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Tirisilex

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I'm writing a book on Schizophrenia and how to deal with it. I discovered Tulpamancy in 2015 and it has taught me a lot on how to perceive my schizophrenia and even how to deal with negative voices / Visual Hallucinations.  Part of my Book deals with Tulpamancy and how it can help Schizophrenia. So I'm doing experiments with Tulpas to see how they can help me deal with Schizophrenia.

I decided last night to start making my Tulpas.. I created today Manu Kapana. I was concerned that he might take some time to create but I made him in like 5 minutes. And he is acting quite young and Ignorant. Asking a lot of questions.. He's been saying a lot "So what do we do now?" I'm running out of answers.. He should get used to being in our wonderland and my mind.. I hope anyways.  Manu is modeled after the Blue worm from the Movie Labyrinth by Jim Henson. I gave him a floating cushion so he can travel faster. He loves to fly.. He is learning fast. 

 

I created Manu to be compassionate and have a thirst for knowledge and he has a great interest in reading books. I made him to be Intelligent and to have a better memory than I do. Time will tell if that happens. His purpose is to help me brainstorm ideas and to learn along with me as I read my Books (Non Fiction). So he can also help me come up with ideas on how to deal with schizophrenia.

 

I plan to make another Tulpa named Chi-ahng. He is an Asian Dragon who will be my protector.. He will be Strong mentally and physically, compassionate, and he will help to do the most of the labor for dealing with the disease. We are planning right now to use Cognitive Therapy and other techniques. 

 

So I'll be experimenting with my new friends and see how well they can help me. I feel like a pioneer in this arena. I hope to come up with good techniques on how tulpas can help with Schiz.

Don't believe the things I say just because I tell you.. Test these things and prove them to yourselves so that you know them to be true. ~The Buddha

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Manu is anxious to talk to others on this forum.. He is very enthusiastic. He was a little disappointed when he found out that he cant communicate with all my family and friends because I really don't know how they would take Manu and they could think I'm weird for having him. 

 

- Manu - I just tried cappuccino today and I LOVE IT. Cappucino is primo drink. It's ecstasy of the mouth. I would like to make friends with other people... I'm glad my Host Tirisilex knows about this site because it allows me to talk to other Tulpas and people without people getting spooked by it. I'm excited to get to know anybody. That is all I wanted to say.

 

He is growing at a good pace.. I'm hoping after 2 weeks he should be much more knowledgeable. Right now he is asking a lot of questions. Whats this.. whats that.. And he really wants to help me with our mission in dealing with my Mental Illness. He is already trying to think of ways to help me. Which is fantastic. He tried to make a game for us to play yesterday. Problem is it was too simple and there couldn't be a winner to it. It was a board with 9 squares and 2 pawns. Each Pawn could only move one space and your supposed to capture the other pawn. Only thing is you can never catch up to the other pawn. He got a little upset because I didnt like it. I assured him that I REALLY LOVE the fact that he is thinking about games and I explained Checkers to him for him to see how simple his game was. He now wants to play checkers.. But I'm thinking about Dungeons and Dragons and other RPG's. 

 

SO he is growing nicely and I plan on Creating Chi-ang the Dragon in a couple of weeks. He will be my Guardian, My Protector, My Healer. I really cant wait to see how he turns out. I'm certain he will be just as Satisfying as Manu.

Don't believe the things I say just because I tell you.. Test these things and prove them to yourselves so that you know them to be true. ~The Buddha

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