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Glimmer

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    Not sure how much I want to say here?
    I'm Glimmer
    I have a purple dragon named Spyro hanging around
    We're here to be rad

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  1. He is usually very polite and level-headed about things, but he has a weakness for comfort food. This has been a very silly discovery...and an excuse to post something. It's tough to talk to him when my roommate is around. Sure, talking in my mind is nice, but speaking aloud once in a while is nice. It will be nice when I get my own place next year. He'll have more room than in this cramped dorm to stretch his wings and such. I may even make him a little pillow nest on the floor. Easily explained away as a bed for visiting pets. He's really proud of me for wanting to be independent. [but you also have to focus on the now, and not get lost in the tomorrows. Patience and persistence is key, you'll get there. Also, hey forum. I'm sleepy. I have also discovered that I love peppermint!]
  2. Hey there! This will be a general thread for me to talk about how things are going with Spyro. He may chime in from time to time as well. [Hello!] Here's my first post that generally describes how he came to be, and how he is currently. I'll toss some updates since then, too! He was sick for about a week and a half a while ago. He didn't respond much, and stayed back at the dorm when I went to my classes, even when I asked him to come with me. He slept quite a lot as well. It turns out, apparently, he wasn't used to the weather where I live now. When he was active, back when I was in middle school and high school, I lived in a very warm climate, even during Fall and Winter. The average temperature here recently has been about 60 degrees at the highest, so it's quite a bit of a change. He finally came with me to classes with a scarf and gloves. [being cold-blooded is tough.] He dressed up for Halloween, though! [Really proud of myself for that one.] He was Jack Skellington. [Face makeup, coat, and some skeleton gloves! I looked really cool!] I doodled a picture of him in said outfit that I'll toss up here sometime. Some general info would be good as well, I guess! His appearance is somewhat of a mix between "classic" and "new" Spyro, but also more like a realistic dragon. He walks on all fours, can fly, and breathe fire. Other elements, not so much. He chose to forgo those, too much effort and energy. He's a bit old-fashioned. Doesn't like cursing or vulgar things, and is currently very confused with my sense of humor. He also has trouble understanding certain sayings and figures of speech. He's very determined and diligent! Keeping my grades up is one of his main priorities right now. [And doing well on tests! Though...I suppose that would fall under grades.] I'm not sure we really have a "wonderland". He however, has his own version of the Dragon Realms, apparently. [Yeah. I go back there sometimes to rest and to see my friends. I guess it's a multi...verse? Thing? Cynder and Ember are both there, though it looks more in general like...well, a cartoon, I guess, as opposed to the realistic qualities of the Dragon Realms where I was with Ignitus. I guess I'm a Spyro, and not...the Spyro, even if I can't really understand it that well. My place isn't there, though I can go there when I wish. It's here, with Glimmer, that I belong.] He can explain it better than me, I've never been. I don't even think I can. He and I are currently just lazing about on a chilly day, with nothing to do in particular. You can ask us some questions, if you'd like! Or just stay tuned for updates on our adventures from time to time.
  3. wow such dragon very majestic so purple much wings wow
  4. When I first made Spyro, he was pretty much sentient and vocal, yeah. The realism of the hallucinations wasn't of the highest degree at first, and I had to "try" to see him or hear him well. I think he was about...70 to 80 % imposed? He could fade in and out if I didn't pay attention to him, but he was there for the most part. As for visuals specifically, I've always had a very clear of his size, shape, and looks. It fluctuated in the beginning, but it's pretty solid now. And yeah, that's why I came here for help. Making a whole purple dragon thing accidentally was pretty bizarre.
  5. Great to know, thank you all so much! I'm going to keep working with him and post stuff on here, then! c:
  6. I guess I can post here! You can call me Glimmer. I'm here with Spyro. (Yeah, the Dragon.) He was an accidental tulpa that I created way back in middle school out of loneliness and desperation for someone to look up to, talk to, etc. I forgot about him for a few years, but I'm going through a rough patch in my life right now, so I thought bringing him back could help. He's an excellent motivator and companion. I'm not sure how much I can participate since I'm not "forcing", nor do I intend to make a different tulpa, but here I am! Trying to find some answers and guidance about where the heck to go from here.
  7. When I was in middle school, I was severely bullied and disliked. I couldn't talk to people about it, since we didn't have a counselor, and my only friends weren't in my classes. Heck, I could hardly call them friends at all. To make it through the days, I talked to an "imaginary" Spyro the Dragon. I had always loved Spyro ever since I was a kid. It was my first video game. Spyro was also what got me into art, which I am extremely grateful for. (I'm now a freelance storyboard artist/animator!) The "Legend of Spyro" series, which I played through in my middle school and early high school years though, put a whole different spin on the character. He was wise, determined, open to learning new things, and overall, everything I wanted to be. Therefore, I thought up a Spyro of my own to talk to. At first, it was just in my head, trying to hear a voice. Then, it grew to "talking" through comics on paper. This was where I think he really started to separate and gain sentience. He could calm me down if I was freaking out, cheer me up if I was sad, etc. Other times, I had to be the one to calm him down, so it wasn't just a one-way street. Later, I started to be able to see him. He had his own appearance, similar, but not quite the same as any of the games. He had a consistent size, weight, and everything. When I imagined him walking with me, physics applied, like, he wouldn't just float to my pace. I would have to wait for him to catch up, or vice versa. He had his own personality, not identical to that in the games. He was still Spyro, but...different. In a year or two, he even grew so independent that he would often be off doing his own thing, not glued to my side like he used to be. I ask this because I didn't do any of the traditional forcing, I had no idea what a tulpa was...I just wanted a friend. If I focus, I can still clearly see him now. I just started bringing him back last week, and he's really glad I haven't forgotten about him. Apparently, he didn't grow up with my personal experiences. Like, I had to explain to him where I was, that I wasn't in high school or my parents house anymore, stuff like that. He's still a really wonderful motivator and great companion. I'm just confused about how he came to be, if this is legitimate, and...where to go from here. For the record, I think he's just as confused and intrigued about this as I am. He had no questions about the state of his existence until now, just that he was...there. Help and comments are appreciated! Thank you very much!
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