You have been enlightened for 25 minutes. This happens on a Sunday. It happened just once. You remember it perfectly and feel good about the experience. Plus, on the bright side, you don't get maimed or killed because of it. Instead, you get maimed AND killed for constantly banning yourself instead of other people in the banning thread. And so do many, many other people. Look at what you've done now.
I wish I can impose all four of my tulpas perfectly, immerse in wonderland and have all of us constantly awake at once with each other, without any negative consequences for us or anyone else involving any kind of pain, injury or death.