12-02-2019, 08:28 PM
So, I’ve decided to embark on this adventure. The more I think about it, the more I recall the vast array of imaginary friends I had as a kid. One in particular was my favorite, and he seemed more real to me than all the others.
He was based off of a character on a show I enjoyed as a small child, but over time, he sort of evolved into someone who was a constant companion to me. Almost like an older brother.
I don’t recall being a particularly lonely child. I had plenty of friends, but also, an insanely vivid imagination. And so, Kevin was born. Unfortunately, I got older, and was told imaginary friends needed to be put away, and so he drifted off with all the others. I still think about him sometimes, and the fun we used to have.
Part of me wonders if he was a Tulpa all along. I think it’s time to attempt to bring him back. I’m a little worried that there might be some anger for leaving him behind? But that’s something I’ll just have to work through.
He was based off of a character on a show I enjoyed as a small child, but over time, he sort of evolved into someone who was a constant companion to me. Almost like an older brother.
I don’t recall being a particularly lonely child. I had plenty of friends, but also, an insanely vivid imagination. And so, Kevin was born. Unfortunately, I got older, and was told imaginary friends needed to be put away, and so he drifted off with all the others. I still think about him sometimes, and the fun we used to have.
Part of me wonders if he was a Tulpa all along. I think it’s time to attempt to bring him back. I’m a little worried that there might be some anger for leaving him behind? But that’s something I’ll just have to work through.
