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  1. Well, today was yet again another day of passive forcing from time to time, nothing too special to report. My session last night before bed was aslo bland and didnt last long so we will see how this one gose.. Im starting to think Alice may be upset at me for not being able to activly force with her as much being back to school. Though it could also be me. Im not sure, its getting kinda hard to keep focus on her ALL the time and i feel bad for it... Should i feel bad ?? Anyways goodnight!
  2. Very true sir, she has done it before :P thanks for your opinion on my friend Jillian too, much apreciated :)
  3. Wow what a day for us today! So today Alice and I went on a bit of a trip, going to my high school and telling her as much as i know about everyone of my friends we ran into (not many) and all my teachers. But then we ran into my friend Jillian (she is not a medium or anything but she is in a religion to where she can see people's aura, if any of you know it please tell me because im kinda giving her a bad image right now i think XD ) she took a good, hard look at me for a moment.. She told me something was "off " about me, at this point i could feel Alice get nervous. I asked why and she said people generaly only have one arua, but today i see two from you! One in the shape of a female. I laughed and took her aside and began to explain. She was the first ever person i told about my tulpa! However i dont feel comfertable letting EVERYONE know, besides all of you so... Yeah, Anyways! That happend and we passive forced till now. Kinda interesting day today :) Oh! So our active session last night went really well, i decided to do something different and we played Ghostbusters!! I gave her a Proton Pack and her jump suit and boots and evdrything while i had the same gear and the trap, she did verry well :) better than I because i crossed the streams on accident XD anyways i have definatly seen progress with her and plan on doing another session tonight before bed :D ( by the way, is it possible to fall for ones tulpa ? For aome reason i started feeling all lovey dovey over Alice last night and it kinda bugs me. Like conflicting feelings. Any thoughts?? ) And in that note, goodnight everyone!! :D
  4. Oh wow! Hahaha how funny is that huh ? XD Well ya never know if names will change if the that is akward for you, i do apologize if, that is, you do feel akward about it. And yes i know it wasnt that extreme but how cool is it to know that not many people around us that arent tulpamancers have the chance to expiriance such a cool feeling ?? I find it fasinating :D
  5. Dude, thats epic ! Im definatly a fan of the voice recordings and for the hanging jaw comment, thats kinda what i did with Aelita, or now known as Alice and my right hand. It kinda felt like it went numb for a bit then just started moving on its own :) was so proud of her today! Anyways, great work my friend ;)
  6. Well today has been defintly interesting, there were ups and downs but over all today was a good day for me and Aelita. Well, i should first mention that her name has changed as well ! Her name is now Alice. She told me through an interesting moment, i was trying a few guides to help me visualize my wonderland and my tulpa better when we tried something a little extreame. Possession of my right hand. It began as a different form of comunication between us and i could have sworn i hearn her say "Alice" so i used possesion as a way of comunication. It started as a tingling sensation as if it were going numb then all of a sudden i felt my hand move up, just enough to twitch a finger under my palm then i grasped control again and MAN!! I am so prohd of her! I bet it was difficult for her but im so proud she done it, and now we both take pride in calling her Alice :) crazy huh ? Anyways thats our progress so far, we are gonna try another session before bed and see how that gose, i plan on playing ghostbusters with her as a fun activity for us to do. To bond us farther :) goodnight my fellow Tuloamancers, hope to hear from you soon!
  7. Hey! So today didnt really go as planned, at first this morning our session went very well! I got to see her full body and in detail for the first time and it was great. But then things went down hill.. I tried to visualize our Wonderland and her in it and it felt nearly impossible. Everytime i tried to see her or even get some responce out of her nothing worked, even trying to see her and our shrroundings was blurry and staticy. However i did get something! While in my bathroom i got really cold and asked her to show me a sign that she was still there, and slowly but surly i got warmer in only a few small seconds ! So that was something. Though im not going to give up on her! She deserves better than that i can feel it !! Talk to ya later! Edit: I know she is there, i can feel it!! I just am having trouble seeing an interacting with her. Any tips ??
  8. Thanks for the tip! Also good to see I'm not alone when it comes to seasonal allergies, good lord! gosh i got so excited to see your reply this morning, normally i don't get replys to my posts on other forums so this was very enlightening for me :-) an on the comment of wonderlands, i was so suprised i even got that far that fast! even sneezed a few times but my mind didnt give up :-P Anyways, good to see you two here! me too pal! btw thanks for the warm welcome, hope to hear more from you soon :-) [align=center] DAY TWO: [/align][align=left] So this morning was way better for me and Aelita because i wasnt sneezing my brains out. I woke up and took my allergie medz before forcing and washed it down with orange juice :-) however i was worried about not being able to see Aelita like yesterday so i found a visualization excersize that REALLY helped me see her better. Though i noticed that Aelita changed her form! She now wears a white tanktop with a long blue denim skirt, short cut light brown hair, and green eyes :-) i couldnt help but blush seeing her xD Today i decided to tell her some important info about myself, but while telling her about my semi-recent tragic suicide of a girlfriend three years ago..she told me she knew about it already from reading in the book of my memeries i gave her. suddenly a slew of sad emotions fell,over me like a wave. I hugged her.. and slowly the emotion turned to happyness :D anyway, thats my day so far, ill keep yall updated asap! CHOW!! [/align]
  9. That truly is amazing! I know one day Aelita and I will get to the point were we can have convrsations like you and Amily, just wonderful to hear the great news from you rhis morning. keep it up :-)
  10. well Haven, i don't have much expeariance with my own Tulpa to give you a solid answer, but from what i understand once your tulpa "matures" enough he will be able to go do its own thing but it will generaly stick around you close by. hope this helps!
  11. Why hello everyone ! My name is Jake. I am 17 years old and, you guessed it, im new to being a tulpamancer :-) I created my tupla earlier today, though she and I are still very new to all of this. However, I am very confident we can get through this akward stage of silence! When i first gave her a form, i had her be a white ball of light, just so i could create our Wonderland around her. Though i did it fairly quick because unfortunatly, my seasonal alergies kicked in. I definatly had a hard time focusing on getting it done, but i did non the less ! Earlier today i did go back and redefined sone things in our wonderland and Aelita's form too. I even went as far as to tell her she dosnt have to keep the form i give her, and only gave her some traits because i want her to develop her form and traits of her own ya know ? Anyways that was my first time being able to see her and bog was it amazing, knowing i can create such a being is just jaw dropping! Ill have to do some more forcing tonight before bed, just to chat with her more, get comfertable with gling back and forth between reality and my iner mind. Wish me luck ! Goodnight :-D
  12. Same here, though Alieta and I are still VERY new to all of this, she dosnt even speek yet, let alone move on her own or anything. Not intilerly sure how to continue from here because i have her form down ( im a self taught cartoonist so visualizing people is what i do 24/7 ) and i gave her personality traits but now im at a loss for what to do now 0-o any tips or advice from any of you ? Btw i wanted to mention you all are the reason i am now trying to create my own Tulpa ! You guys are awesome!!
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