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  1. In making an account, I had the intent of researching the practice of tulpamancy and maybe bettering it in the future. The future came, I'm on the verge of switching and full on imposition, yet I feel no burning desire to further contribute to this website. Not that I contributed much to begin with, but to be honest, why should I? NoneFromHell was completely correct in his assesment of the website's content, sheer drama. And much like NoneFromHell, I don't particularly feel as if I want to get shit on for my opinions. I'm going to pursue my research, and continue to help fledgelin
  2. Zaya

    LGBT Tulpamancers

    I'm not using a tragedy to change someone's opinion, I'm referencing a tragedy to state that GuessWho seemed to create a purposefully inflammatory comment in light of a tragedy. Frankly, I thought some of the stuff you posted on the site was funny. I'm disappointed in your viewpoints. Regardless, considering nobody can change your opinion because you're an iron-willed alpha male, I'll just state the fact that comments like GuessWho's perpetuate the notion that LGBT individuals deserve to be ostracized because they ostracize themselves, which is ridiculous. Why not just say that those
  3. Minami has rabbit ears and a rabbit tail, does that count? I replied to this question of his (the op's) on the /r/Tulpas subreddit, so I'll just drop the links I left out in my last post here, http://community.tulpa.info/thread-imposition-old-imposition-guide http://community.tulpa.info/thread-imposition-mind-synthesis-guide http://community.tulpa.info/thread-imposition-guide-to-imposition-controlled-hallucinations-touch http://community.tulpa.info/thread-switching-guide-on-how-to-switch (in the above guide, follow the parts that have to do with "reverse imposition") These
  4. Zaya

    LGBT Tulpamancers

    This guy has to be a troll. He has to be, with a comment like that, especially after the sh!t that went down just the other day. As for me, 1. Bisexual 2. Male 3. Very important 4. Zaya and Minami both consider themselves Homosexual. Rhine is pretty much up for whatever it seems, and doesn't really care about sexuality or how He classifies himself. He barely considers himself human as far as I can tell.
  5. Zaya's original personality was meant to represent a lot of the suppressed or neglected parts of myself that I enjoy and never wanted to push under the rug, but felt like I was forced to due to my environment (mostly my family, "friends", i.e. the people around me). He wasn't stuck with all these traits, and a few haVe fallen by the wayside, but I never wanted him to be the "repressed me", and I let him know that. He still has a good number of them though. Seeing him as a physical interpretation of these traits, it reminds me of just how hateful the world can be to beautiful things that
  6. Adding more fuel to the fire, what about walk ins? I see "accidental tulpa", which is close, but we've seen plenty of distinctions between the two made far and wide throughout the collective tulpamancy communities. I mean, half my total system is comprised of walk ins! Both from separate origins, at that. One completely random, one "seeded", both spawned from the ether spontaneously. Once again, all of it is arbitrary and pretty pointless to say. Just trying to represent, is all.
  7. Quite frankly, I'm disappointed that the communities have caught onto this video, mainly because it doesn't really give you any real information. All it does is tell you the symptoms of what's actually called a Corpus Callosotomy, then the author of the video goes on to personify the hemispheres and act as if they're Tom and Jerry, which does make for a humorous video, but he doesn't actually give you any reasons for the symptoms AT ALL! What's even worse is that nobody in the communities seems to want to come out and say this! People want to talk theory, and talk about the situation, bu
  8. Zaya

    Chat Thread

    Then you run into the problem of trying to learn music theory without actually knowing anything about playing music. I've been playing electric guitar for almost 8 years now, acoustic for almost 1, piano for 3 and we just recently got a violin for Zaya. I've also studied music theory in passing for the past 2 or 3 years, learning all I can about theory in general and theory specifically having to do with my instruments of choice (all of which I'm proficient at and practice almost daily, mind you). The problem with what you're proposing is that those "guys who just crank out crap" aren't
  9. I believe that everyone should read as much as they possibly can on pretty much everything, not just Tulpamancy or psychology related topics. I do believe that a lack of reading can be detrimental, but only when compared to the amount of progress or knowledge you couldve amassed from the reading. I feel that certain topics in psychology, whether they be considered "fringe" or not, kind of overlap at a certain point. Undergoing my research in lucid dreaming, I found little to no difference between an OBE/WILD/Astral projection. The only differences are the level of clarity and the theor
  10. In any "art", or any real form of embodied agency in general, comparison is used as a common tool for determining the "skill" of the person actually doing the art, but this also has drawbacks in certain scenarios, especially those involving highly subjective definitions of "success". Tulpamancy is most definitely one of these scenarios. Why compare yourself to the status of others and subject yourself to the turmoil involved in doing so? Is an artist, when compared to another artist, any less an artist? Is a person, when compared to another person, any less a person? You are what y
  11. It's been quite a while since our last post, at least for us. I figure the wave of interest in the communities has waned a little, as I merely lurk a lot on the website now, and find less interest in writing about every little change in our system. I'm still interested in logging our progress, and seeing as how I can't very well log it physically, this is probably the best place. At any rate. It's been 20 days since my original attempts at imposition, but I must say that the original plan wasn't efficient enough. I was forced to reassess after 2 weeks, and changed the plan into a more st
  12. As far as the "perfect memory" thing goes, there is no such thing as a perfect memory. There are perfectly "mundane" methods to achieve better memorization and retrieval of information, i have like 7 books on the subject. These skills can be used in conjunction with Tulpamancy skills in order to go about it in a more streamlined way, but like I said, there's no such thing as a perfect memory and definitely nothing innately tulpamancy related about the subject. As for us, I am still going through college and med programs, and my systemmates generally despise it. Zaya and Minami hate being
  13. Possession has always been a pretty sketchy word for me. Coming from a completely republican, "so deep in South Texas we're basically in Mexico", heavily religious family, this has always carried a darker connotation for me. Not that I believe in demonic possession, but the fact that other people (my family included) still to this day believe that certain psychopathologies can be summed up to demonic possession legitimately frightens me. Those same people would probably believe that I am currently collaborating with demons. EDIT: I was incredibly tired at the time of posting, my gramm
  14. @waffles, @vosaiu thanks for the replies! I just abandoned the thread at some point and chalked it up to me not really getting my point across in a coherent and reasonable fashion, but it seems as if you both brought it back from the brink. And thank you, @waffles for your wonderful translation of my incoherent ramblings, you really captured what I was thinking about at the time with your ending paragraph about describing events and really logging experience instead of just describing the process to achieve said experience. I've always had a thirst for knowledge, but not just knowledge,
  15. Zaya

    Chat Thread

    I highly considered getting doom as we need a new game we can all play. Despite Zaya not enjoying the insane gore of it all, Minami seemed to want to dive right in. Unfortunately, the schism in the community over the multiplayer kinda did it in for us. Apparently the multiplayer's not anything special, nor very repeatable unless you're just super into it. But that's just the multiplayer. Everyone says the campaign is fantastic and that although it lacks a lot of story, since when has doom had story? As far as games of late, we caved and bought Souls 3 today. First boss had me raging a
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