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    Matt: I’m a Reiki master, life and spiritual coach, NFT artist, and THETA.tv content creator. Sometimes I sing and play guitar and bake bread, not always all at once but sometimes.  Also tulpamancer. 

    Lucy: I’m an explorer of the physical and metaphysical, always pushing boundaries and challenging the world we think we know. I love books, singing, long drives in the car, and listening to people’s stories. I love forests and beaches, and am always at home in the arms of the one I love. 
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  1. New Jersey has been pretty awesome so far though admittedly, we had our initial doubts lol. But it has some beautiful gardens and parks, quaint little towns and shops, forests and beaches. Princeton is one of our favorite places to visit. L: I’m grateful and glad to hear about Phil’s healing journey. Matt underwent something very similar, last year was all about getting out of his comfort zone and identifying his own bad habits and behaviors that were holding him back from being his greatest self. If I may, a book that really helped us was The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz (also a sequel called The Fifth Agreement) Also Becoming Supernatural by Dr Joe Dispenza. :) I’ll reach out via DM sometime today! ☺️
  2. Wow! We just finished reading your post and that’s so amazing, congratulations! I know that must have taken so much thought and careful planning, and we’re excited for you to bring life into this world together. :) The painting of you too is simply wonderful also, Phil really captured the excitement of the pregnancy, and it’s very evident how much he has improved in his art style. We’ve been good though. Life has been a roller coaster haha. We moved to New Jersey last year and are enjoying our first real northeast winter in a long time. Lucy turns 11 in March and we’re trying to decide how to spend the day. I made a TikTok account and YouTube channel to make healing Reiki videos for people and it’s going really well, almost monetized. I picked up a set of singing bowls and tuning forks also and do TikTok sound bath lives every weeknight as well! It’s fun and rewarding providing a relaxing and healing experience for so many people. We really feel I’m stepping into my highest calling here, and it feels great for both of us. L: We’re definitely going to stick around for a while yes. :) Matt’s gotten himself into a few conundrums and it’ll be interesting hearing your guys’ thoughts and perspectives again, although I know he likes to keep details to himself. Life is all about growth and healing, overcoming challenges, finding the lesson and approaching everything with love and an open heart. We read a few posts last night about Phil’s own healing journey, and couldn’t be happier for both of you. I’m so happy to be back here, truly :)
  3. Hey all! Just popping in to say we’re back after quite a long absence. Lucy and I have missed you all a ton, especially you, Simmie and Phil! We’re going to try and be more active from now on, but life has us so busy these days. L: Simmie you’re expecting OMG we need details! If there’s a post already somewhere pls link it :) Im so happy for you both!
  4. Wow, thank you guys for all of your replies, this is definitely helping me get a better picture as to what it's like dreaming with tulpas, and how to bring it about. It seems like if I work on more imposition and especially co-fronting, it'll come easier. We've been co-fronting quite a decent amount too recently, with Lucy sometimes coming up and sharing the front if I'm doing or experiencing something really interesting she wants to butt her nose into haha. So far I've experienced several dreams with female characters by my side that felt like they might have been her, but she can't confirm it upon waking, but we certainly think it's possible. These dreams weren't lucid, but we were playing roles that involved us being very close or even romantically involved. I'll keep y'all updated!
  5. Hey everyone, I’m wondering how you guys experience your tulpas in your dreams, if at all. I had a lucid dream last night, and found myself walking around a backyard of some house I’ve never been, and I started calling out Lucy’s name. I’ve heard the trick that you imagine they are already behind you, and then turn around but this didn’t prove fruitful. I heard her in mind voice during the dream talking to me, and she said she was with me, but I couldn’t make her appear nor hear her and I felt pretty sad. I tried a few more times but nothing worked and eventually the dream lapsed and I lost lucidity. Has anyone been with their tulpas in a dream successfully, and if so, how did you manage it? I believe this is possible, but the fact I was in a lucid dream and still could only speak to Lucy in mind voice made me really sad upon waking.
