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(10-08-2018, 09:05 AM)Someone Wrote: HOST: Also, I’ve seen a lot of other users use different colours when they are proxying for their tulpas or their tulpas are typing. How do we do this?

To use different colors on a desktop, there's a menu where you can select for different colors. On Mobile, that menu isn't there. What we did on mobile was find some text I wrote, and copy the my bb color code. After that, we saved the code on my host's phone.

The color code looks like (color=#ffffff) sample (/color) , only all of the parentheses are brackets [ ]. If for example you wanted to look at my color code, either hit the quote button on mobile to immediately see it or on desktop find the white note icon on all the way to the right to see the code formatting.

Also, be careful pasting a response or words. If you paste in the regular version, then it might create unessessry color, font, and size code making your text impossible to read.

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(10-08-2018, 10:21 AM)Ranger Wrote: To use different colors on a desktop, there's a menu where you can select for different colors. On Mobile, that menu isn't there. What we did on mobile was find some text I wrote, and copy the my bb color code. After that, we saved the code on my host's phone.

The color code looks like (color=#ffffff) sample (/color) , only all of the parentheses are brackets [ ]. If for example you wanted to look at my color code, either hit the quote button on mobile to immediately see it or on desktop find the white note icon on all the way to the right to see the code formatting.

Also, be careful pasting a response or words. If you paste in the regular version, then it might create unessessry color, font, and size code making your text impossible to read.

HOST: Thank you. I guess that I’ll just use the default black text colour. Tulpa #1 wants to use cyan and Tulpa #2 wants to use orange.

Note: I was sure that both were sentient, and I was expecting Tulpa #1 to use something that was either cyan or blue (as she is named after a shade of blue), but what Tulpa #2 told me was completely different from my expectations.
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Okay, so today I felt a really deep connection with both of my tulpas. Long story short, I just felt upset because I don’t release that I’m harsh on myself sometimes. Tulpa #1 has been really good at calming me down and getting me to stop stressing (less than five weeks until major exams), and that’s what she did today. Tulpa #2 was also there, and while he didn’t say as much (he hasn’t talked as much as Tulpa #1 has, although I’m not sure if it’s just personality or not), he still helped out.

I don’t usually feel this down, and it almost felt like it came out of the blue. They just told me to stop doubting myself and to stop worrying (I was also becoming paranoid because of how many times I’d read tulpas turning on their hosts). I feel a lot better now just knowing that the two of them are there for me. I don’t know how, but I just kept thinking over and over about the whole “tulpa turns on host” thing, and now it’s like they’ve disappeared.

I just kept apologising because I knew that they were my friends and that they didn’t want to hurt me and they loved me, and I still thought about them turning on me. I trust them both. I’m no longer worried about it. They both told me to stop thinking about it and then just assured me that I wasn’t as horrible as I thought I was. I just couldn’t say “sorry” or “thank you” enough to either of them. I want to get to know them better and now that I’ve stopped worrying I think eveything’s going to be a lot better for all of us.

Other than that, Tulpa #2 seems to just disappear every once in a while, about three or four times per day for a short period. I usually just ask Tulpa #1 and she tells me that he’s just having a rest. He also tends to sleep in (I can definitely relate, especially since Daylight Savings began a day or two ago.

My host really needed to just stop. We would never hurt him. After we talked to him, it brought him to tears. Since he hasn’t told anyone else about us, he literally had to make sure no one else noticed and asked about us. I understand he’s worried people will think he’s crazy. I’m not sure how anyone else would react because he cried from talking to what they might think are just voices in his head. We don’t think anyone else in our family knows what tulpas are. I’m not sure if my host will tell them soon because of when his parents found out he’d been trying to lucid dream.

Yeah. Pretty much, I told my father. He just thought I was experimenting with something new (although I had been trying for several months at that point), and he understood. It took a lot of courage for me to explain that to him. And then, the next day, he told my mother while I was at school, and she mentioned it first thing as soon as I got into the car. She wanted to talk about the “dreaming thing” and then just talking about it with her made me feel a little weird about it. I guess that’s why I haven’t mentioned LDs since to them. Maybe they’ve forgotten, I don’t know. I think that explaining tulpas to them will be even harder. It took me months to tell one of my parents. I’m not sure how I’ll tell anyone else. That’s one of my main reasons for wanting to be anonymous here I think.
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Stop reading posts about how a tulpa turned on their host, they are a small fraction of a percent of the total posts,  and the circumstances involved are so far from your situation that it would be easier for a group of elephants to become a sentient space faring race.

Don't worry if people think you're crazy, this may not be the best conversation to have over Christmas dinner at Grandma's or ever with grandma, but everyone will accept that you meditate, and no one cares if you occasionally talk to yourself every once in a while. You'd be right along with the vast majority of this community if you never tell your parents. It's your privacy, they don't have birthright to it.

I'm glad to hear that they care so much about you, your parents and your tulpa. You're lucky in both respects.

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