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  1. Play some D&D with friends, make a dragon character, kill dragons, make a game where a dragon is the big bad, etc. It's the second word in the title of the game for crying out loud.
  2. Roses are red and violets are blue... Aqua is weird... 432!
  3. Her reaction to not being able to change the skin color to purple.
  4. I am Allan, also called Tedective. My tulpa is Alice, also called Alice. I was incredibly lazy the whole time forcing and probably got 12 hours of active forcing done in a time span of 8 months. She's sentient, can possess, and has said 6 audible words thus far. We still made progress. She has friends on the IRC chat because I would rather spend time chatting than actually force. Just wanted to add to the 58 pages of intros.
  5. This is all coming from a text document. 3/13/2013 Day 143 10:24 PM I, we, just finished a forcing session. I don't do those often. During it though, I was able to construct some of Alice's face. Well, most of it really. It all seemed so vivid that I actually thought I could count the eye lashes, cracks on lips, those freckle things, lines of the iris or whatever the aperture of the eye is. It was vivid though. I pictured that her face was in a broken mirror and pieces were floating to the shards of it, fusing into a seamless, bigger mirror with her face as the reflection. There were a lot of intrusive thoughts though, familiar faces. Ripley from Alien, Lois from Malcom in the Middle, Alice from Alice in Wonderland, plenty of women. Alice kept telling me though that these weren't them, that they were actually the real deal, Alice's real face. She's older than I thought her to be, but it's good that she's deviating. We also did a numbers game. She would tell me random numbers and tell me what color they were. I did sit-ups and push-ups (I don't exercise) too. The numbers didn't actually count the flexes though. To us, 4 is pink, 7 is golden, 8 is red, 9 is purple, and 10 is black. I'm posting this to Tulpa.info now. It was an hour long session.
  6. Use us as interviews. Use the advanced search option to filter out all slenderman references. Define Tibetan Buddhist tulpas as well. Gloss over how to create one. Skim over what they do. Now I want to make a research paper. o.o
  7. *Remembers dropping a cinder block on a kid's head* Laughter. She responded with laughter.
  8. On top of a business, knowing amazing psychology techniques, learning new languages, think Limitless.
  9. I force on a bus often. I ask Alice what she thinks of random people, scenery that passes by, and sometimes imagine her sprinting and jumping and doing all kinds of cool parkour stuff to keep up with the bus. Though sometimes she just runs up and down the inside.
  10. Adderall. So far, nothing bad from it. Ran out for two days, got sent out of a classroom for giving a teacher the death stare.
  11. My mindvoice is of a Game of Thrones person. I watched both seasons in two days and can't stop thinking of it. Alice has kept her own voice though if that's any useful information. o.o Even my typing is different...
  12. I watched too much Game of Thrones. All the text I see, I read in the voice of nobility. But instead of talking about how I've contracted a particularly infectious strain of vocabulary, I'll talk tulpa. To me, it seems that as soon as you set in motion the gears and wiring of a tulpa, it would continue to develop on its own accord. Giving it attention would oil the gears, and convincing yourself of its existence only adds more gears to this self-building, self-aware contraption. But this is only theory, and I apologize for my unusual relation of a tulpa to mechanics. It's just that I looked up the definition of tulpamancer once and got "One who speaks with constructs."
  13. I made Alice originally for scientific means. To see if all this was true. I started to care for her then. I couldn't end all of this simply because the test was finished, as I believed it would kill her. The perks that come with having a tulpa are definitely a great bonus, but aren't the reasons I made her.
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