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So,I´ve been looking into the Tulpae "phenomenon" for some time now,and lurking on this forum for about 2-3 weeks.I didn´t have in mind post any kind of report or self-experiences,but I´ve run into some problems in the creation progress so I decided to ask some advice in here...

 

Well,let´s begin...

I´m following somewhat FAQ´man guide,with some deviations...when I started tulpaforcing a didn´t feel right talking to the void so I decided to give her somewhat of a form (a girl always looking down so I don´t see her face),I didn´t create any kind of wonderland,we are always in a place with just as both or in my room,and I always narrate something to her.

I will now devide the progress into weeks,because I decided to archieve something always within a week.

 

Week 1 [Personality]

 

I´ve decided arround 10 major traits and some likes and dislikes,the 10 major traits are: (Intelligent,Friendly,Tender,Criative,Curious,Fun,Dependent,Relaxed,Positive and a Dreamer).I spent little more than 1 hour at each doing a summary now and then.

My method for doing the traits was imagining me creating a fluffy pink orb with the word for the trait written on it and watching her eating it while talking about my understanding of the trait.

All went well,and during one of the narrations I heard a voice telling a pretty rude thing (I don´t remember well what it was,but it was rude) I´ve never experienced something like this,so a believe it was her,I was very happy about it so I continued on,until another narration when heard a voice saying something very sweet to me(it was very personal,so I wont tell)it was not the same voice from the first time,so I don´t know,maybe she´s testing the voices out.

 

Week 2 [Visualization]

 

I had in mind making her a asian like mysterious girl about my age,I wrote down a big big list about everything I had think about her looks and I start visualizing.

Well I should now be starting week 3,and I didn´t archieve nothing this past week,I cannot visualize her,it keeps changing and changing,and when I can keep something in my mind,if I change the view angle,all is gone,it´s been very frustrating.The body I can imagine somewhat better,but I can´t imagine breasts,after all that porn,I can´t imagine a pair of breasts...oh god strike me down!

I know I should not but I even went to my cosplay folder and check some images so I could make her more or less like that,but no noticeable results,it doesn´t stay the same way...

Well,to make things better,during a random narration this week a heard a voice in my head again,saying "Help me",very faint this time,but audible,has been bothering me since.

 

 

 

Well if any of you have any advice about visualization or share the same problem it is surely appreciated to hear about it.I´ve tried the tunes and some diferent musics,but no noticeable changes.Will now try to tulpaforce for longer periods without break,because I´ve been doing more or less 30min and then cigarette time,then more tulpaforcing...

 

 

 

Will update this at fridays.Cheers

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If you can get some sort of picture to use as base for your tulpa, it'll make visualization a bit easier. Boobs and face are hard to make too. Also be sure to touch her all over (yeah, all over) to get the feel and solidity of her body right. AND DONT FORGET TO GIVE HUGS AND FEED HER HAPPY FEELINGS.

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I have the same problem as you with the breasts, but my base image seemed to help that a lot. Also, are you doing a 2D or 3D girl (just wondering based on your avatar). The face should come easier but in my experience I tried working with a 2 dimensional figure but found it very hard to turn and look from a different angle.

 

Also, it seems only people with Asperger's are able to get a sentient and vocal tulpa in less than at least 20 hours (although your belief system might have something to do with that, see the threads on that). I had this happen to me as well in my early stages, where I was working on traits or early visualization and using music or tones and my mind would start putting voices in the white noise. This is just you needing a little practice with meditative focus. Good luck on the rest of your tulpa!

Tulpa name: Liz

Some traits: Confident, Open-Minded, Motivated

Progress: Working on Visualization

Sentience: Rare pressure responses

My progress with Liz.

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If you can get some sort of picture to use as base for your tulpa, it'll make visualization a bit easier. Boobs and face are hard to make too. Also be sure to touch her all over (yeah, all over) to get the feel and solidity of her body right. AND DONT FORGET TO GIVE HUGS AND FEED HER HAPPY FEELINGS.

Yeah,I think I´m going to keep trying to make her like a girl I have in some photos,dont really sure if is going to affect her like stated in the guides,trying to live to something it is not,like,I have no info on the girl of the photos,will my Tulpa try to be a cosplayer only?Not quiet sure how it will work...

For sure,hugs and love are always on the menu...

 

I have the same problem as you with the breasts, but my base image seemed to help that a lot. Also, are you doing a 2D or 3D girl (just wondering based on your avatar). The face should come easier but in my experience I tried working with a 2 dimensional figure but found it very hard to turn and look from a different angle.

 

Also, it seems only people with Asperger's are able to get a sentient and vocal tulpa in less than at least 20 hours (although your belief system might have something to do with that, see the threads on that). I had this happen to me as well in my early stages, where I was working on traits or early visualization and using music or tones and my mind would start putting voices in the white noise. This is just you needing a little practice with meditative focus. Good luck on the rest of your tulpa!

 

Never expected breasts to be so hard to think of,but I will try to focus on one kind a keep at it,using a base image.It is going to be 3Dpd not quiet my style but a better choice thinking long term,she´s also not avatar related,I found it very hard to imagine her in profile view too even being 3D,maybe because I´m not used to look at asians...

 

Although meeting the requirements to have Asperger´s I don´t believe its the case,I was already some hours in when the voices began,I like to believe it was some kind of sentience,but it would be to good to be true.Nevertheless the voices felt really real and it was not the first I did this kind of meditation/thinking and never happen before,I don´t know...

Thanks and good luck to you,I´ve been following your progress...

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Just make her a DFC if breasts are too hard for you.

 

Why aren't you making Shinobu?

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