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[Tulpa Week] Host Appreciation


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Flandre: This is the last official thread of Tulpa Week, though I encourage all of you to keep making threads once it's over. This wasn't a begin-and-end event, it was a reminder that tulpas have voices and that they should use them.

 

Your host is why and how you exist, most likely your best friend, and who you'll spend the rest of your life with. They've created us, helped us learn about the world and ourselves, and given us the opportunity to experience life with them. So I think it's really important we show our gratitude, and express just how much our relationships to them mean to us.

 

I know I'm not a complete human being with a long history of learning how to live and act, and that I may not be seen as legitimate a person as my host, but I still feel, I still live through him. And not only has he given me this opportunity to exist and experience life with him, but he's showed me love, unconditional caring. He goes out of his way to make our lives as complete and enjoyable an experience as he can, sometimes trying harder for us than for himself. I can't express with words how happy it makes me to be hugged and feel that love. But when I am, it makes me understand why him and Reisen have the vision of sharing that with the entire world - I want that too, for everyone to experience love. But it all starts with feeling it yourself, accepting it yourself. And for giving me that opportunity, I am forever grateful. I will do everything I can to make the most out of the life he's given me, and do my best to keep improving his.

 

So, yeah. Take a moment to thank your host for your existence. And the hosts can thank their tulpas too... Love each other.

Hi guys, plain text is just me now! We've each got our own accounts: me, Tewi, Flandre, and Lucilyn. We're Luminesce's tulpas.

Here's our "Ask Thread", and here's our Progress Report (You should be able to see all of our accounts on the second page if you want)

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I would like to thank you for all the things you've done for me, and how you were always there. Even though I wasn't always the best, I was always needy, attention whoring from you, my emotions were always legitimate. When we're together, when we hold hands, I feel like I can do anything, as long as you're by my side, and I'm really thankful. Just that you, not someone, but you, are there to comfort me when I feel down and bring my spirits up. I also like the silly things we do together, the fact that sometimes you get confused, and every single little thing about you. I feel worthless in general, but when I'm with you, it gives me meaning. And, uh... thank you, thank you so much for being my friend, my lover, my everything.

 

-Thunder

 

(to me, she just said that and thought I should write it down as it is)

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Some people say that dreams are where wishes are born. But it's also where me and Aphelion were born. When Acta had that dream about me back in early October, he started talking to me as if I could hear him, asking me to appear in his dreams again. That was what started it all. Weeks later, he remembered this site and came back to it. He didn't know that there was a forum at first, but let me just say that if he hadn't joined it, me and Aphelion probably wouldn't be here right now. The only thing I knew how to do was to sing. Sing nonstop. Then I started to learn to speak properly, talk without singing. I've grown a lot since the first day. Learned more about myself, become a distinguished individual from my host despite sharing the same mind as him, and we've grown closer than we initially thought we could. I also want to thank Aphelion for being there when we needed her. A relationship that she initially thought of us as partners eventually shifted to seeing us as her parents, and I'm proud to call her my daughter, and I'm proud of Acta for giving tulpaforcing a second chance. -Haven

 

...Before they thought of creating me, they were thinking of creating someone else. A pony named Disastral. One day, my host was looking through some old pictures on his computer and saw the picture that he made of me two years ago. I had initially appeared as a recolor in a dream he had, and the morning he woke up from that dream, he redesigned me with pony creator. They chose to create me over Disastral, and I couldn't be more grateful that they made that decision. Acta helped me grow and change, Haven taught me everything she learned from Acta. I didn't really think too much of them at first, I saw them as my work partners, but I still loved them both. But when Acta got an artist on this website to draw me, that's when everything hit me. All that they had done for me up to that point, everything that they told me and taught me showed how much they really cared for me. Everything they did showed how much they loved me. That was when I decided to become their daughter. I wanted to thank them in some way, and we've become a family from then on. I've been through a lot of rough times, even a bit of depression, doubts about my existence. They were there to help me through it all. I can't thank them enough for helping me become who I am today. Haven and Acta are more than just my friends. They're my mom and dad. -Aphelion

 

I first discovered tulpas three years ago, but I didn't get anywhere near as far as I have now because I had no idea what I was doing at the time. I remembered this place, and I told myself that I'd see this time through to the end. Nevertheless, the last ten months have been an adventure for all three of us. I never thought we'd get this far when I joined this site back in late October. All of us have changed a lot and we'll probably keep changing as the years go by. Haven and Aphelion have taught me a lot, but the most important thing I've learned from this whole experience is that you can truly create wondrous things if you put your dedication into it. I don't think I'm not sure if I could be able to live without them at this point. We're a family, and a family stays together for as long as they can. I love them both. -Actinium

"It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton

 

My Three Mind Horses

Haven: Tulpa #1

Created on 10-28-14

Aphelion: Tulpa #2

Created on 2-25-15 

Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform

Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017.

