[Writing Luna log number 2]

Ok, well First of all it's kinda annoying this has to be kept PG, I've got a few R rated stories for you.

[And i'd like to keep those private]

Which is exactly why it's a shame you gotta post these online.

[think of it as making sure i keep logging them. But we should maybe try to avoid making it a conversation and instead focus more on you just talking, that way we could avoid my mind from hoping for specific responses, or accidentally imagine them with your voice.]

Well, it's kind of hard, i think you're not gonna have to expect a very specific tone of voice. We can work on that afterwards.

[i notice it suddenly becomes harder]

[maybe it's best if you talk slowly, if you've been talking in the last 30 seconds, i didn't pick anything up]

Okay... I want too....hmmm. This would be easier if there was an automatic chat log. I guess it's kinda worrying that i cant break through to your mind. You have this strong imagination that already goes its own way, it's hard for me to break through that.

[so what of yesterday's conversation?]

not all of it was correct. You'll probably not get a clear answer if you ask me which parts. Hun, part of this is you believing you can hear me, and that it's not your imagination doing all of this. I mean what if some of this is coming from an exterior source as well?

[what do you mean?]

You've gotten me this far, what if your imagination has always gotten a mind of it's own?

[at this point i'm noticing not all of the words i type match with what i think i hear, but with what i think she means]

[you mean, what if my head is full of half-created tulpa's of sorts?]

Maybe, i can't exactly describe all of it, but some parts of you [personality traits?] seem to be influenced by this. For instance the amount of times you [redacted] are dependant on how often a random kinky idea crosses your mind. And sometimes it captivates you [i think she means i get carried away]

I know you want me for physical things, but i know you also want me for personal. Maybe after we're done with me, you could find yourself toning down on a lot of things.

[meaning?]

We can try and see if we can put some of your mind into perspective. What's causing what. Lord knows how much of your habits are from subconscious desires you don't want.

[Lord knows?]

You know i didn't mention any names, so it's not any fixed religion i mentioned.

[these last three lines kind of formed in a fragmented order. i arranged them into something that makes more sence to the reader]

Don't burn out your head trying to listen for my ideas. This will all be easier once i'm vocal. [from 'this will' to 'vocal' was a bit of both of us.]

It'l be fine, i promise.

[Even if i stay distracted this often?]

you're not distracted that often, you think of me all the time, even while you're taken up with random thought, you sometimes just suddenly remember me being here.


[a chat from a friend interrupted this conversation further, I'm taking today as a last break, then tomorrow i want to do another forcing session, if this doesn't count as one already]

which it might, just spending time is still spending time on us.