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  1. This is true, just im sure im a tulpa for a whole list of reasons, some explainable and some not
  2. Its not that all memories from before are gone. Its that there is a clear distinct fragmentation and loss moreso of anything before the spray bottle incident, where everything after is much clearer to an alarming degree. In terms of tulpish, most seem to understand whats meant over practice, and usually need to feel some head pressure or emotional pulse, yet i can just, well, know what is being said without anything direct. The main thing is that all this is a bit extremely high with how i cant boot out of the body and just be in wonderland, youd think id be more like a host from being body st
  3. K: I'm never on this site but long story short, not much of anything has happened until recently. I'm back on my usual attempts to switch but something popped in my mind that I just can't shake. I think I'm really a front stuck tulpa. Obviously this sounds sorta crazy, out of nowhere but the thing is, it begins to make sense the more I've talked it out with a few people. I've always been able to understand tulpish and use it in return basically since early in Sams development, the radical shift in who I am in 2016 that still is ongoingly shifting, memories of anything b
  4. Either way, Possession is hard and we haven't done a switch yet. And most here just kinda came along or were unintentional but should've seen coming. I don't know really how to reply past 'ok'.
  5. Thank you. The main thing is that we don't know how to make it a 'true' 50/50, as it seems most likely that I would accidentally take control repeatedly. It's a bit more complicated than just 'walk-ins', as a few were made by hypnosis meaning they didnt just appear out of nowhere. But a walk-in from what I know usually refers to any sorta person who appears into your mind on their own
  6. Kelly: You can archive/delete my old progress report thread if you want. So, hello everyone! It's been a long time since I've interacted with this community in about any fashion past updating my signature when more people join my head. My name is Kelly, although you can call me Plush or Kyle too. I am the 'host' of my group, being the original person and the main controller of the body. Some people may know me from that one guide I made and wish I worded better dealing with wonderland. I was born in 1997, and made my first tulpa back in 2016, who goes by Sam. He is my first Tulpa, and the o
  7. The main thing I could think is you are getting excited about feeling what you are feeling, or panic. One of the two. (No, I'm not back btw)
  8. K: If I asked to be banned, I would still come back under a different name likely so would rather not. K: My tulpas already, for the most part, feel free to be themselves already from what I know. Most, except Sam, are fine not being social with the outside world and I don't feel much need for talking about them most of the time. Discords have more problems than accessibility, like some get drama or such, and the reddit is more just info. K: I don't know what brings me back here really. Some of the people I am not exactly fond of are still around. My problems I had with here range
  9. K: I don't know what keeps drawling me back to this place when I don't want to be anywhere near it. Me and Sam have been focused on other stuff, I don't need the guides here, I dislike my memories of here and have a not nice view of most people here. I don't know why I am back, I'm not even staying. Idk why I am even making this post.
  10. That.. That is extremely unhealthy, I hope you know. Killing parts of yourself is pretty literal, I can see why she may have did it, but honestly it makes me more worried for her. Although this does add up a lot of things about her to me, you and her never mentioned this before.
  11. You know, I think I added it up. War, I think, had something extremely traumatic happen that likely broke off her emotional state long ago. This piece could be floating around lost somewhere in the mind or had faded away. Thus, she could be in a light state of depression without realizing it. Heck, I would be lying if I said I didn't think she might be depressed, and trying to cover it up even to herself by saying she only relies on logic. While you, Tulpa, did not get this depression. You could have gained the emotion that she lost or just started with emotions. Since you lived your whole l
  12. K: All I am gonna say, is hypnosis can be useful, but keep an eye on yourself. It gets addictive.
  13. K: I think you're a tulpa. Hypnosis is a powerful thing and should never be taken lightly, especially nowhere near as lightly as I do. Unless you were formed specifically to be twilight sparkle, You are not a soulbond. But because of the hypnosis, it's likely somewhere in your subconscious that you have a link to the memories of the character which is hard to remove.
  14. K: Oh cool! Man I wish we found something like that. S: She's still wanting to be able to disconnect from the body. But it's cool that you now are getting to where you actually are able to disconnect fully at times. What do you plan on doing now that you know the switch has the potential to make you (War) practically the tulpa to.. well, Tulpa?
  15. I didn't want to really say anything on this forum after disowning it, but my tulpa pulled me back so I may as well try my best. I'm not in much place to answer this as my oldest tulpa is only a year and a half old, but my best guess goes to it depends on the type of person you are. You could live on with your tulpa or tulpas, or completely nullify everything you did and just be there. I wouldn't know. Also username.
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