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  1. I have a past with stuffed animals, which amidst all that was some crazy, maybe, spiritual chaos. As such, my active imagination has gotten me back to arcane habits, those of which, were using stuffed animals to emulate communication or companionship. Although I have my Celeste, my Rhea and good ol' Vincent (probably), using a stuffed animal and feeling a sort of soulbond develop feels... strange. Is it too bizarre to obtain a tulpa through a stuffed animal? It's quite a small one, too.
  2. Oh yeah, that's actually associated with Celeste's presence giving me pressure on the forehead. Forgot to mention that, she sometimes feels like something watching or looming behind me when I'm not talking to her after I've already done so. I actually also sometimes get tingles on my shoulders, some sort of simulation of her touching my shoulders. She's an odd one, haha~
  3. Celeste likes to change forms, and she has about 3 different forms. When I first created her, initially she was like a humanoid cat (pictured), kinda like Happy from FT, but the second I created a voice for her, she became humanoid, and that was her main form; a pale human female, clad in a skirt, a striped long-sleeve top, mary janes, white knee socks, occasionally wearing a bow or even appearing to have a devil tail. Her third form is a house sparrow. It was an odd form at first but she usually has that form when I'm in the car. In a nutshell, her size varies, depending on her form. :
  4. Hmmh. For one, the wonderland still isn't very precise. If Celeste isn't with me she's pretty much dormant in my head for a little while. Asleep at some times. She kinda just reappears when I call her. It's just a casual, friendly, "Hey, Celeste" or "Hey, Cel", really. There was one time I 'woke her up', and since we don't have a precise wonderland, she just kind of showed up on the couch and woke up -- or I think she was floating in the air, like how Vince is depicted. Not sure, but it still sounds strange describing it. Anyway, I just say hi with her name and she appears.
  5. I've noticed that while me and Celeste or Rhea are talking together (mainly with Cel) sometimes her (Cel's) chatting doesn't seem very autonomous, but despite that, no matter what, every time, I always feel slight pressure on my forehead. I've wondered now, what are other people's means of feeling presence of a Tulpa; by what senses? Discuss! :D
  6. Deep, deep apologies for the very late reply. I am afraid I'm not a member of Scribophile or Reddit's Writer's Block, but I do have a profile on reddit. I'd like a link. I'd like to point out that I'm fairly new to reddit. I've been there a few times, but never fully grasped the interface or getting around. Reading the posts is easy and I can tell who said what and where; it's just the posting and interface that I have a problem with. It should be no biggie, though.
  7. I'm unsure where this post should actually be, so if need be it can be moved to a proper subforum. I'm writing my novel, Exemplar Ex Infectus when I've come across a problem: Tulpas/Thoughtforms are a core concept in the lore, and I need to research more about Tulpamancy in order to complete the chapter as it's a Tulpamancy Analysis. My problem is that I'm unsure if it's alright for my research to be of this site's guides and etc, but I don't want to be stealing from the community or something like that. (It should be known that I'm not one to plagiarize -- I'm not about plagiarism. That
  8. Something like that happened to me before I fell asleep last night. Something like it. I randomly visualized this tall, grayish figure with crazy eyes and a mouth or something. I don't know how that happens to me, it's like some sort of uncontrollable mental burst. As I saw it, I asked it what it's name was, and even asked if it was Vincent or Celeste since they both don't have complete forms. The figure, of course denied who it was and I still don't know who or what it is but it seems to still be present. Yep, it's looking at me. Bizarre.
  9. Soo, I had this idea to attempt to achieve lucid dreaming to possibly "feel" Celeste (im sure this is possible since the DMT-like drug that allows dreams/hallucinations can fool the senses) and, even if it's a horrible friggin' idea, force lucid nightmares so I could maybe cause a Blackened Messiah / Paradigm character become a soulbond and then to a developing tulpa! (The whole Exos and Crowley shebang 8 - 10 months ago was, I realize now, a side effect to staying in character after filming entries for my short film / webseries, so I don't actually think they became actual tulpas. I apolog
  10. Well... I'm at least glad that there's no cases of ego death in your answers :)
  11. My apologies if this has already been asked, but what does it feel like to commence possession with a tulpa, and what does it feel like to switch with one? Does it have any ... dare I say, spiritual side effects or sensations? Maybe even some loss in personality afterwards? I am curious because Celeste and I have thought about it for a while but never actually got to it, and with the sudden occurrence of Rhea, I don't think it'll be easy for any of the four of us to do anything like it.
