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I stumbled upon the term Tulpas today while searching to see if it was possible to take what im experiencing further. I wanted to learn more about it, so i decided this was the best place to go.

For a while now ive been subconsciously making....SOMETHING. i had been doing that before i even knew what IT was. I just really wanted a character i created to be real. At first he was just a drawing in comics i made, and developed over the years.

But later i discovered Everything about him is what i desired in a person. Every time i go to bed at night and i feel bad, i think of him. When things get bad, or when i listen to music, i think of him and it comforts me. I don't exactly know why, but sometimes i can feel....something. If i focus on a part of my body (say, if i imagine him touching my back, or my hand, or vice versa) my senses tingle. I don't really FEEL it per sey, but if i focus hard enough that area tingles. I imagined our fingers intertwined, and i could feel a tingle on the tip of my thumb (i imagined stroking his hand with my thumb) as well as a tingle in between my fingers while visualizing it. At one point i imagined the feeling of his hands pressing on my stomach; i started to feel an almost realistic pressure so i stopped. I still feel a weird feeling is there anytime i think about it so i try to ignore it.

 

Also...sometimes if i think while im laying down, ill ask him a question and a response tumbles out of my mind. I can tell if its 'me' responding to myself, so when it is, i try to imagine what he would say and it sounds different. My mind registers it almost as if i heard it. except there's no sound.

 

 

I already know what he looks like in great detail and personality; ive developed him and drawn him for a good 2-3 years, from naked, to clothed, from personality traits to likes/dislikes. Although ive desperately wanted him to be real, Only recently in the past few months have i focused hard to try to MAKE him real. I wondered if i could get past the tingling senses and responses coming from nowhere, and somehow i ended up here. I think about him in depth every now and then. I didn't exactly come into doing this step by step, or even with a concrete method, so i wanted to know if this is indeed potential to create a Tulpa.

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Hmm, decent start. A fair test to see if you have one is to not focus on a part of your body, but see if they still happen if you ask for something to happen. Otherwise, you can train up to that point.

 

The potential can most strongly be encouraged by allowing yourself to relax, and letting go of the reigns of the process. If there is enough there, he will automatically take over.

Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide.

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