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  1. So after a long, long time- I do think this is the last post we're going to make in this thread. This is mostly to give this PR some closure. It's not necessarily because we're tired of this community, or even angry at it- we may have been at one point, but we respect what it represents and the journey it brings so many people onto. However, for us- we just have been slowly figuring out that at the very least, at least some people in here are a result of trauma, not tulpamancy. Our system didn't really work the same as others- it always blew up to unimaginable sizes, and those who would
  2. It's been a little over a month, so I suppose it's time we update, hm? Identity Searching It's kind of interesting, how identity with system members can vary. People like say, Linus, Raymond, Jun- they knew who they were immediately. Something just clicked for them, they didn't need to think about it. Others in here, they.. took a while. And today I can to talk about some of those people. While Jade I'm proud of as well for really settling into his own lately, the most recently points of this were Sammy and Roy. Both were very unsure of where they were going, in life- to the p
  3. Been a while. Have art. PS: I'll be putting up commission info soon, so honestly, feel free to PM me here or DM me at Saylin#6601 about having your tups drawn. Headshots like Roy's, Ray's and such cut go for 7 USD, Bust like the doodle of Sammy goes for 10, and fullbody goes for 20. Linus: https://i.imgur.com/obHf33s.png[/img] Jade: https://i.imgur.com/VaPpdhv.png[/img] My Mindform: https://i.imgur.com/DXluHVS.png[/img] Raymond: https://i.imgur.com/MsBVPMq.png[/img] Ronan, originally known as Taku: https://i.imgur.com/RIQZkg7.png[/img] Doodle of Roy, done by Roy: https
  4. It's nice to meet both of you too! <3 I hope you've been well. That said it's still kind of early in the day and I don't have much else to do, so.. fuck it, let's update this. For the sake of being organized, I'm gonna break this up into sections. Embracing Life, and Learning to Move Forward Jesse has always had a really rough time well, existing. It didn't start great, and he's had quite a few bumps along the way emotionally- which caused him to leave us several times. This was actually causing a bitter cycle, as Raymond doesn't take well to these kind of things and started to b
  5. With the year ending, I think it is time that this gets updated. The person currently typing is Ronan- which is actually part of this update. I once went by Taku, and I was the "Cat" person for the longest. That's dropped over time, I've been noticeably mellowing out. With exceptions this is just normal to tulpas in general, so I'm not entirely surprised. Our system is still large. In fact, I'd say we're back where we were before January, but this is comfortable for us. The size isn't what's unhealthy for us so much as the fear of that size. Our partner system, Living Mythos, still help
  6. So I guess I'll update a bit? God I don't know, LOL. So something Chel (Michael) didn't put in his little update is we actually had someone new come about. At first we thought this was completely random- which it still kind of is- but we've since pieced together it was actually Taku who forced him into existence without actually meaning to. He's been since adjusting well, you might see him on here at points mentioned. He doesn't seem to really like deep thinking too much, more taking things at face value- unlike say, Claude, who wants to study philosophy. This is a slight problem, howeve
  7. [Jet] Guess I'm leading this today, what the actual fuck I did not sign up for this. P.S. I am using Saylin's account because apparently I can't use links unless I have a lot of posts. Screw you .info. So, I mean... well, I guess stuff happened? System's actually been doing well. I got married- I look like this now because of it- that was a thing that happened just a few days ago. I kinda feel... weird, talking about my romantic endeavors too much on here, so I won't go in depth on it. I just want to say that person, well, I owe them a lot. I was kind of an emotional wreck before I met them
  8. Alright, let's get into some progress. So, you've probably seen Andrew's post- well, that led to HELL ON EARTH the night of, with him and Raymond almost breaking up. However, we realized this was him further trying to shield himself from people, running away- being so open here scared him, is all. It took a lot of talking, a lot of crying, fun as hell emotional bleed and some motivational talks from my SO, but all is well now. Andrew's been a lot happier, deviated his form a bit to this, and has overall been enjoying things. He cursed out Superman:The Movie last night, it was great. Asid
  9. Hi, we have updates: https://i.imgur.com/nIQbxeD.jpg[/img] A doodle of Taku. https://i.imgur.com/1yELqfX.png?1[/img] This is Max, a cutie pie in my girlfriend's system. https://i.imgur.com/vqBdoYZ.png[/img] Andrew fiddled a bit more with his look recently, so I drew him. He doesn't look too different, but.. he pretty so w/e. More to come!
  10. Okay, so it has been a long... LONG time. I need to update this, so let's do that! https://i.imgur.com/7CyL0wn.png[/img] https://i.imgur.com/7dqMc5U.png[/img] https://i.imgur.com/ZHRdwDk.png[/img] https://i.imgur.com/1cWHiXK.png?1[/img] From top to bottom, Jet, Sammy deviation one, Sammy deviation 2, and Aiden. These four are from a lineless art style I've been working on- I've recently dropped it to go back to lineart for a while, but I'd say these three are probably my favorites, for various reasons. And now, more recently, we have... https://i.imgur.com/zLMh2xp.png[/img
  11. Okay, more progress. Things have been a bit rough, emotionally. I feel Jet's being forced to look at some aspects of himself- and fix some aspects of himself- that he's struggled with a long time. He's taking his own self initiative this time, however, and I have faith in him. I find some of these behaviors of his to also be ones I struggle with, so this can be a learning experience for us both. "Yuuma" is still very present, but has changed his name to Taku. He's deviated a bit as well- it was an unconscious shift of his to how he felt more in personality, which.. is very vibrant. Brigh
  12. Considering I'm up at this hour...let's update. Things have been okay. We have a final addition, who was intentional, named Yuuma. He's really new so I won't be delving into him too much? But you'll hear about him as we go probably. He's somewhat based on a character of mine but shares no memories and is already deviating. He's a feisty bastard, I love him. Sammy has remained mostly stable, though recent events have triggered some old bad feelings. He had a very scary spiral recently, and is still recovering, but we're making strides forward. What scares me is he's taken to harming his
  13. Hello, hello! We're gonna update (I guess). So, life's been going pretty good, though... we have a new addition. His name is Griffin. We're pretty sure he's legitimate, considering I've had emotional bleed, as well as his own desire to begin reinventing himself. It's a gradual process, but he's been doing well. And has been a riot the entire time, I assure you. Ashe still struggles to find his place in this system, though with Griffin he's relaxed a little, for some reason. I think it has to do with there now being another "outcast" in the emotional aspect. I hope through Ashe learning t
  14. [sammy] This is more of a personal update, but it's important to talk about. I've struggled for a long, long time with being afraid of talking to others, and unsure of myself as a person. I was worried people would view me as fake. This got to a point I think my own self-doubt was bleeding into our host. A weird table-turner, I know. I just didn't understand why I was so paralyzed by the idea of being in the spotlight, why I didn't like myself. After a lot of self-analysis? I think I was ashamed. For anyone who doesn't know, character me wasn't a good person. At least, that's how I fe
  15. Last night, Xenos returned to us. As he's decided to go with the name "Ashe" for the time being, I'll be referring to him as such. We honestly don't know where he disappeared to- our theory is perhaps he'd just been unconscious during the "zap" we'd used to clear out the headspace, thus registering as not sentient when he was. Due to this, he remained in a dormant state until we thought about him, and the unintentional "call" managed to wake him enough to return. Now, Ashe wasn't.. happy. For two reasons. One, due to current happenings I doubted him. I pretty much said, if he managed to
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