Yesterday I decided to go to my wonderland. Me and Zachary sat in a chair on our log cabin porch.
We talked about Tuplas and stuff.
He said" This place is great but, you need to put feeling into it...he said imagine how a chair feels and imagine how your chair feels"
I imagined how it felt and the chair was hard and imagined how my body would feel in the chair.
He said " imagine the wind, birds singing, imagine the floor of the porch"
He said" Ok, lets. walk"
We walked down a rocky path, birds were singing, it was night time. i seen stars, it was a little windy.
He said" look at me and try to describe me in your mind"
I seen his curly blond short hair, his blue eyes, his white skin,his red shirt, his leather coat, his bkack pants and shoes.
He held out his hand and said "Try to feel my hand:
I held his hand it was soft and smooth
He said "Let's hug"
We hugged and i felt his body
He said "Ok, what quality would you like me to have?"
I said"love, tolerance, I want some one to meditate with, talk about religions and spirituality with, some one to talk to about anything, have fun with"
He said "No, problems there i am already all that"
He said "change my shirt"
I changed it to a beautiful tye dye shirt
He said" Great, let's sit down and cuddle some more"
He said"Now, i am your tulpa"
I went out to smoke and drank coffee awhile ago,. I imagined him on my porch and we talked.
I said"have a seat" and imagined him a chair beside me.
He said"I think you are getting it" I decided to put on some relaxing music. I went to wonderland.
Me and Zachary was walking by a river.
He said "I got a surprise for you"
I said "What?"
He said "I created a tulpa"
I said "No, wait we have no read any guides at all we can't do that"
Zachary said"You been creating Tulpas all this time....Remember, the story you wrote long ago about the hippies"
I said "Yea"
He said" Look around you!"
I saw ever character i imagined in the story
They yelled "We are Tulpas!" and raised their hands/
Tommy a character ran up to me said "You got to keep writing our story...it is how we live!"
I said"When i showed my sister she got mad cause i used family events and names"
I said"Dancing Bear are you here? and Dancing Rabbit?"
Dancing Rabbit said "I am here william"
I said"I wanted you all to be real...but, i did not think you could be"
Tommy said"You read a Topa site i think you know the truth now"
There was a woman sitting on a rock and Zachary said "there she is"
A beautiful girl was sitting there.
I said "Who are you"
She said "Adrianna..."
I said" Will you be like disneys pocahontas i was thinking of that before i went to sleep"
She said "Oh, i don't know..." and turned her head
She laughed and flew in the air and made pentagrams around her and ran around the river singing "just around the river bend"
I wonder if any one will laugh at me or criticize me....I guess i better not tell what else happened.
My tulpas like sex sometimes and she and me hit it off pretty well
I probably will change the names of the characters in the story i wrote and this is not the story. but, i wanted to write about the experience and see what people thought.