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Nina and I


ChristinaCake

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Hai,

I am very new to all of this. I have heard about tulpas some years ago and thought it is weird and stuff but three days ago I stumbled into this topic again and decided to create a tulpa because I want a lifetime companion and I am curious to how this will work.

 

 

I have read some guides and stuff and it seems kinda easy but hard at the same time.

 

The first time I talked to Nina was yesterday. I told her all kinds of stuff.. About my family, some friends, an important friend I recently lost, about my room I live in and what I do like to do with her in the future.

I am really hyped to go with her rollerblade/inline skating in the future to be honest xP

I also told her a bit about her personality. Not too much defining stuff though. I want to give her some key traits but the other traits should be her decision and developement.

 

And I already experienced these head pressures or slight headaches and tried to communicate with her and asked if she can make them stop or happen in different regions of our head. But I have got not much response that way..

I am also getting used to share everything I have with her. I try to not think anymore of "these are my" but "these are ours" in every situation I can.

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Not much happend today. I try to talk to her every time I can and try to tickle a response out of her.

And one or two times she may have said a thing but I am not really sure. I tried that puppeting/parroting at these moment and it somewhat felt like a response but I dont know if I should believe it because it is just the second day... But I kinda talk often to myself as if I am another person so maybe that helps with creating a tulpa? I dont know...

Anyways I will do a forcing session before sleep.

 

Oh.. I forgot.. I kinda feel emotions and moods I may would not usually have in these situations...

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Well.. Some things happend today..

 

I feel like I get closer to having a tulpa. When I was passive forcing today on a car ride two thoughts crossed without disrupting themselves. I believe one of them was just a random reaction of my tulpa to what I saw when I was talking to her.

And I had today a situation where I wanted to write something but my fingers typed something very different. It may was my tulpa or it was just some random brain screw up..

 

Overall I kinda feel more confident now that a tulpa is possible.

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Can you describe your tulpa? Do you have a personality document or an overall outline of who Nina is and what she is like? A document like this, if you don't already have one, will be instrumental for helping maintain the overall "image" of who you are trying to create and will help both in Active and Passive forcing.

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Can you describe your tulpa? Do you have a personality document or an overall outline of who Nina is and what she is like? A document like this, if you don't already have one, will be instrumental for helping maintain the overall "image" of who you are trying to create and will help both in Active and Passive forcing.

 

I have only vague images and traits. Thank you for this tip, it makes sense to have such document when I think about it.

I will probably make one over the next couple days

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