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As you've known, Celeste has told me that our wonderland is the universe inside my head; the characters, locations, creatures, demons, and etc, but I feel that she and my other tulpa, Vincent, have strayed away from those places since I haven't been using my imagination lately because of stress.

 

The world in my head is starting to be hazy, a bit blurry and every time I try thinking of Putridus or Cruentus or even Atritas's empire, my head starts to slightly strain.

 

I have been writing another one of my novels, but it doesn't have the same qualities it once had in late 2015 / early 2016 (due to the creation of Dortarians, which then lead to the creation of Umbrians and the Aicelea).

 

Tonight I want to force normally and speak to Celeste the way I should, but I can only visualize with my eyes closed since with my eyes open it is difficult. I am told you shouldn't close your eyes during forcing or visualization. but it is the only way for me to focus.

 

Should I try this tonight?

 

 

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I force with my eyes closed 98 percent of the time. A lot of people do. Nothing to worry about on that front. I can't imagine why someone would tell you not to, unless they were trying to help you not fall asleep during forcing, which is fine as well.

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The advice that you shouldn't close your eyes during forcing I only found in one general guide. I think closing your eyes is actually standard. I believe the rationale was it would be a struggle to impose your tulpa later if you closed your eyes.

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well, we close our eyes to wonderland, open for imposition (duh) and open or closed while just talking depending on if we're in bed or not I guess? do whatever works, like with everything else in tulpamancy

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Before, i used to force with my eyes open. I could be in the wonderland and at the outerworld at the same time but now it isn't the same anymore, i can't somehow perform double vision like i did before. Everything went blurry.

 

One reason why i have my wonderland is small is that i could imagine it so easily. Either way, forcing open eyed or closed eyes can work just stick to  the one that makes you comfortable.

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Have you tried meditation before visualizing? It always helps me clear my mind, and I find that showers are the perfect time to visualize, especially if you shower in the dark. It doesn't particularly matter whether you visualize with your eyes open or closed. Once you get good at it, the visualization is natural even when your eyes are open.

 

Also, even if you're terrible at drawing, a rough sketch of your wonderland always helps. I write as a hobby, and accurately describing my wonderland as if I was writing a novel helped me out a lot.

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Have you tried meditation before visualizing? It always helps me clear my mind, and I find that showers are the perfect time to visualize, especially if you shower in the dark. It doesn't particularly matter whether you visualize with your eyes open or closed. Once you get good at it, the visualization is natural even when your eyes are open.

 

Also, even if you're terrible at drawing, a rough sketch of your wonderland always helps. I write as a hobby, and accurately describing my wonderland as if I was writing a novel helped me out a lot.

 

It may come as a surprise, but no, I haven't meditated before at all. I'll consider it, though, and may visualize in the shower. Never have I showered in the dark but, like I said, I'll consider! :)

 

 

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