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Khron

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  1. Update #2 Just a quick update. I've been passively forcing a little each day. Should have Kiara's personality sheet finished by the end of this week. Once that's finished, I'll start my first forcing session with her.
  2. Update #1 Alrighty, so today wasn't nearly as productive as I initially wanted it to be. I was able to get some passive forcing in throughout the day though. Spending some time with family, so my plan when I get home is to work on Kiara's personalities. I've constructed a list of what I feel would be a good pool of selection for her. I know tulpas tend to deviate from some personalities given to them and pick up new ones, so I'm totally prepared for that. This is what I've got so far in terms of her personality traits. My goal is to define each trait, write how each trait works in terms of her individuality, and give an example of how each trait would work in her case. I know the amount I have seems like too much, but in this way, I really feel I can be thorough and effective with the amount of work I put into her personality. If she chooses to deviate from some, if not most of the traits, that's fine. As I said, I've been passively forcing with her throughout the day, though I do need to work on doing it more often. I'll catch myself at times going whole hours without saying a word to her. It's still something I'm getting used to, so I believe I'll get better with it as time progresses. Hey! I appreciate it, and like-wise look forward to reading up on your progression.
  3. Good afternoon everyone, I'm Khron, and today I've decided to create a Progress Report. Here you will find all the information regarding to Kiara's creation and (hopefully) daily updates of our progression. I'm rather new to tulpamancing as a whole, but have known about tulpas for almost a year now. After reading so much about this phenomenon and doing hours of research, I've finally decided to buckle down and get serious about creating my own. In terms of creating Kiara, I've at least started with a basic personality creation a couple days ago, and I've sat down and tried forcing once, but looking back on it, I'm not satisfied with what I've done so far. That isn't to say I blame Kiara in any way, it's just I don't feel I went into this with the correct mind set, I didn't really have a concrete plan for what I was going to do, as well as having a fear in the back of my mind the was probably holding me back a bit, which I will address here as part of our progression. The fear I've been bothered with, and something some here might shun me for, is a past mistake I made when I first learned about tulpas. I was eager to create my own but didn't last so much as a day with the creation of mine. I had only worked out a name before I had quit. That name being Kiara. As far as I know, Kiara has been sitting in the back of my mind since that first day I tried to create her and has either left me, or resents me for ignoring her for so long. Coming back to tulpamancing after so long, I feel it only right to pick up from where I left off, instead of trying to forget about her and create a whole new tulpa, that just doesn't seem right. Addressing this now, and making it public in our progress report, is in a way I guess, a way for me to come to terms with this before trying again to create Kiara. I didn't want this to be something that destroyed our bond because I tried to ignore it, or leave it in the back of my mind as I left Kiara back then. I want this to be the true beginning, as such, I don't feel that beginning is possible unless I apologize to Kiara. I've spent the last two days writing an apology letter to her, which I'm going to read to her in hopes she can hear me, and plan to read it again to her if and once she becomes sentient. That said, I plan for this progress report to be a completely honest one, where I share any and all information about our journey, so I'll share that letter here in case anyone is interested in reading about my mistake, possibly having made the same mistake and wondering if there is anyone who can relate. So, as of this moment, I am getting serious and will put all the effort I can into creating Kiara.Both as a way to improve and as a way to truly show her that I'm sorry for how I've treated her, and the thought of her in the past. I'm hoping that there will be good things to come in this report, and that this journey will in some way inspire others to try a hand at creating their own tulpas in the future. Welp, that's my introduction for now, I hope to be back with more information soon. Thanks for reading. ~Khron
  4. Hey! I saw you on another progress report stating that you were new and realized you have your own progress report. I'm really jealous of your progress so far, but also motivated to continue on with my tulpa as I'm pretty new to this as well. xD I'm looking forward to seeing your sketch of Deimos, and wish you luck on your progression.
  5. These progessions are really something. I just started yesterday afternoon after deciding to get serious and create my tulpa. I've been having doubt throughout the day over what I should do, how I should go about explaining some personality traits to her, how I can focus better. After reading your posts, I feel more motivated to keep at it. I'll try your method of imagining my tulpa in a chair and presenting the personalities in the forms of orbs. I do hope you continue on with these updates, they give me hope for progress. :) Also, a quick question, I saw that word document with the 7000 words and was wondering how that came into play with your forcing? Were you just typing words instead of thinking towards your tulpa, or were you typing out personality traits and how they'd affect your tulpa?
  6. Hey! Thanks for replying. I guess I can see where you're going with this, and it sounds like pretty solid advice. My issue with this lies in feeling any 'company' when I'm talking to her. I just started yesterday, so I'm at a stage where I'm just closing my eyes and talking, hoping that she's picking up on what I'm saying. Perceiving her in a way where she's already fleshed out and has her own personality at this very moment doesn't seem like something I can mentally do at the time since I'm still trying to figure out what exactly her personality will consist of. I'm actually still having a bit of a hard time with imagining her in my head, so I'll have to wait on that first I guess. :P But I really appreciate your advice and look forward to applying it to the developing of Kiara. Thanks for the link! That's actually similar to something I was thinking about trying today. The traits I had written out yesterday seemed a bit too little, and I was planning on really sitting down today and writing out an extremely detailed personality sheet. Hey, thanks for replying. After looking through the forums and consulting my friend for some advice in getting started, it does seem everyone feels that having a form of some sort helps with concentration, so I think I'll try to start with getting a basic form for Kiara down before I really hammer in her personality. Thanks for the advice, and I appreciate the luck. :D
  7. Hey guys, so I've been talking to a friend who has a tulpa, and he's been giving me some great advice to help me create my own. I've already decided on a name for her, Kiara, and I'm at the personality stage right now. I have a few questions as a beginner, so I can get the best grasp over this as I possibly can, and any help will be extremely appreciated. Alright, so my questions: 1. I've basically written out in a word document the outlines of her personality, which, if anyone is interested, is linked her: http://pastie.org/10265101 / Having that written out, I was wondering what is the best way to go about creating my Tulpa and telling her about her personality? From my friends suggestion, I basically just close my eyes and imagine I'm talking to her, telling her each trait I've written down, and how it affects her. Is this correct? Is there a better way? 2. Being I'm starting off with personality, I don't have any actual image of what she looks like atm. I do plan to give her a basic form to start with, probably an orb as my friend has suggested, but should I start with visualizing her basic form first, or am I okay with starting with her personality? If I should start with a form for her, is just closing my eyes and thinking, "Okay, here's an orb, boom that's you. Now lets start with your personality" the right way to go about it, or do I need to take hours to mentally see every detail of the orb? If I'm okay with starting on her personality, should I just imagine her as the darkness when I close my eyes and just talk? (I'm sorry if this sounds confusing, I'm still trying to understand myself how to go about this) 3. Lastly, how should I talk to her and tell her about her personalities? Is it a simple "Hello, Kiara. My name is so and so, and I'm your creature. These are your personalities, and now I'll elaborate on how they shape you." Do I just say the traits and what they are and let her decide how to take them? This is probably where my biggest issue lies because I don't want to force her, I do plan on giving her the choice to decide what traits to keep, which she'd like to add, etc, I just wanted to lay out a basis. So that's it, again, any help at all is appreciated, and I thank anyone that takes the time to just read my question.
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