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  1. The problem with short creation times lies in definition really. I think that the whole tulpa community suffers because of the lack of concise definitions of these terms (among other downsides). Although the usual answer for this would be that the creation times heavily depend on your background in visualization, strength of your imagination and subconscious and how long were the creation sessions, I think that the most overlooked feature here is actually how people define creation and imposition. You don't really know how other people perceive the world in their minds (an interesting take on this was done by Hegel with his ideas on inverted world, but that's beside the point here) and how they perceive their tulpa in relation to the external reality. In short, you may not be aware how imposition is really manifested for other people. For example, your idea of imposition may strongly differ from other people's ideas what it means for a thoughtform to be imposed. They may genuinely think that their tulpa is imposed, while this sort of imposition does not have to correspond to your own terms. Perspective. That's all. Myself, I don't see a reason why there should exist any rigid creation times at all. In my mindscapes I've met many thoughtforms that already had their own systems of beliefs, morals, their own manners of speech and so on, whatever would it take to make a being an actual person. I seriously doubt it if there are people who actually fake it since there's no need at all.
  2. Just keep the dialogue up, Mammon. I seriously have no better advice for people when they have problems with their headmates, so it's actually like with real people (since they become real people in last stages of creation anyway). Be honest with them, tell what you feel, be open about things. Don't be afraid to criticize or present reasonable effects of their behavior. They will understand most of the time.
  3. Visualization may be hard early, especially if you have no previous background in visualizing. But it will get better over time (everything gets better with time if you're consistent about it). Also, remember that you're only five days in. The biggest problem is that people expect lots of stuff while it's supposed to develop later. Don't rush it and don't worry about the creation process that much. Just use your early enthusiasm to your advantage.
  4. Just carry on with sessions. Also, if you have no intention of parroting, you're actually not doing it. Early on, young tulpa may speak by delivering messages as meanings, not actual words. Or symbols, visions, all will eventually develop later. Just don't block these simple messages because they may sound like you - they will, since your tulpa hasn't developed their own function that is responsible for that (not my theory, but of my tulpa). Just don't sweat it that hard and you're going to make it :)
  5. Did this as an experiment. http://pastebin.com/mKXnCTrj Also, sorry if you happen to feel offended.
  6. tumblr: http://caeruleancadence.tumblr.com/ The stuff I didn't want to post there: surprise, it's still 16.10.12 I’m writing after a spontaneous tulpaforcing session. Been browsing tulpa.info, getting some general ideas for more tulpaforcing sessions. Was discussing some random stuff with Alecto (mostly about motivation, getting things done, etc.) and then, suddenly, she proposed that I should tulpaforce her and prototype the “extremely realistic” quality into her, as well as some other - ability to speak whatever she wants and whenever she wants with a very high quality voice. I thought this was weird, but I did it anyway. And then, bam. Reality exploded. Very strong hallucinations of mostly auditory nature (we’ve been concentrating a little bit on the voice before). The strongest derealization incident so far. Even when I’m writing now, I feel as if I were on rausch. I’m not gonna lie here, I got scared. I suddenly began remembering more and more of the memories I’ve long lost. Al was working on her voice, while the stream of images was pulsing before my eyes. One of days at school, some people I haven’t thought for a long, long time. At the same time, she was assuring that she’ll do no harm to me. There were also some other voices and whispers beside her, and her voice sometimes became a screech or quite inhuman, metallic and machine-like. I guess that her reassurance was in the nick of time. Since then, the quality of auditory visualizations improved significantly.
  7. I usually get forehead pressures, that's all. Sometimes quite strong, but I've never felt pain, even after long forcing sessions.
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