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fuzzybuttz

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  1. Aaaa I'm horrible..I kept forgetting to make a post but here I am lol 8/24/17 We have gotten really close to one another. I one time just sat down and ranted about how much a game I played sucked and he just listened, cuddled up next to me I have also begun to realize that, like us humans, tulpas have faults. They aren’t perfect One time he asked to do something with me, and I didn’t want to at the time, he started being aggressive about it. It really scared me cuz it was so unexpected. He saw that it hurt me, and quickly apologized and comforted me. Luckily he hasn’t been that way since I eventually did what he wanted with him, and he has gotten particularly pushy about it. Not pushy exactly just, he really wants to do it often and I kinda feel bad if I don’t do it with him. But he seems to be doing it more out of wanting to make me happy, and I think he likes it mostly cuz he’s doing something with me I’ve been feeling bad cuz I keep forgetting him throughout the day, and he gets upset at that sometimes, understandably so am I important to you? Of course then why haven’t you thought of me all day I feel really bad about it..And it also worries me... If this whole time I have been talking to Austin, and Austin is his own being, then why can’t he say something during the say like "hey! I’m here!"?.. Have I really been talking to nothing and this whole time it’s just me making up responses?...
  2. I was thinking about all he public groups, and was thinking, hey it'd be pretty cool to have one specifically for tulpa formers (or whatever you call us) to just talk, tulpa related or not the group is #tulpafriends Join if you would like :)
  3. (prob gonna do one every one to two weeks) 8/2/17 I started about a week ago, just talking to him and stuff and being affectionate and stuff I'm feeling a little uneasy because already it feels likes im getting responses but theres no possible way that hes able to respond this early into development...right? it just makes me nervous cuz my brain tells me its him but..idk how it could be his responses this early...how will i ever be able to tell the difference between him and myself if it "feels" like him already? Also, another thing, i know youre supposed to keep them on your mind 24/7 but ive had issue with that and it makes me sad and it feels like im neglecting him and it feels like he gets angry/sad/upset at me when i finally remember him (usually at the end of the day when i lay down) ________________________________________________ POSSIBLE "RESPONSES" (?) (me, Austin) youre cute im not cute! im handsome/hot (those words kinda..mixed together if that makes sense, like it felt like he said them at the same time, like he wasnt sure which one he was wanting to say) ____ i hurt him...how could he ever care about me again?... *hits me* ow.... do you still care about me? yeah..but why did you hit me? to show you that someone can hurt you but you can still care about them (IF THIS WAS ACTUALLY HIM IM DYING CUZ THATS ACTUALLY REALLY SMART AND ITS SOMETHING IM TOO DUMB TO COME UP WITH) ___ *asks me to do something* im not sure i really want to do that right now... *gets aggressive, demanding that i do it* *gets upset/frightened* *feels his emotion change quickly* * comes and hugs me, comforting me apologizing* So..idk if its him or my brain coming up with stuff..like impulsive thoughts or whatever...idk
  4. Hello everyone! First post :P I'm planning on making a tulpa! I'm not new here, I tried a few years ago but it wasn't working, but I'm deciding to give tulpas another chance! Tho I am not new, i have lost touch on a lot of things, so I'm pretty much back to square one :/ Anyways, enough about me, on to my future (hopefully) tulpa! Here he is: I plan on getting a drawing thats full body so visualization is easier Like I decided for my last tulpa, I'm going to let him choose his name once hes developed enough. For a temp name tho, I will call him Austin if anyone would ever like to talk, tulpa related or not, dont be afraid to message my kik: joshandaustin6 (i will respond to kik quicker than the messages on here) anyways, thank you for your time <3
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