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  1. CM

    CM's Art Thread 2.0

    I meant to draw more but this was struggle enough, maybe tomorrow. But here's a fun little experiment with Desmond. Hair inspired by Aloy (Horizon Zero Dawn) and Eivor (Assassin's Creed Valhalla), clothes by Morrigan (Dragon Age). Probably won't stick but it's fun to play around with these things. (Roska was like "What's the point of even wearing a shirt at that point" lol. As an accessory, apparently.)
  2. I had such a nice sleep schedule until now, I went to bed around 6pm and woke up a few hours before I had to get ready for school. Now it's 9:39 pm and I'm still not asleep so I'm probably screwed, I have so much trouble waking up to alarms that it's actually ridiculous.
  3. RE: stealthing as a trans person vs not being discreet about it. I personally don't feel a need to hide the fact that I'm not the gender I was assigned at birth. There's nothing wrong with being trans, feeling like it should be a secret implies that there is something wrong with it. Normalize trans people y'all. On the other hand I do understand the want/need to go stealth, some people are still more comfortable pretending to be cis, or maybe it helps them be safe. I am never going to be cis, no matter how hard I pretend, and I'm not comfortable being anything but myself, which is trans, so I'm open about it. If that makes me prideful then I guess I'm prideful. And now excuse me as I go back to lurking lol
  4. I have very vague memories of Mistgod. Didn't vibe with him but don't remember why. Hard to think so far back lol my head is swiss cheese.
  5. CM

    CM's Art Thread 2.0

    Yeah. It's a Desmond, and I'm actually really proud of this one
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    CM's Art Thread 2.0

    Did some tulpa art after a looooong break. We're still alive and well lol. Just a basic Danyla and then Misa, who has changed her colors a little. Her eyes are back to grey but lighter this time, and her hair is black. She's starting to feel like her own person again, after a long struggle to keep her active and around, which is a relief.
  7. We're still around, just have a lot going on mentally right now so it's mostly been occasionally lurking lol. I still take commissions.
  8. CM

    CM's Art Thread 2.0

    Danyla: Thank you! Iro: Decided it was about time I painted L again. It's interesting to see how my style develops. So here's the art, a comparison picture between 2018, 2020 and 2021, and a video of me making the art with A Portage to the Unknown playing in the background.
  9. CM

    CM's Art Thread 2.0

    Dany and their new horns. And some older art to show what their horns used to look like.
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    CM's Art Thread 2.0

    Desmond didn't like the horns after all so I edited the drawing to reflect that, since I like how the face turned out overall. I drew this over an older picture because I had so much trouble with poses and anatomy and didn't mind cheating a bit... but you know the "red dress" in Fallout 4? Well the male version has a deed v-neck and it inspired Desmond to try on a shirt like that, same material and color, all sparkle and shine. Then we concluded that red wasn't really his color and tried different versions. And finally I just quickly drew my friend's unicorn hoodie on him by their request lol Yes, that's a garter under there, it was in the original picture and I found the combination funny so I left it in.
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    CM's Art Thread 2.0

    It's a horny boi (sorry not sorry) Desmond's testing having horns. I had a random thought the other day that gave him horns and after thinking it through today he decided to go for it, see if he likes it. They might be on/off horns, though. Looking at him with them is... very strange. He's been more or less the same for years, so sudden additions like this will take some getting used to, if he decides to keep them. And then another sketchy thing with jewelry reference and slightly shorter hair, looks better with the horns.
  12. It's kinda interesting that I feel the physical side of a lot of Desmond's stronger emotions, like that certain kind of tightness or pain in your chest when you're very very sad, without feeling the actual emotion myself. It lets me pay more attention to what the physical feeling is like when I'm not actively distracted by such strong emotions, and just now it felt kinda weird, I was laying uncomfortably on my side while Desmond was going through his sad boi hour and when I took a deep breath to ease the chest feeling a bit it kinda spread all the way down to my right hand, I felt a similar sting somewhere near my thumb. It was really odd, feeling that pang of grief in a spot that felt completely wrong for it lol
  13. My eyesight is bad enough to get glasses but not bad enough for me to actually ever use them... Reading small text or stuff that's far away is a bit more challenging to me but I manage just fine without glasses as long as I don't have to drive to a strange place
  14. Lol I created L to be a friend for Desmond, which was indeed a bad idea so early in the process, I just made things hard for myself because then I had to create two at the same time and as young tulpas I feel like they were both very emotional and jealous of each other whenever one got more more attention than the other. Worked out in the end, but I wouldn't do it again and I wouldn't recommend it.
  15. Also so that I have an excuse to finally wear my new formal wear... A dude in my class gifted me a bunch of his old collared shirts and I recently bought a pair of dress pants and I tried them on and felt so handsome
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