focusing on creating your tulpa and eventually you won't even need to ask those questions anymore.

Hi, I'm Tewi, one of Luminesce's tulpas. I often switch to take care of things for the others.

All I want is a simple, peaceful life. With my family.

Our Ask thread: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas

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The ear taps might have been her, but I wouldn't necessarily assume so. The fact is that the body experiences a lot of weird sensations and twitches all the time; they're just usually ignored. But, when you're starting something like this and looking for just about any sign of progression... well. It's easy to attribute things to your tulpa that aren't your tulpa.

 

But that doesn't mean you should give up. Keep working at it, and her form will start to solidify. You're building a sentient person from scratch; you can't expect that to happen overnight, yeah? Take your time. Do it at your own pace. Don't freak out over every little thing, positive or negative, that may happen. This is a marathon, not a race, so keep working at it and you'll see progress in time.

 

You've got some good symbolism with the "knowledge library" thing. I've heard quite a few people use that sort of symbolism, and it works well for them. What it comes down to is that your headspace is organized in whatever way makes sense for you. If you use a movie screen to help her watch the real world, then that's how she'll learn about it. Sounds like you're good there.

 

One thing to keep in mind: young tulpas are like kids in a lot of ways, but they're also really different in a lot of other ways. For example, tulpas have the ability to piggyback off your knowledge and experiences. So you don't have to worry about teaching her the abcs if you just share the knowledge of how to read and write with her. Getting her to actually be able to talk back is a different thing altogether, but that's more of a matter of building sense of self and mental connections than being able to understand the words themselves. There also may be some aspects she's quite mature about, even in early development. It's all just a matter of what you put into her. My advice is to treat her with love and care, but don't necessarily treat her like a child, or else that's what you're going to get. Instead, treat her like a person who's new to the world. It's a pretty subtle difference. but it's an important one.

 

Unless you actually want a kid tulpa, anyway, in which case you're fine. ;)

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Those taps sound interesting, but there's no telling if they came from your tulpa or not. The headaches don't seem to be related at all to me - of course, we're not trying to push you away from anything by telling you these things, we just don't want to give you the wrong idea. A lot of people jump into this and begin to ask if headaches or light pressures are coming from their tulpa, but you probably shouldn't worry about this too much. Just focus on getting into the swing of things and go at your own pace. Regardless of what those potential signs may be, you can use them as motivators to push yourself forward.

 

Don't sweat the form stuff. Those changes are going to happen early on until you have a solid base for what you'd want your tulpa to look by. About your library symbolism thing, you don't have to teach your tulpa anything. The example I would use is physical therapy when it comes to the way you'd want to treat her.

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