  12. It may come as a surprise, but no, I haven't meditated before at all. I'll consider it, though, and may visualize in the shower. Never have I showered in the dark but, like I said, I'll consider! :)
  13. I see. However, I've thought some things over when I put in place the idea of God and entities being entities relating to tulpas, and thought about how angels are good because we believe them to be and that demons are evil because we believe them to be, but being put in the perspective of thinking every entity in Christian mythology is good, it makes the illusion of belief that demons are good, and to hypothesize, if someone were to believe this and summon one, it would be good. I don't endorse rituals or sacrifices, but I have a feeling that the mythological hierarchy of Demons and the dem
  14. Now, now, I know -- coming off a bit strong here, but hear me out. After writing (not so exactly) an essay about what I have realized about tulpamancy in religion, it made me see everything in a new light. Demonology, Angelology, theology, Goetia, philosophy and paranormal all came together in a mental amalgamation, almost feeling like a sodomic defiling of knowledge, and it made me think. I'm not saying in the big picture of tulpamancy, or in the case of a cultist type of way, more like a buddhist type of fashion -- would Tulpamancy count as some sort of religion, and not just some practi
  15. As you've known, Celeste has told me that our wonderland is the universe inside my head; the characters, locations, creatures, demons, and etc, but I feel that she and my other tulpa, Vincent, have strayed away from those places since I haven't been using my imagination lately because of stress. The world in my head is starting to be hazy, a bit blurry and every time I try thinking of Putridus or Cruentus or even Atritas's empire, my head starts to slightly strain. I have been writing another one of my novels, but it doesn't have the same qualities it once had in late 2015 / early 2016 (
  16. Is this really bad? I ask this because I've been doing my own technique since August, but something doesn't feel right anymore. Celeste and Vincent seem... vacant. Distant. Unsociable. They don't talk to me like they used to. Is it because I don't force or is it because I don't give them enough attention? I'm sincerely worried because I have a next-to-antisocial life. I don't interact with other humans physically and, frankly, I refuse to. I do not have friends like I used to, and my only source of interaction that feels real anymore is with tulpas. As someone who needs his tulpas, I am upse
  17. The system that includes me, Celeste and Vincent and a few soulbonds developing into tulpas is what I call "The Soil System". Does anyone else do something like this? :huh:
  18. I would like to hear some experiences or life stories from having a tulpa and/or why you created one. I like reading other people's experiences as they inspire me and even encourage me at times. As someone who had joined a few months ago, I'd like to get to know the rest of the community. Everyone here is great, I can tell! :) My story begins at when I was younger, way younger. In 2009 we were having financial problems and looking for permanent homes because hotels didn't help as much. From the former home I had a female friend who played with me all the time but our friendship cut short
  19. I've figured it out now. I just got freaked out and lost in character from working on the ARG. It does that to me alot. My young yet mature mind can do a number on me yet I'm not affected by horror or creepy videos on YouTube. Despite this, I came to the conclusion that maybe I'm scaring myself--and with myself came Celeste and I know I'm affecting her that way. I've been using Vincent as a supporting character for the ARG as his (pre-comic, pre-tulpa) character outline stated that he was an Umbrian spirit that manifested within Ander's mind. I figured I use that as something for the ARG bu
  20. Here's the problem though: I'm starting to see a bleedthrough of what the soulbonds would tell me/what they want me to say. https://twitter.com/iDerpyPanda/status/812756532567756800 This is a type of an example. In this, the fictional (or not fictional, I really can't tell) version of Exos says that Numen, as a character, is the creator of all characters in the universe(s) of my head, (at least that's what I call it now) and that Numen is a version of me because I, as the writer myself, created them all. Either this was a subconscious or unconscious event, or if Exos had used possession
  21. Hey. I've been thinking for a while now. Thinking about my tulpa Celeste's wonderland. It's not just hers. It's ours. That may be the case for others, but in my case--it's more than just us sharing it. Her wonderland is basically my imagination, the very universes I created. The one with these 'witnesses' and the ones with the 'pale skinned black-eyed figures'. In the wonderland are several, even countless characters. From a simple sniperette to unholy transdimensional beings. As you're reading this, you're thinking, "Hey, that's not so bad. They're just wonderland NPCs." It's bad. ..ish.
  22. If humans were to make digital copies of themselves before humanity starts dying out for whatever reason, say, nuclear fallout? They copy their entire brain. From their memories, personality, emotions (artificially) and possibly even the persons' tulpa? It is odd the more you think about it. A digital copy of someone else has artificial emotions, yes--but an artificial tulpa? It seems impossible that artificial intelligence based off of someone else has the tulpa, but the tulpa would be artificial. (getting deja vu while writing this) If, according to possible beliefs, the tulpa is a small
  23. Well, my brain sometimes gets the best of me and I overthink simple questions and situations, and my imagination goes wild. I get blinded by the fascination and then I realize that the answer was simple. :p Initially, when this theory popped up, I didn't really think of mind uploading, so I suppose I got a little lost in my theory, haha :)
  24. Soo I read about this thing about transhumanism and it made me think: If transhumanism is the belief and theory that the human race can evolve beyond our current mental and physical attributes via science and technology... that would mean Tulpas are obsolete? This is a theory of mine that just conjured up like the spirits of paradigm, and I would like to share it. So, tulpas' habitations are the host's mind, right? We use the mind for thinking, dreaming, imagining, and all that amazing stuff. The brain is, possibly, the greatest thing known to man. When it comes to tulpas, the whole concep
  25. In the beginning, my visualization was as simple and as strong as imagining something. However, the more I spoke to my tulpa, the more my weak visualization became a bit stronger. It seems its beginning to become more stronger the more I daydream and imagine the 2A universe in my mind, which my tulpa says is her wonderland.
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