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New PR update because of new stuff going on. Let's start by updating about the past incident in the last PR updates we wrote. 

Everything worked out in the end. No meds or therapy was needed but the incident left some marks. An example is that it's still a bit chaotic sometimes with flashbacks and other intrusive thoughts, but it's much easier to handle. 


Everything was good, till lately. I've been interacting with friends more lately and it just recently feels like we've hit a wall. It's been hard to include Matsuri  because of friends and it almost feels like we're going backwards. I've been reading posts on the forums just to end doubt but it doesn't seem like doubt is really the real problem, ish. 

We will take it easy until further notice. Thanks everyone for being so supportive in this community.

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RE: Xar's tulpa Matsuri

Please, please keep me updated and informed about you guys and what's going on in your lives.. I care, ok? PMs, Discord, spamming my PR, email, however you wanna get a hold of me.

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RE: Xar's tulpa Matsuri

I've often told Ember that she can't withdraw from the world just because she wants to spend time with us. Interacting with friends is a good thing.

We've been very fortunate. Ember has told most of her close friends about us and now we get to spend time with some of them too. I'm sure there is plenty of prejudice out there against constructed people, but being able to interact with out-system people in-person is very valuable if it can be arranged. Do you think there might be anyone in your life you can tell?

-Vesper

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RE: Xar's tulpa Matsuri

Quick roundup of stuff that has happened since last update.

New visualization technique: We can now have one of us, mainly Matsuri, visualized in more circumstances by popping up like a heads-up display from a video game. 

Better co-fronting: Now, we can basically cooperate like a single unit because of more freedom after we moved out. Conflicts do occur every now often but that just builds personality for us both. 

Example: I want to buy food out but Matsuri doesn't want that, so the one who has the best reason wins. This case maybe Matsuri wins because there's no reason to buy food out, except laziness. 

Dreams: We are both present in the dreams either as separate beings or spectators. Sometimes we dream like how it is in real life; one body two observers. 

Life is going on pretty good now. We now live alone and we have much more time together. Still no broadband. 
 

Live good, everyone!
I'll be checking in as often as I can. See ya'll! 

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03-05-2019, 01:46 PM
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RE: Xar's tulpa Matsuri

Matsi! Xar! Good to hear everything is going fine guys!! Grats on independence! Woo!

Also.. Grats on continued development! I kinda wondered what had developed myself in all this time and there's stuff.. Stuff that maybe I should talk about soon and write up in my PR, not quite sure yet. Anyway.. Great seeing you guys on! Love you both!

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03-06-2019, 01:13 AM
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Yes, we miss you guys!

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