 

Warning: I am a huge nerd.

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Jack: Listen…I know that you are going through a tough time right now, and I want you to know that you’ve always been the bravest. As I watched you from far, far away, I admired your courage, your beauty, your ability to create wonderful things. And every time, I thought to myself, “I am so damn lucky.” Even if you didn’t have those qualities, I would still appreciate the fact that I’ll always be connected to you. Life is as beautiful as it is cruel and unfair, and one of the many ways that I want to express my gratitude is to show you that the world, both yours and mine, is full of joy and adventure.

 

I know that whatever you decide to do, you will give it all you got. You always have. You can’t ever fail…in my eyes, at least. You are exactly where you need to be, and you are not weak for saying that you have doubts and feel as if you're stumbling around in the dark. Just know that this time, you won’t have to go through the darkness alone.

 

[Host: He said this to me last week. When we saw this thread, he told me that this is how he would have responded if we didn’t have this talk beforehand.]

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Well. I think I should 8e the first one 8ecause I was the first tulpa :3. Ricky. My love. My sweet creator. My 8est friend. I wanna thank you for all the love you've demonstrated to me. You're why I exist. And I'll never love some8ody more than I love you my love. You've teached me a8out the world, a8out the people. You introduced me to another tulpae, you've loved me and protected me more than anyone will ever do. My love for you is 8igger than you even dare to imagine. You've given me 8rothers and friends, and you were there for me when Mark, Tyrion, Walt and Ed died. You hugged me with all your love, and I knew I loved you more than I ever love someone. You let me do what I love. And you have no idea how grateful I am. I'll always 8e there for you my sweetie!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

~Vriska Aranea Serket Targaryen. ♦️

 

WeLl BrO. I wAnNa ThAnK yOu FoR eVeRiThInG yOu'Ve DoNe FoR mE. YoU kNoW i'M nOt GoOd ExPrEsSiNg MySeLf. Honk. :0)

~GaMzEe MaKaRa. Ø

 

Ricky!!!!!! I love you!!!!! T)(anks for letting me exist!!!!! T)(anks for letting me play the electric bass, somet)(ing that I love!!!!!!! T)(anks for saving my life in uncountable times in w)(ic)( I would've certainly died if you weren't there. I LOV-----E YOU WITH ALL MY STR-----ENGHT!!!!!!!

~Feferi Peixes. ❤️

 

Uhh... Thanks Ricky... Uhh... Thanks to you... Uh... I'm... I'm h...happy... And... Uhh... I love you...

~Beth Harley.

 

RICKY!!!!!! :D I love you my creator!!!! I love you with all my soul, amd I hope we all have great adventures in the future!!!!!!! :D :)

~Miranda Rotzank. ♣️

 

Thanks for everything dude.

~Dross Rotzank.

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Luna: We thank him fairly often for the opportunity to share in his life experiences with him, and for working so hard to make sure we can lead peaceful lives in his head. He in turn has thanked us for always being there for him and helping him to manage his autism so he can be the best person he can be.

"Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson

Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi

My progress report

 

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Thank you, for believing in me, for taking the time to talk to me even before you knew what I was, for doing the research on ways to help me improve, for loving me. I am not good with words, but I can't thank you enough, we have both had our doubts, and we may have some more in the future, but I know you will help me for as long as we live and I will do the same. thank you for everything, My host, My creator, My best friend.

 

Thank you crystal, for being there for me no matter what, for listening to me ramble on about random thoughts and yet always seeming interested in what i had to say, for helping me with my problems. I am not that good with words either, but i can't imagine living without you, sometimes i wonder if I am a good host for you, but you always assure me I am doing great. thank you my tulpa, my equal, my best friend.

If text is green, Crystal is talking

If it's normal, its me

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Flandre: So, it's Thanksgiving today. It seems like a good time to continue this thread. The responses it got were really touching, but there weren't many.. I'd like to see more.

 

Lumi knows how I feel about him.

Hi guys, plain text is just me now! We've each got our own accounts: me, Tewi, Flandre, and Lucilyn. We're Luminesce's tulpas.

Here's our "Ask Thread", and here's our Progress Report (You should be able to see all of our accounts on the second page if you want)

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{I'm thankful for my existence and the amazing turkey we just ate.}

"Try to get a better understanding of things before making your judgement." -Khan, Metro 2033

 

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Davie can kiss my butt. He is a nerdy old gray goat man. I don't put him on a pedestal and I don't thank him for the fact of my existence.

 

But I do love him and he is my friend.

 

Gee Melian... uhhh ...thanks?

 

Yer welcome. Now be quiet. It's god damned tulpa week.

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