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Strider090

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  1. If I could, I wouldn't have stopped for 4 months. That is what I'd assumed was happening. Good advice, thank you sir and/or madame.
  2. So last night, I forced for the first time in about 4 months, and all was far from good. I'm in a situation that makes it extremely hard to get time to meditate, so that's why there's been such a huge gap. But yeah, I went into my wonderland/mindscape and not seconds afterwards, my tulpa, Drais was in front of me. Here's where it gets fucked up. Drais looked like something out of a horror movie. His face was pretty much gone, the skin all over his body looked rotted and discolored and was missing in huge chunks, his hair was moldy and falling out, and even worse I could SMELL him. It was the absolute worst smell I've ever smelled. He screeched like a fucking banshee or something and (assuming being kicked out of your wonderland is just like having your concentration ripped out of you) he kicked me out. All this happened in just a few seconds. I am genuinely disturbed by this. And I don't get disturbed easily. What the hell do I do?
  3. Why do some people use tupper anyways? I imagine there was some slightly mentally challenged guy who made a youtube video showing his "tulpa" (IOW: pointing the camera at nothing) and due to his speech impediment, he says tupper instead of tulpa and now it's like a big joke. TLDR; saying tupper makes you sound retarded.
  4. The only music I can force to is Tool's alternate live version of Pushit and Deftones' This Place Is Death. I was actually thinking about something like this. does anyone's tulpa have different musical tastes than their host? Is that even possible? I would think so, but I'd enjoy some input.
  5. The blackest damn name you've ever heard.
  6. Sup yo I'm glad I found this thread before I made my own, and made myself look stupid in front of this whole forum! And it only took me 6 hours to find! Jaykay that was all lurking and studying time. But yeah, here I am. Introducing myself to the world of the internet as Strider/Dermalterious Washington. I'm working on my first tulpa now, Drais. I've got a tumblr, the link is in my sig, it's not 100% updated but I'm about to mass-update it so it's current here in just a while. Excuse my horrible language.
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