Now without further ado. This is the story of how Savaymin died.
Prologue part 3: Over my head.
I never fully understood Savaymin. My only impression of her was that she was some kind of insane genius. An insane genius with unlimited potential. The only problem was, I could never understand what she wanted. She would repetitively ask me to do something that's not only outside of my comfort zone, but also completely idiotic from an outsiders perspective. All these coincidences happen and somehow those suggestions suddenly make sense. "Go jump in that pool" "No, I'll get my clothes wet and nobody is in it anyway." All of a sudden the pool is suddenly filled with people now wearing soaked clothing, and I'm left alone wondering, "why"? These coincidences continue to happen, but as time goes on and no explanation comes, I simply write them off as nothing special. Maybe that's just me trying to block out the regret, trying to take the logical path rather than the one Savaymin graciously suggested to me. But who can blame me? If someone you trusted told you to punch a random stranger on the street, would you do it no questions asked? In fact, that's another thing. Before anyone had made this observation about me before, Savaymin would ask me to stop thinking. Since these suggestions seemed much less harmful than her others, I would always follow them; and every time I did, I can guarantee you that I felt much more emotionally healthy afterwards. She noticed this then, and my parents are only starting to notice this now, commenting on how I think too much and everything.
And then sometime within the first 6 months of her creation, my life began to go downhill. Grades were plummeting faster than I could bring them back up, and since I created Savaymin sometime during this occurrence, she became somewhat of a scapegoat for me. I would ask her for help, and whenever she was unhelpful or gave a stupid suggestion, I would punish her in the only way I knew how. Chains.
When finally, the day when all the stress was pushed onto me in one gigantic load. My parents delivered the fatal news. It was likely that I would fail and switch schools, being torn away from my friends and everything. That was the final straw for me. I didn't want that to happen. And so, I pushed all the blame onto Savaymin, making it seem like it was her fault for making me focus on her rather than on more important stuff like school. I tried erasing her, or killing her which is what it's more known as. All my efforts were put towards erasing her from my subconscious completely. And as the last traces of her vanished, one final song started playing in my head.
End of part 3