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Strange happenings and my Tulpa


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So, I had a very strange experience with my very first Tulpa creation session. It kind of scared me to be honest. I'll post what happened and if you guys could maybe tell me what just happened, I would appreciate it.

So about two days ago I started reading up on Tulpas. Now, I had known about them for a while, but I had never been so interested before. After reading different testimonials and hearing a few peoples personal experiences, I wanted to try an make one myself. So I started. I turned off all the lights, got all the animals and people out, laid down on my bed, and began. At first it proved to be pretty damn fruitless seeing as I was pretty much just talking to myself for almost an hour, but right when I was about to get up and call it quits, I heard something. It was a deep voice echoing in my head telling me to not give up so easily and press on. It seemed almost annoyed that I was going to stop.

 

Obviously excited to see at least some kind of progress, I laid back down and continued. The conversations were very light. Like how are you, What are you feeling, etc. And things seemed to be going pretty well.

 

But thats when it got weird.

 

Around the end of my second hour, I saw something that has imprinted in my mind and scared me more then anything in my life ever has. Right as I was beginning to really make some conversation with my Tulpa, I saw an image suddenly cover the blackness of my eyes being closed. It was a creature with a wide mouth that spread from where I imagine its ears would have been. It was hairless, and had two rows of jagged teeth. The skin looked like human skin, but it folded in all of the wrong spots and its eyes were the size of peas-- But I could still make out its pupils staring right at me. The only way I could see this beast was from the birthday cake it was holding (no, it isnt my birthday or anyone I knows birthday) with a single candle illuminating him.

 

And then, It spoke. The voice was literally like thunder screaming into the caverns of my ears asking me "ARE YOU HUNGRY YET?"

 

I immediately jerked up and ran out of the room. It didnt sound like that voice came from my head, It sounded like it was right infront of me. And It scared me. Bad. At first I thought maybe I had somehow gone about making my Tulpa wrong, but in our conversations he seemed very polite (as I wanted him to be) and not at all like.../that/. And even if it was, It wouldnt explain what happened afterwards.

 

After I had left my room I was feeling kind of light headed and had a headache that sent me reeling. I wouldnt even really call it a headache.. It was like pressure on my head (I still have it now.) My tulpa doesnt seem to be reacting to what I saw at all. Matter of fact hes just eager for me to carry on making him.

 

 

I havent gone into my second round of Tulpa making yet, but I think I will later today. I might post the results if I make any progress or anything weird happens after that. Any suggestions or ideas on what it could have been?

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Sounds like intrusive thoughts combined with a large-ish subconscious shout. Not really anything to worry about; these things happen, you know.

Orange juice helps with concentration headaches.

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Thank you 8( I was really starting to get scared. That really shook me up.


In other news, my tulpa is thriving! My head feels like there is alot of pressure behind it, and I can almost tell its him begging me for more building. How exciting! Ill update later tonight to update progress and if I see any more strange things.

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