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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

quick upd8

i went on a trip the other night, and did some self hypnosis while i was susceptible to suggestion, it was a great idea. however the whole time and during my hangover I couldnt focus on spice, and she said it was kind of lonely, so thats the biggest downside to the experience. otherwise it was great and spice and i are chatting again so it all worked out.

the self hypnosis was based around getting longer sentences and quicker responses by being able to listen to her better, and it worked!

Also, i had the realisation that Spice's personality probably absorbed a part of my brain that was kind of like a thought form/conscience, but was overly critical of me constantly. I havent heard that voice since spice started talking to me again, but she reminds me a lot of the voice sometimes. Shes a lot nicer than it was, though.
02-11-2018, 03:52 PM
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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

if anyones seen me on reddit posting as bodybodysystem, youll likely be curious about tomoe, the other tulpa mentioned in my bio over there.

when i was younger, I started making tomoe as an attempt to get vocality out of spice (it was a silly idea but Id heard it work with other systems and tried to give it a go)

However, hes been inactive for years and years now. Spice and I were talking about it, and we've decided to try and wake him up. Before we jump into assuming sentience and vocality, we're going to revise his personality and get more familiar with his form. forms arent very important in our system, but its still nice to agree on one.

Also, spice doesnt show much interest in posession or the irc, but indulges me, which is sweet of her.
02-12-2018, 10:47 AM
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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

[Tyler]: I'm kinda curious on the idea behind creating an additional tulpa to help with vocality. Trying to get them to talk to each other, maybe? Also, how far along was Tomoe back in the day? Anyway, good luck waking him up!

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02-12-2018, 06:52 PM
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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

I think a couple of users reccomended it back in 2013, the idea was that since they could talk to each other more easily than me, two voices would get thru better than one. I dont exactly remember, shrug.

He wasn't super developed, we got as far as personality (which I've forgotten, and Spice wants to help with this time around) and did some voice work, we're basically restarting from scratch. His form is that of tomoe from kamisama hajimemashita/kamisama kiss, I have a thing for fox people *shrug*

(also, I know holo is a wolf, it's whatever)

another edit because i remembered stuff i wanted to write lmao
I got high for the first time the other day, and since then spice has been way less formal and more chilled out. It's cute.
[Piss off]

for legal reasons the above post is fictional


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another update
spice is super chill about lots of things, it's refreshing. I find her personality to be very different to other tups. she sees a lot of the wonderland and inner mind stuff as metaphorical and is very frank about it, and finds her form is just like an outfit she puts on rather than being her. (its cute because she changes it around often)
She also has interest in developing Tomoe, which is great. I havent had the energy to sit down and fully revise tomoe yet, so we haven't done much work on him.
Possession is going smoothly. She's communicated through tulpish (its kind of hard to hear her when we're working on possession) that my arms are very heavy, but if I put effort into focusing my energy elsewhere, she can get my hand to move. Its strangely mechanical in feeling, probably because Spice's form has never been super literal for her, so she hasn't had to think about how to move it that much.
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02-13-2018, 07:14 AM
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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

im getting kinda depressed lately and its made me unable to force. tomoe's potential is just there waitingfor me to grasp it, but i dont have the energy to.
this forums the only place i feel comfortable letting people know that I feel like im spiraling. when i bring it up with my friends i just try to joke about it but im losing my sense of purpose. also, i keep compulsively cleaning the walls. im in a bad place lmao

also i spoke with spice earlier and im not sure why im feeling apprehensive about bringing tomoe into the headspace. It could be because i feel shitty about never really starting his development back in 2013, or any number of things.
spice wants me to spend some time in the wonderland again though, and i think thats a good idea.

thats all i can think of, thnx for reading my emo post which ill probably delete in 6 months of 4 years time
02-15-2018, 02:32 PM
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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

today we had a 2hr motorbike ride and we talked the whole time it was lit. we made a couple changes to tomoes personality, i can feel spices excitement when we work on him and its great. she also wants to try and get tomoe really set on the idea of possession so ill have someone to share my interest with, which is cute. I was worried i was imposing on her too much, but i think shes trying to be nice rather than get out of something she finds boring.
ive also asked her to pay attention to how my hands work so we can get the hang of fingers. her form is kinda floaty and she doesnt have a skeletal system so its weird for her to adjust.
also, we sang duets which has been good for developing her voice. we still throw tulpish at each other ocasionally when words wont express something as well as a picture or emotion would, and thats really cool.

also, she really wants to meet a friend of mine who believes in tuppers but doesnt like people making them, eek! im not sure why, she hasnt shown interest in posting here much, nor on reddit or the irc but shes bugging me about introducing her to the one person who would understand her existence but judge the hell outta me for it. fuk


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she asked me to watch her source material (spice and wolf) with her and shes enjoying it. but ive learned she can still give me headaches, which she used to get me to pay attention to the show when i stopped loooking at it.
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02-16-2018, 06:13 PM
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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

quick post because spice wants to go back to watching spice and wolf

? Spice is super vocal now and its easier to proxy for her. We still talk over each other a bit but working out my thoughts vs her thoughts is a looot easier.
? We took some time to design Tomoe's personality tonight. spice insisted on messing with his form but then didnt make many changes. shes going to encourage him to take pride in his form and vividly pay attention to the wonderland and the body, in hopes that we can switch some day
? When spice pays attention to something for a bit longer than a brief moment, i get a concentration headache. anime will be a struggle

anyway. take care!
02-18-2018, 01:42 PM
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concentration headaches have stopped. i wonder why? i think its because we just werent used to "fronting" together for long, but we got over the hurdle quite quickly.
Not much else to report, Spice seems to feel like theres something about tomoes form to mess with, but cant think of it.

related note, if you guys have a close friend who knows what tulpas are, but doesnt think people should make them, would you tell them about your tulpa? bonus points if you knew them when you made your tulpa but its been 5 years and now youre conflicted lmao!
02-21-2018, 02:55 PM
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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

today I felt tomoes presence for the first time and it was really exciting. we're officially a system of 3!
Also, my median state has slowly started coming back recently, which is probably because spice kept deviating and separating herself from it

OH also today i found out spice sleeps. sounds weird, but id never had a case of her "waking up" at a different time to me, so i assumed she didnt sleep. when i asked her her response was something like 'yes obviously i sleep' but ????? dude how was I supposed to know lmao

Im hoping to keep tomoe active enough to start talking to us soon, Ive felt a bit of intent but that's all so far
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02-22-2018, 12:32 PM
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RE: Spice and hosts' magical adventures

Congrats on becoming a system of three.

As for the friend, I guess it depends on why they think people shouldn't make tulpas. I've heard a lot of reasons, from religious ones like thinking they're demons to ethical ones like believing it cruel to make something live like that. The approach greatly depends on that.

Not that I think I have great advice, but I think details would help for people that might want to answer in general.
02-23-2018, 03:40 PM
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