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SadCrab n' Emily


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Okay, uhm, third try at making progress thread. Not good a juggling words.

 

So there's me, SadCrab (who's not actually sad) and then there's my tupper, Emily.

Emily is defined enlarge by her: Cat-likeness, Child-likeness, wit/intelligence, loyalty and playfulness. The first three being the "largest" aspects of her personality from which she derives the majority of her other traits. She has the form of a loli-catgirl.

Her "birthday" is the July the 30th 2012, making her 5 days old today.

Currently we are working on polishing her personality and giving some solidity to her form. I believe her to be presentient as of yet, however, there have been a few funny feelings I suspect might have been her.

We are working loosely off FAQ_Man's model, having no wonderland and having begun with personality work. Have been narrating (sorta) since day one, keeping her in my thoughts as much as possible.

Emily was originally named "Ruffles" but I was never too fond of that, so when the name "Emily" popped into my head I decided to go with that.

I've decided not to count hours of forcing as constantly thinking about time is distracting, instead we're just counting days and aiming to do at least an hour per day.

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Had a really nice hour long forcing session this morning.

To tackle my lack of knowing what do when forcing, I've decided to create a wonderland of sorts. It is a small volcanic isle covered in tropical greens. As of yet it is quite desolate with only a small town and some shelters scattered about.

Mostly we've just spent time sitting in a shelter atop the island and flinging various munitions at bypassing ships.

Maybe I'll add a space elevator or something.

When forcing my thoughts tend to wander a bit, this I've managed to counter by letting my mind wander only between various tulpa related activities, meaning I'll jump between either being in wonderland, polishing personality or visualizing.

When visualizing, I am using an approach where I don't separate touch/texture and imaging, so it's a bit like sculpting.

I've noticed Emily hasn't filled as much in my thoughts today as she did yesterday and the day before that. Maybe it's just the obsession gearing down, at any rate I still think a lot about her.

 

Tomorrow we are going camping as my family does every year. This means about 5 days of serenity and lots of time for forcing.

Forcing > Bathing in clammy salt water and being stung by jellyfish, imo.

The connection at the camp site is incredibly shitty, so I might not update until I get home again.

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Guest Albatross_

jellyfish like watermelon

 

give them some and they will give tulpa

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Packing, getting ready for camping. Haven't forced yet today but there'll be plenty of time during the ride to the site.

I can sort of visualize Emily's body and face now, just watching TV and observing people helped a lot.

I've also given her a room with a TV to watch my memories, a bed to sleep in and a whiteboard if she should ever feel like drawing something.

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I was fucking around on Omegle when suddenly:

You: You could say that, yes.

You: Things are bit more complicated in reality, but let's just go with bro/sis

Stranger: is ur name emily

 

And that's the third time today I've come across the name.

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Turns out there IS internet here. Seems like they upgraded since last year.

 

Went to the beach today, a fruitful venture that provided much inspiration to model wonderland and Emily's body after

Sadly there has been less space for forcing than anticipated.

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Get off the forums and go swimming.

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Guest Albatross_

>water is cold

>making a tulpa

 

What manner of person are you?

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