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The Tulpa Adventure of Wexoli


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I should probably start by saying why I am creating this thread.

 

Firstly, I already have a stable tulpa called Mae who is almost three years old now. I created her accidentally in August 2014 to help with struggles with I was facing at the time, but I didn't know what a tulpa was at that point. She didn't speak at all, but she listened to what I'd say and react with facial expressions, head nods, etc. She had very long wavy blonde hair and blue eyes, but she didn't really have an identity as such because I had always assumed she was just a random image in my head that comforted me.

 

I only discovered what a tulpa really was after seeing a video by ScareTheater (amazing youtuber by the way) and I realised that is what the girl I had been talking to was. She still wasn't talking at all at this point apart from the occasional "it's okay" or "yes" so I guess I hadn't really made much progress with her. I gave her the name, Mae, after an OC that I had at the time. She has stuck with this name and she says she likes it very much.

 

She must have gotten pretty excited as she took on the form of this OC as well haha. This all happened around May 2015. She has experimented with various appearances and personalities since then including an (overly -.-) confident redhead and a very aloof type character. We still got on very well though. Around March 2016, she developed into a very kind and positive person. Funnily enough, she looks almost identical to her original look but with pigtails. We can also hold full conversations now which is great.

Wexoli - host, feel free to chat tulpa (or anything really)

 

Mae - accidental tulpa since August 2014

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Thank you tulpa001 :)

 

Back to Cherry, nothing much interesting has happened with her as I have basically just been narrating to her a bit. Mae has been helping a lot with that though which is cool. Second tulpas are definitely a different experience to first tulpas.

 

Tonight I plan to spend more time in the wonderland with them both.

 

To make things clearer I should probably describe my wonderland. I know it seems pretty plain and boring compared to lots of other wonderlands but it's a little 'secret circle' in the woods. On one side is a wooden house and on the other is a gardening patch (the OC Mae took the form of was the "SDHL gardener" and she tried it out lol). There are lots of paths leading off of the circle but apart from the river, we rarely go there. On the first floor of the house, there is a small living room and a kitchen. On the second floor, there is a large hallway with many doors, the first on the right being Mae's room and the large on at the end being the "memory room".

 

Anyway, we have given Cherry the room opposite Mae's to stay in. Tonight I will try to do a lot more forcing and hopefully make some progress. This is so exciting :)

Wexoli - host, feel free to chat tulpa (or anything really)

 

Mae - accidental tulpa since August 2014

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  • 8 months later...

Well, look who's finally updating again...

 

I kind of fell out of the loop of coming on this website at all, but here I am ^^ I have decided I want to do this again so I'll start posting weekly updates I think.

 

Just to be clear, I didn't stop with Mae though. She is still here and we are both fine. Nothing has really happened with her, but I guess in a way that's a good thing. My situation has changed, however, so I'll probably have a little bit to write about our thoughts on that. I'll be excited to do this again as I don't generally get to talk about it a lot as I'm sure you all know.

 

Anyway, that's all. See you next update I guess .-.

Wexoli - host, feel free to chat tulpa (or anything really)

 

Mae - accidental tulpa since August 2014

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So after a bit of thinking, I realised I should probably put a little about more detail about Mae and my wonderland since they are already pretty far into development... So here. Also in the future, I might let Mae write some entries. She said she doesn't really have anything to say that I can't type at the moment though.

 

About Mae

Name: Maemi (Mae for short)

Age: 4 in "real years", 18 in "human years"

Birthday: 10th August

Original form: Mae was originally based off of an old Danganronpa OC I had, Maemi Imada the Ultimate Gardener. The character was quite calm, sweet, avaerage height, and had short, blonde hair. This was only used as a base for visualsing and naming of course. Mae quickly developed into her own character that was very different from the original character just as I had suspected she would. However, she decided to keep the name. She hardly ever goes by "Maemi" though, just Mae.

 

Current form: Now Mae looks and acts very differently. She has very light blonde hair in wavy pigtails and bright blue eyes. She is sits just below average height (just a bit taller than me, I am very short haha) and has quite pale skin. Dress wise, she wears all white. She prefers a white dress that comes to just above knee height with flat shoes. Think Lillie from Pokemon. Honestly we were both quite shook when Sun and Moon came out because her and Mae look so alike haha.

 

In terms of personality, Mae can be misataken for someone quite, for lack of better words, mean. She can be kind of blunt and sarcastic at times which if you don't know her, can be taken the wrong way. Don't let this put you off though ^^ This is mostly a defence mechanism as she is quite protective. Once you get to know her, she is still very very sarcastic, but she sweetens down a lot and shows a different side to you. It's hard to describe a personality actually... It's only once you start writing about it that you realise how complex they really are. The best I can suggest is come see for yourself ^^ We are always open to talking to people.

Wexoli - host, feel free to chat tulpa (or anything really)

 

Mae - accidental tulpa since August 2014

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