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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

(01-11-2017, 06:52 AM)Rheiathefourth Wrote: So I did some serious brainstorming and came up with the most beautifully simplistic solution: 
1. Pay more attention and memorize minor real life experiences in the outer world, e.g. the sensation of walking, the touch&smell of dirt, the taste of water...
2. Do them in your wonderland with the real life pace, e.g. walk on a staircase step by step, drink your water and feel its smoothness, grab a hand full of dirt and sniff it...
3. While doing so, fill in every observation you acquired from step one, e.g. your own weight pressuring your heel, the temperature of the glass that you were holding, the tiny bits of dirt sticking on your fingertips...
4. Practice this and feel everything you can in your wonderland.
And BAM! This is how you become good at simulating real life experience in your brain.

K: This right here is important, believe it or not. If you can associate the small things in wonderland to real things, it becomes easier to immerse yourself. I love how you explained it too.

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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

(01-11-2017, 06:55 AM)LostOne Wrote: K: This right here is important, believe it or not. If you can associate the small things in wonderland to real things, it becomes easier to immerse yourself. I love how you explained it too.

Really? Yeah, I guess this kind of make sense... Thank you for the reply anyways Smile

"Pouncing ray to ray to through the dappled shadows,
Light was pouring down upon the stepping-stones,

It felt like morning coming for its throne,
But I don't know why it looked like a tiger striped sky."
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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

Day 5: Constructions

The main focus of today's forcing sections laid upon my wonderland. 

I had always admired the eerie, mysterious, but calming and thought-provoking atmosphere of ancient Chinese temples, especially Confucius Temples. I myself am not a believer of the Chinese folk religion a.k.a. Shenism, but I find the artistic aspect of it rather fascinating. So I decided to build a temple, and use its interior as the place we "live".

The process is actually quite simple. I picked a distant mountain as the location, and just kind of be like "that temple over there? you exist now." ...and that's kind of like the entire process. (nope I totally did not just plagiarized the bible)

The temple is right on the mountain top. I also created a looong marble staircase, connecting the bottom of the mountain and the entrance of the temple.

"Pouncing ray to ray to through the dappled shadows,
Light was pouring down upon the stepping-stones,

It felt like morning coming for its throne,
But I don't know why it looked like a tiger striped sky."
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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

Day 11:

I still managed to throw in some mini active forcing sections in between my studying sections, but they felt a lot less productive, probably because I'm too tired to concentrate properly. The time I spent passive forcing had also gone down, because most of my day's activity required full attention. I rarely get any head pressure at all during this week, and the only clear sign of communication I see in these few days was a smile and a wave, which happened when I was about half-way in yesterday's 45 minute forcing section. It was the only section I did(during which I almost fell asleep), which is just unacceptable, compared to anyone of you guys in this site.

Seeing our connection becoming looser and looser is really depressing. Let's hope that things will get better once the Lunar New Year holiday starts. 

Also, because meditation is way out of my reach in my current situation, does anyone have any suggestion on how to quickly and effectively get rid of the distracting image of that one hot guy in the school's swimming team while forcing?

"Pouncing ray to ray to through the dappled shadows,
Light was pouring down upon the stepping-stones,

It felt like morning coming for its throne,
But I don't know why it looked like a tiger striped sky."
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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

(01-17-2017, 02:03 PM)Rheiathefourth Wrote: Also, because meditation is way out of my reach in my current situation, does anyone have any suggestion on how to quickly and effectively get rid of the distracting image of that one hot guy in the school's swimming team while forcing?

Well, one option is always surgery to remove your ability to reproduce. However, I doubt you want that.
I'd say to push the image into an abyss, or do something to symbolically push out the image. Or you could talk to your tulpa about your crush.

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It's too big.
ha, that's what she said.
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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

(01-17-2017, 03:44 PM)Ponytail Wrote: Well, one option is always surgery to remove your ability to reproduce. However, I doubt you want that.
I'd say to push the image into an abyss, or do something to symbolically push out the image. Or you could talk to your tulpa about your crush.

I can hear him screaming and begging me for mercy on the edge of abyss  Thank you! I will definitely try them, they sound very interesting effective!
No but seriously the "narrate it to my tulpa" one is a really nice suggestion thanks mate.

"Pouncing ray to ray to through the dappled shadows,
Light was pouring down upon the stepping-stones,

It felt like morning coming for its throne,
But I don't know why it looked like a tiger striped sky."
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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

(01-17-2017, 11:15 PM)Rheiathefourth Wrote: I can hear him screaming and begging me for mercy on the edge of abyss  Thank you! I will definitely try them, they sound very interesting effective!
No but seriously the "narrate it to my tulpa" one is a really nice suggestion thanks mate.

Ahaha, I like your sense of humor :P

My general approach to things is to make tulpamancy work around you and so I have narrated my own crushes and shite to my tulpa as forcing. Still though, glad to be of service.

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ha, that's what she said.
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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

Day 14:

Auria's form changed slightly, I'll just assume this is deviation. Her hair is in a shade of light golden brown now, and she started wearing nude colour lipstick and nail polish. I also discovered that she has freckles while refining her form in my mind's eye. The wonderland suddenly seemed so autumn-themed because of these changes of hers(which does not make much sense, I know), which I appreciate. 

I did a forcing section right before writing this, and I will be doing one more after watching Trump's inauguration, predictably narrating about my thoughts on politics. Forcing sections used to be a chore because of my poor concentration, but lately it seems like I am getting better and better at it. They are actually enjoyable now. I understand now, if done right, forcing sections can be really therapeutic, quoting from a certain someone. I feel calm and relaxed when talking to Auria, and rested and more energetic afterwards. I like to think that part of it was because the forcing sections were no longer cramped up in between studying sections, so nothing was being rushed.

I will only update when something special(to me, at least) happened from now on. I will set a goal here, in public: 3 hours of active force, if the day is completely free, and 1.5 hours if I have other schedule. Feel free to criticize me if I failed, because other people's expectations matters to me, and 'not disappointing others' is a huge motivation that pushes me forward. Sometimes it's not too healthy, but it certainly works.

"Pouncing ray to ray to through the dappled shadows,
Light was pouring down upon the stepping-stones,

It felt like morning coming for its throne,
But I don't know why it looked like a tiger striped sky."
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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

Especially early on, I definitely find forcing sessions really therapeutic.
But then Annabell started talking back and man it's really killed the mood.
Do you wish for death, asshole?
See? Really gets rid of that mystic feeling of knowing someone is listening and sympathizing with you. Guess I should go back to praying for that.
My host is being mean, how do I kill it?

Also, those are some pretty intense hours. I wish you luck though. Just remember to passive force. Never underestimate the power of passive forcing, especially early in development. It sorta gets a tulpa on their feet.

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It's too big.
ha, that's what she said.
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RE: Of crystals and skies, and Auria's bright blue eyes

(01-20-2017, 04:38 PM)Ponytail Wrote: Never underestimate the power of passive forcing, especially early in development. It sorta gets a tulpa on their feet.

I am writing this down on my forehead with chocolate sauce to remind myself. Don't ask me why.

"Pouncing ray to ray to through the dappled shadows,
Light was pouring down upon the stepping-stones,

It felt like morning coming for its throne,
But I don't know why it looked like a tiger striped sky."
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