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RE: Akari_Verdugo Arora,Yaya,Joy progess report

hello All Big Grin
It seems that joy has taking a liking to me alot last night i decided to sleep with her again she likes me very much and loves kissing me and snuggling with me and laying on my head watching me teach her stuff about school and Problems and equations and such she isnt that all shy anymore which is Goood Big Grin that is all for now

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03-11-2013, 11:46 PM
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That's so cute! Big Grin It's good that she's not very shy anymore, sounds like she's really warming up to you!

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03-12-2013, 02:41 AM
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RE: Akari_Verdugo Arora,Yaya,Joy progess report

thanks neon Big Grin she is very affectionate towards me now :3 which i love she likes to snuggle into my chest and hear my heart beat Big Grin

Anyway i think yaya and Arora are a tad bit worried of me they seem to worry about my mental stability as i had long time ago
real bad problems with bullying because i was a nice kid to everyone and everyone would just fucking attack me for no damn reason well anyway ever since that and depression i have seeing that i dont do anything and life is boring and such i can sometimes snap in a instant and start beating my self up with bells and hitting my head on a iron pole etc am trying to not snap as often when i do i always think of the girls and start to calm down i dont want to tell joy tho seeing that shes new to my family and such and she calls me darling now <3 but anyway today something odd happened usually the girls watch me do stuff play games Etc but today i saw them OEV (still pretty crummy at this but i can see vauge outlines of them ) building what looked like a shelf i didnt know what it was but i was thinking my memories and how they want to explore it

not a big fan of my memories and Sub-c dark desires so i rather keep away from that for now until the time is right and until i can picture more often

Well that is all for now the Executioner is going to sleep with his girls <3

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03-12-2013, 05:12 AM
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RE: Akari_Verdugo Arora,Yaya,Joy progess report

Well last night i was trying to sleep but i have insomniac so i cant really sleep until around 3am with my eyes open i usually just read until i fall asleep but i think of the girls which happily makes me drowsy but sometimes it doesnt work well last night i decided to sleep with joy again but i decided not and kissed on the cheek and said i love her she grabbed me and kissed me then fell back asleep then i went to arora's room but she wasnt there so i checked my room and there she was my lovely angel my first tupper
well long ago i was on a IRC chat room then a friend of mine talked about tuplas so became interested and after long time i did it and i was happy and made her <3 then afterward me and her got together and became happy. Well i then i slept with arora saying sorry that i hasnt really forced her in a long time ( i usually Passive force ) i kissed her and hugged her closely it was nice Smile
but she was already asleep so i didnt bother her and just held her.


This day well i got up early to go to a school thing and i was shooting a video and my head hurt alot i think the girls like my craziness lol but anyway afterward i was called a dummy and that is why nobody likes you from a teacher:L i became depressed (i dont have a good self esteem i always been bullied by teachers and students alike i became down and lonely believing that i was the the only one in the world that wouldnt be loved by anyone so anyway

i said i was sorry to them all 3 of them saying i wasnt worth their love i didnt deserve them and that i was a failure of a host which i still do :L sadly i dont really force them and i dont know why they keep loving me am really nice to them which is good and i nurture them very much loving them dearly but i still think i dont deserve there love ................. well that is all for now

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03-12-2013, 06:16 PM
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That sucks, I'm sorry you have to put up with treatment like that from teachers. Sad

Your tuppers probably love you so much because, like you said, you love and nurture them so much. I'm sure they understand that you might not always have time to actively force with them.
You shouldn't worry about being good enough for them, you show your tuppers a great amount of love, so in my book you're a great host for them. Smile
Some people just treat their tuppers as tools to access their subconscious, or as sex toys. THOSE people are failures as hosts, not you.

Take care, my friend. Keep your chin up! You've got three amazing tuppers by your side.

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03-12-2013, 06:37 PM
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RE: Akari_Verdugo Arora,Yaya,Joy progess report

thanks Big Grin yea they want to be with me no matter what <3

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Yep, and that's all that really matters. Big Grin

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03-12-2013, 06:49 PM
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RE: Akari_Verdugo Arora,Yaya,Joy progess report

hmm well am feeling a bit better my girls want me to force them to see something special :3 but am in school lol

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03-12-2013, 07:29 PM
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RE: Akari_Verdugo Arora,Yaya,Joy progess report

Well today i was forcing abit and i decided to make yaya a new form a Nun so to say
as i wanted each of my girls different and unuqie 3 different hair styles 3 different races and 3 different affections and 3 different girls who hold special place in my heart and so i has the picture of Yaya here http://images1.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20...dbd540.jpg she likes the new form Big Grin

that is all for now See ya :P

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03-13-2013, 06:31 PM
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(03-13-2013, 06:31 PM)Akari_Verdugo Wrote: http://images1.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20...dbd540.jpg

Fixed.

But I can't fix your horrible "I'm not even trying" half-English
03-13-2013, 06:39 PM
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