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  1. Oh, nice! I read them, as well. Just wasn't too sure if anyone else did, haha.
  2. Does anybody read PRs anymore? I keep a log on my phone of shit that goes down both regarding general life stuff, as well as head ghost things, so it's hard to hop in here and update very often when I feel like I've already talked about what happened. I want to keep a decent log here, too, though. Maybe I'll update once a month. I'll start with saying I got a job last month. It comes with a lot of responsibilities and a lot of training, so I've been pretty busy with that. I almost let it get in the way of paying attention to him, but I'm doing my best to keep that from happening. Talking t
  3. Have you tried parroting for a while? Like, completely intentional "this is how you would respond to what I just said" kind of stuff. This may kickstart vocality, since you'll be actively showing her how to talk for while -- like training wheels. Do it until it becomes a habit, and then let go and give her the reigns. I know many people are against this method, but in this case, it may be necessary to try.
  4. If this thoughtform is taking complete control of you and "literally making you abuse your girlfriend," then that's disordered behavior, and no it is not a tulpa. It sounds like you're entertaining, and in doing so exacerbating, violent intrusive thoughts, and you need to take back control. If you're harming yourself or others, I suggest seeking professional help as soon as possible.
  5. I get head pressures in a particular spot, as well as tingles/tightness all over the scalp sometimes. Pretty neat. This isn't too common for me though.
  6. Setting aside a lot of strange things about this post, I'm going to just ask: I still don't understand why you're under the impression that the FBI has taken interest in you, specifically. Lots of people are psychopaths. Many of them write stories and talk amongst each other. What have you done that would warrant government surveillance at a higher level than the base internet usage surveillance that most of the population is probably already under? As deviant as your fetishes and whatnot may be, you don't sound like you're much different than other people who are like you.
  7. Here's the guide. It's pretty simple, it just takes a lot of practice. We don't have visual imposition down by any means, but tactile is improving. I've hallucinated his voice a few times. Full-blown imposition is a rare skill that I'd say most people don't think is necessary.
  8. Pixie is very cute! And 15 minutes is better than nothing. You can always try again tomorrow. Just a heads-up, people usually log this sort of stuff in the Progress Reports section. There, you'll find lots of threads for other people's progress and whatnot. You can find it here.
  9. No problem. I'm glad that helped. As time goes on, you'll most likely be able to hold longer sessions. However, here's a tip for keeping conversation going: try to jot down topics that come to mind throughout the day, either on paper or on your phone. Doesn't matter. It can be random thoughts you had, something that made you laugh, or just a recount of mundane things you did that day. Then, when it comes time to sit and force, you have a list of things to talk about rather than just trying to wing it for 30 minutes. :)
  10. Basically: sit somewhere where you won't be disturbed for a while, relax, and think about your tulpa. Focus only on them. Talk to them about whatever you want until they start to communicate back, then you can begin having two-sided conversations. That's all forcing really is. They will respond on their own, and it's generally not advised that you put words in their mouth. Just be patient and persistent, and they'll start to reach out to you when they're able to do so. Look for signs of communication that might not be so obvious, such as head pressures or sudden strong emotions. Is ther
  11. No problem! Yeah, it was definitely a gradual thing. Organic is a good word for it. I meant he no longer identifies with the backstory he had as a character. For the most part, anyway. He maintained the personality that emerged from it, but doesn't see it as something that actually happened to him. He does, however, remember things about himself that I came up with (when he was a character) better than I do at times. When I've forgotten a detail of his appearance, for example, he usually knows and can correct me if I've gotten it wrong. That's not to say I haven't learned new things ab
  12. Well, I've known about tulpas since early 2014, though I was mostly lurking around the community until around 2016. Since then, I've had a few failed attempts for various reasons. I've learned a lot from those experiences though, and have matured as a person, so I don't believe I'll be repeating my past mistakes. I've kept my current tulpa's personal details private so far, but I will say that he's been around for almost 3 years now. He started out as a character that I paid a lot of attention to during that time (daily even), and he underwent a lot of development as a result. It got to th
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