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  1. Very small update: No major changes today. Found out that Gabriel hates snow. He just cannot stand it, he told me that if wonderland had snow, he would destroy it. :D
  2. Gabriel hates snow and rain. He has big ears :D and he hates when snow falls in them.
  3. Sure. Letting Gabriel in Terraria. Suuuuuuuuuure.. Knowing him he would probably grief and kill so I think that better not. :D
  4. Trying to fully connect our thoughts. They know what Im thinking but I don't know what they are. For now it seems that Reika is more forward than Gabriel. I see both of their thoughts as colors for now. I can feel Reikas colors. Warm, soft and such but for Gabriel, nothing, just black and grey. This will be new part of my updates. Il update as soon as progress appears. Next will be perfecting them. They are showing me an Image of them just after seperation, I might even draw it. Time will tell
  5. Both Reika and Gabriel has a tattoo now. Yin yang . Each of them has one part. Reika has the earth side, and Gabriel has the Heaven side.
  6. Update Quite a happy moment. Gabriel was looking from his tower in wonderland and didn't notice me. In wonderland we are about same height, when visualized they are about 50cm each. There was Reika sitting behind him. She made her cracking sound and smiled when saw me, but Gabriel mistook it for Danger and tried to protect Reika by guarding her with his tail. Those predators wouldn't be able to hit Reika anyway. Even gabriel cant do it now, she has amazing reflexes. But the sight was quite nice. Of course I cant draw as good as I saw it there, but I did my best http://s17.postimg.org/y4abwc8sv/DSC_0030.jpg And that is the visual progress. If you look at what they looked at first and what tey look like now, you can see the difference The third eye of which I spoke few days back, which was at the sky at early wonderland, now is third eye in Gabriels forehead, when he wants me to see from his point of view, he opens it. He cannot see through it himself, its just for me to see By the way those horns on gabriels back. Its hard to explain. They grow longer untill they open up and he has wings. This is "sealed" state of his wings
  7. Alright. This is an important one Quick note: I did not decide to create non sentient for them, I compromised with Gabriel. Reika: *Appearance has changed drastically. http://s16.postimg.org/4e0ca39ud/DSC_0029.jpg *She still has those cat like ears, just longer but I didn't draw them. *She is becoming more human like *Reika loves peaceful acoustic rock music, she is about 19 in appearance and maturity. *A sweet little thing, loves birds and all life *Her tail has become alot stronger than it was before. If Gabriel gets hit by it.. Lets just say that Gabriel won't try to attack her for a while after that. *She tends to sit on my shoulder, it doesn't matter which, she just sits there. *Physical maturity may be about 19, but she is still the same Reika, who taunts Gabriel. *Gained speed, can run as fast as Gabriel. *She has became lighter Gabriel. *After comprimising, gave Gabriel a scythe and told him to go have fun at wonderland. *Gained muscle *Wings more developed, can fly for 5minutes non stop, 2 minutes if carrying Reika *Clothing has changed (drawing not finished, will be tommorow) http://s27.postimg.org/pslvnnb4j/DSC_0028.jpg * Gabriel doesn't always carry a scythe. He can make it "appear" when wishes to do so. * Rarely sits on my shoulder. Only if he feels protective (loose dogs running around and such) Wonderland *Added more dangerous predators. They cannot climb trees, which is place where Reika lives, so she isn't in danger. *Predators are for Gabriel to "Have fun"
  8. I didn't even notice it physically, he was just there once, walking right beside me. I didn't know him but somehow I just felt that he isn't an intruder and that he is meant to be there. The relief was both sided, because the loneliness was unbearable. When you are lonely and forgotten you will do anything to stop the feeling, even if it means splitting. I couldn't tell if it hurt or if it didn't because even if I remember the times we were one, I do not remember our conversations. Well I know them, but only as much as he remembers because everything I know is what is in his head, since he gives us access to his memories. I hope I made sense. If I didn't then, simply said, I do not know physically and mentally I was glad that I wasn't lonely.
  9. Thank you for answers. I had my doubts, because I realy do not want to create a new one before finishing the next ones. It does happen really fast, I agree. I am not sure why. They just seem to advance themselves, I do not really have to be involved. And I did feel the same way about creating something for sole purpose of being harmful. It was not my idea, so I did not rush with it and decided to ask you. Oh and about merging. I have a feeling its not going to happen. They are both developing differently. Reika, the female Tulpa is starting to look more Human like, while Gabriel, the ake Tulpa is looking more like an animal, walking on all fours, having a fangs and all that. This il save for progress report :D But yes. Thank you, and I think I made a compromise for him.
  10. Earlier today Gabriel told me that the Wonderland has become a bit dull. There is no excitement. I was thinking about creating a third Tulpa for them. I won't give it as much detail. Im not sure I will give it conciousness as well. I was thinking of creating a sentient for a purpose of being in the Wonderland and well. How should I put it.. Chase them down. They seem really bored and the fights have gotten quite serious. So I thought that I would create sentient with just instincts, no sense of pain and affection, for the sole purpose of roaming around and destroying, I should say. Not making it too destructive. I dont want it to mess up the Wonderland and Leave Reika and Gabriel constantly running in their own world, but just to give them thrill. You know, like a bad guy to the movie. But I will strip it of all feelings and emotions, because that would basically be abusing it. I want to see opinions from both Tulpa and hosts. Thanks in advance.
  11. Tips? I drew my Tulpa. But do not rush with it. give it a simple form which is easy to visualize. It will change on its own. And when I drew them I wrote down their smell, height, weight, traits etc. It makes things easier
  12. As the title says. They are 6years old, originated from one Tulpa but split in two. Ask anything you like.
  13. Killed? Oh wow, I can kind of relate. Even if Im never killed, my fights with Gabriel can get serious. And he has that stupid spike at the end of his tail.
  14. Well I have only AP once or twice in my life, once when I was very little and once when I was stupid enough to experiment with legal highs. It it just an idea. Who knows, maybe it will work, maybe not.
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