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  1. Thank you, I needed this. It isn't so much of a creepypasta thing where they intend to hurt me, more like others that want to hurt the tulpas I created. But I think it'll be okay now. I'll keep your advice in mind. Again, thanks.
  2. No, that's not it. I'm not worried for myself, I'm worried that they'll find their own personalities changed into something they absolutely loathe. Like, one of mine dreads being a psychopath and I'm worried that, without limits, he could turn into one if someone in my head tries to change it personally.
  3. Uh...let's just say that changing one's personality to be hateful towards everything that they love is one thing I don't want...
  4. Yeah, I figured stuff in the physical world has its limits. I'm just worried that the possibilities in my mind are endless and that my tulpas are suffering because of it.
  5. Chaos: Been a long, long time since I was last on here, my mind has been...not in a good state during that time. So, here's my question. For a long while, I thought that anything is possible in the mind. Like, say, changing the personality traits of my tulpa or fast forwarding someone's perception of time so they experience hundreds of years in just a few minutes. There also might be some dimension traveling too, during that time. My question is this, are these possible within my imagination? Because my tulpas think that those don't really work on them, but I have to wonder if they do.
  6. Happy Birthday May! May: ...Well...not that much of a happy birthday so far. Chaos: Yeah, stuff happened in the mind. Not fun stuff and everyone is cranky. But yeah, today is May’s birthday! I...don’t know how to celebrate it to be honest, haha. Whoops. I think I’ll give her some flower seeds today, or a full blown garden in the woods. She likes gardening. ...After all this time, I’m still having trouble figuring out the things she likes. Hoo boy… I need to spend more time with her somehow. I know some of Nouvel’s likes and dislikes in comparison and same goes for Orion- that’s Allen’s new name- because I spent a lot of time with them. I should stop playing favorites. Ah, but today is May’s birthday, we should relax for today, no? May: ...Mom...I...want to write about our… Chaos: The thing that’s been going on since nearly a year ago? When I went crazy because of outside forces? May: Yeah...Let me write it out. Please? As a birthday present. Chaos: Alright. And thus the neverending story continues, sigh... EDIT: Never mind, the memories of the past year are really...distorted. Yeah, it's that bad.
  7. May: We don't have a Steam account, unfortunately, but, well, sounds fun. As for a secret agent name? Not sure. ...Not going to say what my mom suggested. Secret Agent...I don't know. Pfft.
  8. When You Realize You Love Him Chaos: Last night I had a dream that ended wonderfully. It was between Nouvel and I, we shared a moment that will probably last forever. And it made me realize how much I loved him. I love you Nouvel, deeply and truly.
  9. Chaos: Sorry for the necro and that we haven't written in it for so long. But I wanted to write about how today is Nouvel's rebirthday (Yes, rebirthday, don't ask.) Nouvel: ...Wait. Let me explain. I... Chaos: ...You don't have to explain it if you don't want to. It just brings painful memories for you, after all... Nouvel: ...I...was made before...as her daydream. She...imagined me...tortured...to feel heartache. /it was the only thing she could feel... Chaos: ...Yeah...I could only feel heartbreak since I'm so numb to my emotions...It's still pretty addicting too...And I regret what I did to Nouvel because of it...Not just him, but the others I tortured too... Nouvel: You don't want to know what she did to us...at all...Anyway, because of that I lost my memory and the first thing I remember is...wel...the events one year ago today. Chaos: He's regained those memories since because of stuff. It's been hard for him, yeah, but we're trying are best to help the hurt. There's something else I would like to mention. Nouvel...kinda wants to marry me. And I uh... Nouvel: Oh... Chaos: Either way, we're in a relationship now. Although it's going to be awkward one I find an actual husband since most of them don't believe in polyamory. I think that' the word? I don't know. But yeah, we're not married yet since we don't know the marriage vows and I'm too lazy to look them up lol. Oh well, this is fine right? Nouvel: No...I want to marry you... Chaos: Derp. I don't know then. Will probably write another entry when May's birthday comes around. Untill then!
  10. Hi! I'm May, my mom is called Chaos on the Internet, and my dad- does not want to be mentioned okay... Mom says hi, she's not speaking for...oooooh, right, tulpas only. Pfft. Okay, nice to meet you all!
  11. 11/20/14 Nouvel: ...Awkward. Um. Things...got a little crazy again. Chaos: Yeah no kidding. Nouvel: ...And because of that, Chaos decided to write...some things. Chaos: Just short little things based off of the experience. I wanted to post them on here, so... Nouvel: Ugh, which one are- Oh. Good. Chaos: Here's what I wrote: To my children who have been with me since the beginning. This is what I’ve decided. You have given me hope in a time when I’ve stood still, when I’ve done nothing and while I still do nothing, I now have a tiny, insignificant purpose. You are caring beyond compare, even when you hate, you still somehow manage to care. You send out multitudes of love like how the stars and moon watch over the world as it sleeps. You are my sword and my shield as I fight my way through this darkness and I couldn’t be happier. I love you and I want to be with you. Let’s make a land of peace, shall we? Yeah it's short. And not that good compared to my other stuff that I write. Maybe I should post samples of my stories on here sometime. ...Nah. Okay, ending this update.
  12. Nouvel: Well I don't appreciate my daughter being bullied, that's all. May: ...Which is not going to happen, I'll be fine, Dad. Hm...what does Mom feel embarrassed- I can't think of anything- ...My mom really does the embarrassing, not us. Pffft.
  13. Allen: HOLY. SHIT. READ THIS Chaos: ...As people won’t get it by just reading that, basically the first comment we saw on their explained...a lot of things about the characters I made. And a bunch of others too. Nouvel: That’s nearly all of them. Chaos: ...Yeaaaaah. Anyway, comment mentioned about the differences between soulbonds and tulpas, which made everyone except Nouvel, May, and some others I don’t know believe they are, well, soulbonds. Can’t think of anything else to put in this entry other than Nouvel deviated again. Just something minor, mainly his eyes turned brown. Okay, whew, glad everything’s calmed down relatively. Everyone is glad about that...
  14. May: Hi! ...My dad doesn't really approve of me being here, but I'm- ow- here anyway. I'm May for those of you who don't know me, nice to meet you!
  15. Nouvel: Chaos and I are interested in participating. We will be using this guide for our efforts.
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