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  1. I am not sure what a Tulpa is very much. I get the general of it. I'll just start asking and hopefully it makes sense. 1) my uncle has schizophrenia and I've heard adolescent marijuana consumption can onset it. Can what I'm thinking might be schizophrenia? 2) going off of that... Can a Tulpa be in me without even realizing it? I used to have a lady that was similar to my mom talk/yell at me in my dreams but it was never mean and sometimes it was comforting. It was never scary. 3) Also lately (like while i do homework for the last couple of months) I have a (what I imagine to be) an older male screaming in my face saying you're a piece of shit... Could he be saying it bc he wants to be realized or is it schizo... 4) I always feel a presence in my bedroom... In two specific spots and sometimes it scares me.. Are tulpas able to/want to scare you? 5) I was thinking about tulpas and I got this very distinc pressure in the middle of my brain pushing forward... I thought for sure this must be a Tulpa or idk what else. And then I heard a lady (idk why but I picture a Mexican teen girl, for reference I'm a white teen guy) and I was scrolling though my YouTube history trying to find the fission video of tulpas and I had been watching architecture videos and she either said "stop building" or "stop ignoring" I'm not really sure and I only heard it in one ear and it was a tell but muffled like I could be suppressing her.. Is this a Tulpa? 6)could it be spirits demons? 7) do tulpas know all of my inner thoughts? 8) can I just talk to my Tulpa or will they want/eventfully need to take possession? 9) if I let them take possession (if I even have one) could they do stuff I wouldn't want? 10) if they took possession am I fully aware and could I take back possession to stop something they would be doing? Or is it more of a pass back that they control... PLEASE HELP ASAP Also sometimes when I get excited or sad I feel as though there is a whole crowd inside me that either gets excited with me or is... They pretty much just do what I do. Is that schizo or is that A LOT of tulpas. I picture like 8-9... Aaaand again sometimes it just goes blank and I get a ringing in my ears or just silence or the blood in my ears... Can tulpas just disappear for a while or are they always with you talking to you? Also sometimes when I get excited or sad I feel as though there is a whole crowd inside me that either gets excited with me or is... They pretty much just do what I do. Is that schizo or is that A LOT of tulpas. I picture like 8-9... Aaaand again sometimes it just goes blank and I get a ringing in my ears or just silence or the blood in my ears... Can tulpas just disappear for a while or are they always with you talking to you?