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I don't think I can do anything without parroting.


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I just feel that I can't do anything without thinking I might be parroting. If I try and get her to walk over to me, I feel that I'm parroting. This ties in with trying to imagine her gait and walk. I also feel that if I leave her emotionless, she'll end up with no emotions. This might sound silly but I don't think I can do anything without messing her up.

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Are you done with personality, or atleast have had some signs of sentience? If no, then work on personality more.

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Same here. I get strong feelings while tulpaforcing, and he's randomly bit me before, but I cant shake the feeling that I've invented these things. Plus, he hasn't spoken yet. At least, I don't think he has. One time while dozing off during a session I heard the word 'jobs' repeated like 10 times

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Are you done with personality, or atleast have had some signs of sentience? If no, then work on personality more.

 

It's still a bit of a challenge. I printed off the personality trait template, chose about 15 traits (will add more) and applied the first 9 questions of the template to each trait. I've only got 4 or so done, so thats the problem. I'm waiting on Pleeb for the tables, then it's full force mode.

 

I know that saying that is stupid, that I should be working on the personality first. But I simply can't talk to something unless I can at least visualize it. I'm working on the visualization first, instead of personality. By doing so, I feel that I can communicate with something when narrating. I also find it a bit hard to actually do any sort of writing related to personality, and thus I am waiting our personal god Pleeb to publish it (the actual files of his tables) to the site. Then I'll use all my spare time to work with it, specifically the 80 minutes I have during school. If Pleebster can do 2-3 traits in this time at 20-30 mins/trait, I think that the amount I can accomplish will go up significantly. And since I'm basing my tulpa off a character with an image that can be easily inposed on real life, but lacks any actual personality except being the life of the party (extrovert, agreeableness, open to experience, but still lacking conscientiousness and neuroticism), the amount I can work with has quite a total sum.

 

Also, nice work on making the site HTML5 and returning the forums to the original colours.

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I know that saying that is stupid, that I should be working on the personality first. But I simply can't talk to something unless I can at least visualize it. I'm working on the visualization first, instead of personality.

 

I don't think that's stupid(and not just because I'm going the same route with my own), some people are just more visually oriented. I'm an artsy-fartsy person. I like creating characters, and I almost always start with a design and go from there. And when I read books I've got to nail down what I visualize each character as or else I can't remember who's who.

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Me neither. I used similar pattern to create mine thoughtform. Still, I didn't visualised her completely in initial phase, just created simple draft.

 

And to the topic.

I have same worries as Rustler. I had vivid signs of sentience. I've seen her walking around. But yet, due to constatn feeling of parroting, I'm affraid I created sentitent being and fine body for it. Attached them together, but somehow my will don't allow her to control this body.

 

Sorry, for edit. but i had to change computer.

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I have same worries as Rustler. I had vivid signs of sentience. I've seen her walking around. But yet, due to constatn feeling of parroting, I'm affraid I created sentitent being and fine body for it. Attached them together, but somehow my will don't allow her to control this body.

 

Sorry, for edit. but i had to change computer.

 

Perhaps you can imagine her/his personality and visualization, and imagine them coming together in whatever way you want, telling your tulpa that it is now tied to the body and has full control? That's one way of maybe solving it.

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I did something like this, right after I finished her character. When her mind was a small sphere of energy, and body was merely a draft, I connected them into one thing and from this point they were one and same thing. But as I wrote earlier somewhere on this boar, I think this was mistake. I belive that creating draft of form, before working on cahracter is not crititcal error preventing posibility to achive tulpa. But it requires something more to work, some significant act, bonding her mind and body. Actually, I'll meditate on this right now.

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I know that saying that is stupid, that I should be working on the personality first. But I simply can't talk to something unless I can at least visualize it. I'm working on the visualization first, instead of personality. By doing so, I feel that I can communicate with something when narrating. I also find it a bit hard to actually do any sort of writing related to personality,
Personally, instead of writing down a whole list of sentences to say, I just pick a few (about five) and repeat them for an hour while thinking about the emotion the sentences are supposed to convey. The idea is that since the brain is very receptive to repeated thoughts, the few sentences have a greater effect.

 

This is theoretical, however; I'll let anyone know if it works in a week or two.

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