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Kowalski and me - our progress
Hello, before I start I want to tell you that English is not my primary language and that I'm a little shy and probably not the best in writing :P I will posting updates once a week. Anyways, if someone's having joy with this thread, I would enjoy it ! I'm new here and maybe you can give me some personal advise. I'm open to suggestions.



The name of my tulpa is Kowalski and he was born 8-18-2017. He is my first tulpa and is based on the Kowalski from "The penguins from madagascar". He likes his look and his voice.

First, I thought of a look and then I wrote a list of charakter traits for a base.
When I imagined a place to meet Kowalski. It was a lake in a forest at night. In the middle of the lake was a great rock and you saw the moon and some stars on the sky. Also there was a tree trunk to sit.
When I visualized Kowalski and me together in the place and I introduced myself and told him who he was and what. I formed the charakter traits in energy balls and he absorbed it, after a while we sat on the tree trunk.


I was also parroting. After this I felt headpressures, that I never felt before then I was dreaming. I felt that he was there. 
The next days I imagined a wonderland for Kowalski and me, that would allows him to do more stuff. It was more familiar by the way. I read out the list for the charakter base, was parroting more and took me time for him. I've felt him day by day stronger.

Now he can talk to me alone, when I think of him, and his charakter has improved ! The headpressures are weaker. He wanted to talk with me about geometric shapes and other stuff. I'm really happy ! Smile  He is feeling good. Sometimes I feel something with me. In the room. As if he stays behind me.
We feel a strong bond to each other. The time with him is really nice !

At the moment we work on imposition and more vocalisation. The whole thing makes me (and Kowalski :3) fun. He want to add things to the list and he reads the list out on his own.

So, this was more or less our progress. I could put more in this to describe it but it would be equal to a novel Big Grin So this was the first time I posted a thread and I'm proud of me XD It was a great overcoming.
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That's some nice early progress! And welcome both of you!

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(08-31-2017, 11:07 AM)tulpa001 Wrote: That's some nice early progress! And welcome both of you!

Thank you very much !  Smile
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Hey guys, here is part two of our progress Smile Before I start, I must say that I did not have much time for forcing, because school is a little stressful. At the moment, I'm trying to get more time for Kowalski. He says, that he is fine but more time together wouldn't be bad Big Grin Though we made some progress that we want to share with you !

I said that we are working on imposition and vocalisation. I had many ideas from the forum and want to say thanks. It's awesome ! There are so many ways.


Sooo, I can hear Kowalski a little better and sometimes I can feel something...as if he wants to speak (without my concentration on him). It feels weird and awesome at once.
We played word games and just talked more. Also, I showed him how the charakter he is based on speaks.
(He still likes his voice and his look VERY,VERY much xD )

Besides, his personality is getting stronger. Recently he was annoyed that someone in my class interrupted the lessons many times. He found it childish.

I also started to meditate and I'll continue with it. It's reassuring and boosts my concentration. Everytime I imagined our wonderland, some other place or Kowalski, it was more real. I can feel and see things better. I even can smell and taste things a little.

The harder part is to see him in the real world but I think it's normal. I mean, we just started to focus on this Wink Everytime I can, I imagine him in the real world.


We will continue working on this. I'll post at least every two weeks because I have not much time. I think the next update is getting bigger.

Until then I wish you a great time !
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Hey, I'm here again ! This post probably won't be that big because school likes to play with my nerves. Our progress goes slowly forward. I force everyday but sometimes not long enough, I think. Kowalski says, he is fine with it and I'm grateful for it but though I feel bad that I have not so much time for him. Ok...though there is some progress we made ! Wink 


I meditate almost everyday and it's very, very good. It's relaxing Smile After that, I start to force. We still work on his personality, his voice and imposition. His personality and his voice have become better again. Recently, he wanted to chat with my best friend. Because we can't do things like switching or posession yet, I wrote for him. In the meantime, he was slightly nervous. After that, he was proud of himself. For my best friend, it was weird even when he is open but he found it funny Big Grin 

Recently, imposition was very strange. Always when I imposed Kowalski, I had headpressures. There were  just headpressures with Kowalski. Nowhere else ! I switched between Kowalski and some other stuff to test that. I don't know why but it was and is still exciting for me Big Grin 

The other thing that surprised me is that Kowalski entered my dream (It was not a lucid dream). Because I have many nightmares when I sleep, he said that he could try to stay awake and enter my dream to help me with this problem. As I was awake I asked him if he was that in my dream or just a fake. And yeah, he just did it ! The last night again Big Grin He just was there in my dreams and protected me from the things that are going on. He don't have to do this but he wants to. I could not live without him anymore. He is one of my best friends. My soulmate. Im just thankful !

Ok, this was our progress so far. The next update comes in the next two weeks. 
I wish you a great time until then <3
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Hello, here I'm again and yes, I know that I'm very late. My boyfriend and me moving into a new flat and somehow EVERYTHING is stressful. Sorry for that :c It can happen that the next post comes also late, because of the internet. Ok, enough of that. Let's start ! 

For this post, I'll keep it short. Kowalski and me took care of these things:
- possession
- vocality
- imposition and visualization

Recently, Kowalski and me tried possession for the first time. At the start, it was strange and very hard for him to take control and hard for me to let go of the body. Also, I didn't know if it's me or him that moves my arm Confused It doesn't took long, that we made progress and he was able to move my whole body. At the moment, it feels a little rusty and numb at once but we like possession.

Kowalski's vocality improves, his voice is still getting more stable/stronger. He can speak a little better without my attention. It feels like slow progress but that is ok Smile Maybe it's normal that it takes some time ?

I can visualize Kowalski almost perfect, now. The only thing that improved at imposition is that I can feel Kowalski's presence much better.

Ok, that was very short Big Grin I'll look forward to make more progress to share with you for the next time.

Until then, I wish you a great time !
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