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GoldLeader88

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  1. It's been about a month now... I've had basically no progress since my last post. Still busy with Christmas and Exams. It's hard for me to get time off and I always meditate better alone. I will try to catch up during the end of the month but I can't make any promises. Will probably post again soon.
  2. I've continued working on visualization and personality. Added about 30 more minutes of active forcing. I have also chosen a wonderland, or at least the part where I will spend the most time with my Tulpa for now. I can more or less successfully visualize a boat in my mind, hear the sound of noisy seagulls overhead and the sloshing of waves as we go along. The kind of boat that you would go out to the sea to go fishing in. The kind with wooden floorboards and an anchor at the bow. The kind of boat that I've been on to go dolphin watching in Corpus Christi while drinking a glass of Coca Cola from a plastic cooler. I scratched the idea of a winter wonderland because I'm a Texan and I have no clue what a snowy forest is like. Things are slow but steady for now. At least the time I spend forcing is good for my mental health. It's very relaxing. Sadly, I might have to take a break from active forcing for a little while. Studying for exams is not easy. Will post more in about 3 days.
  3. Haven't had any progress lately. About two weeks in and not much has changed since the beginning. Lots of passive forcing, still only about 30-40 minutes of active. Still working on visualization but nothing has been helping lately. Headaches are still here for whatever reason. Ibuprofen helps. I won't be updating from now on unless something interesting happens. Merry Christmas!
  4. As I have mentioned though, I'm busy all day which really limits my naptime options. If I want to create a Tulpa, I have to force either at work or during school. I wake up early in the morning and only have freetime at around 9pm. Only breaks in between are for eating, or if I get really busy and finish earlier than usual. You are right about the water though. Drinking more of that seems to help lately. I definitely think I have time to increase my sleeping hours if I don't get distracted by other stuff on the internet. Thanks for the help!
  5. Good luck Sevn! I guess I'm going through the same process as you but with a much busier schedule. You are really good at creating and describing things that you see in your mind. I can force passively for hours on end but whenever I try meditation/active forcing, it just really messes with my head. Don't give up! You have already come a lot further than I have. Your friend and partner in Tulpamancy, Andrew
  6. I think the head pressure might be more scientifically related instead of caused by your tulpa. As I mentioned, my thought process has slowed down noticeably. I think the reason for these two problems is that I am using parts of my brain that have never been used before and I am using them constantly. I think of it like this... If you run an intense new game like battlefield 1 on an older computer, your computer (the brain) will probably overheat (head pressure/pain) and you will most likely experience a drop in frame rate (slowed mental processes)
  7. I only learned about Tulpaforcing about a week ago. The same day I decided I was going to create one, head pressure... Lots of head pressure/headaches... That's when I knew for sure that this wasn't a hoax. Other side effects I have experienced this week while working include... loss of concentration, lack of energy, and slowed thinking. Even as I'm writing this, I have to stop and think to form certain words. Almost as if my tulpa, Frey, is trying to cut off connection to my brain. It's very weird indeed.
  8. Hello. Newbie tulpamancer here. I guess I would also like to introduce myself to the Q&A community. Four questions: What is the best way to treat head pressure? Why is the process of creating a tulpa making me emotional? Why does creating a tulpa mess with my thoughts? I will try to answer the questions of normal, real people, but I can't seem to get anything to come out of my mouth. Can I get some help with this?
  9. Good luck Solarchariot. Just keep truckin. I wonder how long it will be until I exceed 'modest' success.
  10. Maybe it's just because I'm a bit of a normie. Would you say that having schizo makes it easier to properly tulpamance?
  11. How in the hell do you have time to do/write all of this? Some of the people on this website are lucky. They have ample time to invest in tulpamancy while I'm constantly busy with work. Good luck with everything I guess.
  12. I've finally decided on a personality! Brave, so she can help me when I'm nervous or anxious. Reliable, because I'm reliable and I need a partner I can count on. Adventurous, because I spend too much time doing the same old things. Positive, because I'm a pessimist. Enthusiastic, to help me through my depression. Learner, so I can teach her everything I know. Organized and clean, because I'm not a slob and I appreciate people that value cleanliness. Now I just need to find her a good name... I have already picked out Frey unless she wants to come up with one herself. Some things about me: ADHD Depression, taking anti-depressants. Autism, but it's moderate and only obvious when I'm stressed out. I really like Biology, Chemistry, and Poetry. Visualizing is very hard for me, maybe because I'm used to writing imagery instead of seeing it. I talk to myself a lot. No real friends, only accomplices. Not very sure where to go with the whole Tupper thing...
  13. Thanks Sevn, I'm gonna post again later today so check that out if you want. Good luck with your progress!
  14. Hello. This is where I will be monitoring my tulpa progress. So far, I've got just about nothing. [*]I know I want my tulpa to be a female, preferably human. [*]Spent about 30 minutes trying to visualize with closed eyes, not much progress there. [*]Generally just thinking about her being in my presence during the day. Talking to her in my head. ( basically average passive forcing) [*]I'm not really sure where to go from here, maybe personality? I'll post more if anything else comes up.
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