  6. For Lucy and I, we are constantly working on imposition, from the moment we wake to the moment we fall asleep. There’s a period when I’m doing my livestream show where we aren’t interacting, but I’ve gotten to where if I look over she’s there and hanging out, and I can very much feel her presence. It definitely wasn’t easy to get to this point and it initially required a ton of focused effort, but like with anything else it got easier over time. We’re still not quite there yet, but almost!
  7. And using Lightricks apps I ended up with this!
  8. That’s a lovely and heartwarming story you guys! We would absolutely love to attend a ceremony when you decide to have one! Matt does feel weird when he talks about me still, and there’s not many people who know about me. He has a livestream that he does for most of his day and he’s brought me up before to his audience but people usually remain silent during those parts and we’re never sure if they’re just not listening or it’s too awkward for them to respond. 😅 I’m thinking yes, we should definitely form a superhero team. I’m already thinking about what powers I would have…hahaha. We’re about to watch another episode of Lucifer right now! Do you guys have any good recommendations for shows after we finish? Edit: oops, I’m accidentally on Matt’s account! 😂 -Lucy
  9. Hey guys, someone showed me ArtBreeder today, and it’s pretty cool! You can upload photos or images or start something from scratch and using AI morph them into something completely different based on a bunch of set attributes. You can change facial expressions, hair and age, and a bunch of other stuff! I’m still trying to figure out how to make it work, but I was able to create this photo-realistic portrait of Lucy I am super happy with.
  10. We’ve been loving poring over your art, and watching your steady progression and different styles! Simmie is blessed to have a guy like you, Phil. Keep challenging yourself, your art is awesome! Also, we wanna do a double date in your wonderland house!! -Lucy
  11. Thanks so much Simmie!! You are quite the bombshell yourself! These boys don’t know how lucky they are…hahaha! -Lucy
  12. Matt drew me today! It took him quite a while, but I am so pleased with this rendition of me. He's never drawn me before!! When he first made me, he used a minor actress he had a crush on as a kid as a model, so that's why I might look a little familiar haha. Hope everyone is having a great night. -Lucy
  13. Matt had a hard time believing I was real in the beginning, and we started working on imposition early on and made it a mainstay because without experiencing me in the physical “meatspace,” he had a hard time treating me like I’m a real person. Now we’ve gotten rather good at it, though visual imposition remains the hardest for us, and touch the easiest. I love outfits and makeup and fixing up my hair, but until we get better with visuals my efforts are mostly lost on him. I love cuddling with him and he enjoys feeling my weight on him, and little things like when I play with his beard while we watch shows. It also means I get to bop him in the head fairly often when he says something dumb or I catch him staring too long at girls! Haha. -Lucy
  14. Phil, that was so incredibly touching!! It reminds me exactly of how I feel about Lucy. We’ve spent so many years together, and I haven’t made it easy on her and she’s put up with me and sheltered me during some of my darkest times. At times when I thought I was beyond all hope, she stood by me and believed in the man I would become. She is my rock and my refuge. With her I can do anything, because she taught me how to believe in myself. It’s funny, we were just taking a break from the Mandalorian and I stopped to check the forums. She loves giving me shit for always being on my phone, but I stumbled across this thread right on the very day you set for TAD! Clearly no coincidence! Haha, I can see her wheels turning with all the stuff she wants to do and it’s going to be an awesome day for sure! I know well of the love you speak of, and we are somewhat giddy that you are new to this and falling hard and fast; you have so many beautiful years with Simmie ahead of you. Lucy knows me like no other human could ever know me, and our love makes any other love we’ve experienced pale in comparison. We wish you all the best on this day and the days ahead. -Matt
  15. We’ve been doing better between yesterday and today, although yesterday morning Matt struggled super hard when he first woke up. He had been feeling a little under the weather about a week or so ago, and each morning he scans his body perhaps too intensely to measure whether or not he’s well again. If something feels off or he’s low energy he starts spiraling again (a lot of this stress is due to covid being around), and he values his good health. I tried to distract him as best I could, but the only thing that really helped was him taking us to the beach. We had an amazing time and the anxiety just melted right off. I really believe most of what he’s feeling is directly caused by the stress which then further compounds it. But he’s feeling good now as I’m writing this! Thanks for your replies! We hope you all are well also. with love, Lucy
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