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I think this would work better if I just make this into a one thread thing. I think it would get annoying if I made a new thread every time I get progress. For the most part I am relearning what I used to do as far as my Tulpas go. I went to where I just talked to them in my mind and not really picture my wonderland. After being busy with things for so long I am having to relearn what I had not used in a while. I feel like this should be a blog post for some odd reason.

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The report for 10/6/2017

I began with my public diary and I also made a praise report about my 10 year progress as a person. Of course most of you know that did not go over well with Face Book. I am feeling a lot better now and I even regained some of my friends. This made things difficult at first, but after entering into depression I found it to be incredibly easy to write and put down on paper what everything should be.

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After doing that for a couple of days I managed to make a habit. Of course learning what I can on here for the proper terminology has helped. Especially getting somewhere with explaining it to some people. This helped my depression and I also managed to tweak my wonderland to where I am not pulled into it by my anxiety. Before anyone asks why its easy for me please understand that this stemmed from things that happened to me as a child. This was not the way I would have wanted to create my wonderland, but it is what it is.

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As for the more recent improvement I found myself talking to my Tulpas audibly and it felt normal like it had been in the past. I do talk to myself, but its out of frustration or in general my anxiety. With communicating in other mediums than just my mind I made a Tulpa on here. It felt really weird at first and I think that is just because I was nervous. 

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Side notes

I think my biggest question at this time would be the rules that my Tulpa has to fallow on here. I know the same rules apply, but I was told not to talk with my Tulpa on the forum. I find this a little odd, but we will fallow the rules. That is a very big house rule for my Tulpas regardless of what they think. 

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If there is a proper way that they reply on here in an indirect way to me then would that be if some one responded to me on here? Then My Tulpa would respond to that person or Tulpa? Sorry I am really doing my best to learn about this particular community. Thanks for all your help. I really feel like I have hope for good friendships with IRL friends.

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One may ask, if you share a mind, why does your tulpa need to talk to you over a forum? You can just talk in your head. Therefore the situation where they need to respond to you should never ever come up.

I kind of got to thinking of that. I am use to writing things out. It will be tricky, but I will do my best. Its the least I can do after all the support I am getting on here. This place has been a life support for me. I am going to see a psychiatrist, but I am so thankful I have you people to help in the in-between. Its made the healing of everything so much easier.

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Thought I would leave a mark. I also wanted to update everyone why we have not been posting. Its because our host has been busy. His homework and cleaning has been taking up his time. He also wants to do art for our avatars. We will be active as soon as things clear up. Thanks guys for giving all of us a warm welcome.

Can you fathom?

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Thought I would do an update since I have the time and I am taking a break from things. After reading through the character sheet some one gave me the link to I was able to think on ways to make my wonderland more real. I still need to take time to meditate and do some Bible studies with my Tulpas though. I have not had time to do that except for going to bed at night and when ever I needed to clear my head. When ever I start pacing I know I need to clear my head and visit my wonderland.

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I also want to apologize for getting aggravated about the Tulpa sheets. I want constructive criticism. The only way I will get it is if people felt comfortable to voice their opinions. If I ignore anyone I want it to be because there is not enough information to support the reason that opinion exist. If that happens I want it to be that I don't do it because I am aggravated. If I debate the opinion or fact then I want it to be the appropriate time and place. I know I have to be in control of myself.

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  • 2 weeks later...

I finally had the time to actually sit down to do the avatars for my Tulpas. My math class is at stand still because I am stuck on a module. The less than and more than equations got me stumped the first couple of times around. I will let my Tulpas show their avatars and explain their meanings.

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My Avatar means many different things. First off I am very spiritual. I am a dreamer as my sig. says. It is a picture of an angel and resembles the cross a little bit. The sides are the arms and the other two are the head and body. If you read the scriptures you notice that when ever an angel appears it says to not be afraid. Angels have different shapes and forms. Therefore it may not have the shape of a human character. Lastly though I like to think I am Little Pebbles special angel, but I will spare you guys the lushy details. (Laughs a pinkish girly laugh)

Little Pebbles special Tulpa (Together we Dream)

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I sometimes wonder if That girl has unexplained mood swings...

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Ok so mine may not make since at first. I am like a little child even though I have the maturity of an adult. I love to dance during worship. In the book series that my host is writing I am the actor in Chloe's role the broken anthro cat. She lost her parents at the age of 16 during the time she was at a party. She feels guilty about it all and the only thing that helps her to move on is her pacifier. I use mine to help me concentrate though and I help my host with his need of one when he cant in the open. People see a pacifier in an adults mouth and what do you think they will suspect?

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My pacifier is a comfort object as well and one that explains just how spiritual I am with the Holy Ghost. Hints the scripture listed in my signiture:

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John 14:26(KJV) 26 But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.

(There is a pacifier for Human souls) John 14:26

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Finally My avatar been uploaded. I will explain mine then?

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My Signature is "Can you fathom?" I think all of us Tulpas can agree that we can think and fathom too. We can dream can't we? Well at least I can. My host does not always read my thoughts unless its for communication. Also this avatar represents life. A tree lives, so long as it has what it needs to grow. There are some trees that are a thousand years old. They grow a new layer every year.

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One would like to read these rings, but one can only theorize. What has happened during its seasons it thrived and seasons it struggled? It reminds me how we must live our lives prepared for the seasons that may come. Storms are going to come, winters will come and go. Even droughts. Are we prepared? That is my philosophy. Learn from the past, so that it may not be repeated the same exact way agian.

Can you fathom?

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