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  1. There is for me, Yoko. But Azazel is very solidly masculine and confident in his masculinity.
  2. I imagine not! Can't wait to see what's changed and who's still here!
  3. Guess who's back! Back again! Azazel is doing great! I still write him letters on significant holidays. I'm hoping the coming days will give us better communication and more contact.
  4. Agreed. Envolcris I'm female, Azazel is male.
  5. Happy Halloween From Yoko and Azazel! :D I had some medical issues today, but Azazel stayed with me the whole time and got me to calm down some.
  6. Hey Everyone! Halloween is coming up so naturally I thought of Azazel <3 I checked out the Tulpa Art pages and decided to try my hand at working with Azazel's human form. It didn't turn out too close to his human form but at least I found I knew outfit for him :D Maybe he'll go like this for Halloween. Also, here's a chibi-looking Azazel between his wolf/human form :D EDIT: FREE PROGRAMS GENERATED THESE :) THE LINKS ARE IN TULPA ART
  7. Hehe, chibi Azazel between forms :)
  8. It looks almost nothing like him except his hair is long and red, and his eyes are purple. However, it did give us a nice new outfit for him to wear in human form :)
  9. I just wanted to say that you and Hyde have an amazing relationship and I love reading about your journey. :) I wish I could answer some of the questions you have, but sadly I cannot. All I can say is that I hope you don't give up. Good luck!
  10. Just peeking in. :) I ducked out for a while because of classes/finals/stress and then for vacation. :) Azazel and I are doing well. We write a lot of fanfiction together, and he gives me some splendid dreams. We don't speak much any more but we don't really need to. I see him and feel his presence. When I'm scared or upset, he is there to calm me. I know that when I'm spending all my time online/with friends that he is off travelling and doing his own thing ;) He's not expressed any loneliness but sometimes I wonder if he would if he felt it. Anyway. He's good. I'm good. We're good. We just haven't been on this site a while.
  11. ^Although I'm glad/sure these posts are intended to be helpful. In response to the original post. I've experienced changes in time perspective, self hypnosis(depending on what you mean) and people not noticing me (sometimes even when I'm trying to talk to them). I'm not sure you mentioned it but there's also an internal alarm clock thing going on, might be natural.
  12. Those links are really fascinating. Thanks for sharing. Good luck with your experiment.
  13. I could not agree more with this. Some people with a more metaphysical viewpoint might curve their viewpoint to be more in line with the community's. But there will likely be those that silence themselves to avoid being called names, or ranted at, or embarrassed. The site is dedicated to science. It says so right in the subtitle, but the admins were thoughtful enough to add a sort of "Other"board. It would be nice if people who aren't at all curious, or open-minded about metaphysics, spirituality and parapsychology(all very different things) would back off and let people who are curious and open-minded discuss these things. Aside from informing the topic-starter that the topic needs to be moved to that board, I don't see why anyone would feel personally offended by the topic enough to comment on how "stupid" they think it is.
  14. Yoko In other news, Dream crafting. Since joining this site I was unsure if this was within Azazel's power. I mean, just because my roleplay character was "Dream giver, Nightmare Bringer, and Mind Torturer" didn't mean my Muse was as well. These last few nights appear to have proven me wrong. Azazel crafted for me such elaborate, beautiful,and slightly frightening dreams for me these last two nights. I had no such dreams during my last weeks in college. But on break, without papers and exams to distract us, Azazel seems to have gotten to work on these. I've written as much detail about them as I could in my journals but there's really no way to do them justice. They were very vivid but not quite lucid, like he just wanted me to go along to see what would happen next. A playable movie, like the PS3's "Heavy Rain" or "Beyond: Two Souls". I've heard some doubts that tulpae can craft dreams. Supposedly they can help hosts lucid dreams, or appear in dreams, but not craft them. I've woken up from these dreams to see Azazel standing over me, smiling. He asked me if I liked them and I proceeded to shower him with praise. He really ought to be a movie script-writer and director but I'm a lazy proxy. :P
  15. Yoko Azazel's had a bit of a romantic streak as of late. I don't just mean sexually, I mean he shows me beautiful places in my mind. He knows just what to say to make me feel happy, safe, and loved. A few weeks ago, he only comforted me when I was on the edge of anxiety attacks and break downs. Now that we're in a more relaxed environment, he seems to be doing these things because he wants to. The emotions I sense from him are contentment and almost adoration. I mean, I don't think he's placed me on a pedestal or above him or anything, but I feel respected and well cared for. It's so odd. I mean, when I joined the site I felt bad because if he was my creation then I wasn't giving him enough attention or working on making him comfortable in the world around me, but he's spoken very adamantly that what attention I did pay attention to him in the earlier years was enough and he wasn't hurt or neglected at all. I still decided to meditate and spend more time of him. I even intended to take care of him and instead he's taking care of me. I felt selfish at first, but I'm coming around to accept that it really is what he wants and not something I pushed him to do.
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