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  1. ...field strip and clean an M4 carbine. Putting it back together on the other hand, that's a little harder... The next person probably didn't eat breakfast.
  2. PsychoticDoc finally understands what...his life is complete and his body withers away as his soul disperses out among the stars. Eventually his life energy becomes an omnipotent and all powerful being and he destroys the Milky Way for teh lulz. I wish I had a legit chalupa right now...
  3. Here's Jenna's current form. Sorry for the terrible quality webcam pic. We had just started forcing when I had an urge to go and draw her. We had been struggling a little trying to solidify her form, especially her face. Hopefully this drawing gives us a base to work off of. Obviously it's not quite done, still a little rough, hands are still skeletons, and there's no feet. http://imgur.com/BzS5poo,GGowqsI#0 http://imgur.com/BzS5poo,GGowqsI#1
  4. Your friendship is glorious, a truly magnificent tale of companionship and wonder. However, one day zombie Hitler eats your brain starting a world consuming zombie apocalypse. I wish xbox live was free.
  5. ...unfortunately carried an alien virus that...
  6. I love to sing to Jenna as part of my narration, I think it will help her develop an appreciation for the finer things in life. We listen to a lot of different music too. Just today we've gone from Bach's cello suits to alt rock to the Full Metal Alchemist OST.
  7. I told my mom that I'm working on one, as out of the two of my parents, she's the more understanding one. However, that does not mean she's great. Both my parents are christian and fairly conservative (pretty opposite of myself), rather close minded and judgmental (again, unlike me), and tend to refuse to even try to understand the things I say. BUT, she does prefer that I talk to her rather than not, because I usually avoid too much interaction with them. She's not very comfortable with the idea, but doesn't try to stop me or anything. I don't tell my dad much of anything because, well...you'd have to meet him to get it (although from the looks of it, most of you know what I'm talking about). I don't really know how he'd react, but it wouldn't be good. I'd rather not burden him with the fact that I have another person in my head, and I don't want the conflict. However, I did mention tulpae to them both at first and he said he'd heard of them. I kinda left it at that. I love them because they're my family, but seriously, sometimes I wonder how the hell I could be related to them.
  8. Okay, thanks for the heads up. I'll remember that for the future.
  9. Posted a few things but haven't introduced myself. I'm OG, or Kyle, and my tulpa is Jenna. We just got started on the 2nd of August, but she's been making fantastic progress through daily forcing and lots of narration. A couple buddies of mine (one of them Phlubs, you may be familiar with him) introduced me to the whole concept of tulpae and as someone who's always wanted...well, basically a tulpa but I didn't know they were real, it sounded perfect. I've been doing as much research as I can and a considerable amount of lurking here, but I'm definitely still new to the whole thing.
  10. Thanks Linkzelda, this is pretty much just what I need.
  11. Next time we force we'll see if it shows up again. If it does, I guess it'll stay as I don't have a problem with it.
  12. When Jenna and I are forcing I get crazy head pressures, usually fairly constant but they ebb and flow. Location and intensity can vary depending on how she is responding to me (she doesn't have a voice yet). I've gotten headaches and the like since we force for a long time, it can be hard to break away. When she's present there's a slight pressure on my forehead, especially when I'm really thinking about her or projecting my narration with more intensity than usual. I take these as great signs of activity and improvement as they get more intense every day. She's getting really close to being able to communicate with a much higher degree of clarity. It's hard to understand her now, and it'll be a while before she can talk, but she's making leaps and bounds in progress.
  13. So today while forcing a big red hawk (similar to the Fire Nation messenger hawks from Avatar: The Last Airbender) joined Jenna and I in our wonderland and I'm really not sure where the hell it came from. It didn't feel like it was coming from me and Jenna seemed to like it (she can't talk yet so that's just what I thought I was feeling from her). You think it could be like a pet for her? Not really a servitor, but like a tulpa with minimal intelligence, unlike an actual tulpa.
  14. Thanks Linkzelda, our experiences together get more and more amazing every day!
  15. Okay, this is my first post here, my apologies if it is in the wrong place. Anyway, I just finished an hour and a half forcing session, my third one, and let me tell you...that was awesome. The past two days I was out of town at this ranch thingy my family has a membership type thing (really, it's hard to explain) so I tried my first two forcing sessions outside in nature. That was okay, but it was hard to get comfy, it was hot, and the flies would not leave me alone. Anyway, first session was about 45 minutes. I tried using Methos'/Phi's pre-creation "greeting" phase, and that went well until I just couldn't stand the flies anymore. But I felt something, there was some head pressure, and I was happy with the start. The next day Jenna (my fledgling tulpa) and I worked on her personality sheet, describing 25 traits and then going more in depth on each one. Did that for about an hour and then had a real short forcing session that really didn't do much. Just couldn't get comfy enough to focus. However, I have been doing a crap ton of narration, describing things, telling stories, singing, you know the drill. But today. Holy shit today. I've been talking to my two friends with tulpae for the past week-ish and I had been really stuck on what exactly I should be doing. I couldn't get that I just needed to DO IT and it will go how it goes. I decided to just start up forcing and get to my wonderland, a glassy lake in a mountain forest, which came to me with no issue. An hour and a half later I opened my eyes from the most amazing 90 minutes of my life. I've got a teeny headache left over, but wow. Head pressures everywhere, some feeling like responses, but mostly just like raw emotion and feeling. A few times she almost felt frustrated, like an infant that knows what it wants, but can't communicate it. I had the idea that we could build a cabin by the lake together, and by the end of the session I had made up the front porch, no insides yet, and she didn't seem to reject it so we went with it. We sat out on the pier, we sat on the porch, we sat in the woods, and I just poured my thoughts and energy into her being. We developed her form a little, mostly through my thoughts and the head pressures she could give. She has red hair, almost auburn, the human form of a thin female girl about 16-18, but her face hasn't formed yet. I think she likes elfish features, similar to Zelda, since her ears appeared pointy a few times and it wasn't my decision. Ugh, it was just so great, I can't wait until we can really communicate!
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