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  1. You guys fall asleep on 6 mg of melatonin?


    I could take 100mg of that and feel exactly the same.


    Anyway I do have some, so I'll try it and see what happens.


    Though on a side note, one night i did 5mg melatonin, 500mg valerian, and 1g of B6, and once I fell asleep a couple hours later,

    I had the most vivid dream I ever had. When I woke up, just closing my eyes I saw dream visuals again nearly instantly.


    Like when I closed my eyes I would go from an awake to a dream state instantly, back and forth when I opened and shut my eyes.

    Also when I would close my eyes, I would get a sort of electricity feeling in my head, and a sort of high pitched noise.


    It was pretty wild, and now that I think about it, it reminds me how well visuals came on.

  2. Tried 25-I, but for me the visuals were really weak, and the body load i felt was way too much for me to get anywhere near relaxed. And my thoughts were way too scattered to focus on anything.


    Took 1mg, not much, just felt like 2c-i.


    5 days later took 2mg, still just felt like 2c-i, not anywhere near what LSD would be, 3 hours later, no effects.


    But it seems like my mind, in order to get effects other people get, i need 3x or 5x the dose.


    Anyway, im going to see about pharmahuasca, or some form of dmt, or just a tryptamine in general and see what happens.


    For whatever reason, these PHEA's are very weak in effects on me.


    If your problem is focusing, psychedelics and hallucinogens in general are only going to make it worse. For concentration I'd recommend some generic nootropics. I posted about them a few pages back in this thread.


    But LSD seems like it'd actually be very good for visualization. If you take a low dose, you can keep a clear head while still being able to visualize extremely well. Sadly the vast majority of acid since the 90's is either completely blank, or diluted LSA, which isn't nearly as good as the real stuff. Mushrooms on the other hand, would likely make it worse. The mind high combined with the constant dim-kaleidoscope effect everywhere would probably screw up your perception of your tulpa, even in your mind's eye.


    What about 25i?


    From what I've read it sounds very similar to LSD, so much that some people cant tell the difference.


    Not to mention its much easier to come by.


    I've done it before, but it was before I began my tulpa. If anything, I'd say MXE would be detrimental for every part of the process. You wouldn't a have good enough attention span to do visualization, certainly wouldn't want to talk enough for vocalizing, wouldn't be able to concentrate enough for imposition, and you wouldn't be able to feel your limbs enough for possession. It was sort of like a cross-over of DXM and ketamine, neither of which would be good for tulpaforcing. But experiences do vary from person to person, so if you can get your hands on some MXE, go for it.


    Yeah because I'm awful with visualizing and focusing, and those two seem to be the most important things with tulpas.


    What i was thinking was maybe a hallucinogenic like LSD or Psilocybin.


    Since if i have a hard time visualizing and focusing, wouldn't those help immensely?

  5. I have been off my A.D.D meds for two weeks, and if anything my forcing as improved. I can impose pretty well and many more things happen in my wonderland even when not in the "dream-like state." My tulpae have become vocal in this time, but I'm not sure if its related.


    Its better off the add meds?


    I'm terrible on visualizing, like i literally cant keep an image in my head for more than 3 seconds without it changing into something else.

  6. Did you smoke any marijuana 1-3 days beforehand, or while you took the DPH? There are quite a few tetracannabanoids in marijuana that cancel out DPH. If not, I have no idea why it didn't work. While 800mg is high, I know a few people who recreationally dose upwards of 1g. The highest I've seen anyone go was 2g, and he was relatively all right afterwards. So if you're ballsy enough, try 1g. The resistance to DXM is even more confusing, though. Unless you take cough syrup every other day, you shouldn't have any tolerance. It's not uncommon to combine the two drugs, so you should try a 600mg DPH/600mg DXM combo. Or try a 300/600, 600/400, or any other combination between 300-600mg each.


    No when i took the DPH, i had not eaten or taken anything at all.


    As for the DXM, it was 760mg of Delsym.


    Now it was time release, so i was thinking maybe only ever half was at full effect.


    Either that, or i dont know why the effects of it were so weak.


    Again i didnt eat before it, only thing i had taken was Yohimbine 2 days earlier, which i made sure to wait as DXM and Yohimbine can potentially kill you.

  7. Sure it was actually DPH? lol



    I dunno, maybe you're just unaffected by it lol, everyone reacts to drugs differently.


    Store brand Benadryl, yeah its DPH.


    If you google around enough, you'll find other people who have some strange high resistance to it and post that ridiculous high doses dont have effect.


    I dont know what causes it.


    Really? 800mg of DPH did absolutely nothing for you?


    How many pills did you take exactly? Cuz each pill only has about 25mg of DPH, so for 800mg you'd need to take 32 pills.


    I'm assuming you know how to count so I'll skip to the next question.


    Did you have anything to eat beforehand? On any medications or anything else you can think of that might dull or negate the effects of it?



    Cuz I kinda find it hard to imagine that 800mg would do nothing for you.


    I'm usually a pretty light eater as is, i can thank genetics of my family for that, so no i didnt eat anything.


    And yeah each pink pill was 25mg, so i did take 32 of them.


    I dont take any medications at all, i have really bad adhd and anxiety, which i dont take anything for although i probably should.


    Its weird because when you read peoples experiences on there, on a dose like that i should have been hearing voices, seeing people walk in and out of my room, had spiders crawling on me and seen godzilla outside my window.


    But nothing, i was awake the whole time, telling people online how much of a waste the dose was because i wasnt feeling anything.


    And I also saw on erowid that someone tried a suicide dose on 1200mg, so if im at 800mg and not even getting anything, im not going any higher.


    Obviously something is not adding up there.

  9. I've taken 800mg of Diphenhydramine and 800mg of Delsym.


    Not both at the same time obviously, but i never felt anything other than sort of tired and shitty, and i didnt get tired until 8 or so hours after i took it.


    Never felt high, never had any hallucinations, CEV or anything, basically a total waste of time. I was walking around on the Delsym fine like i hadnt even taken anything.


    Maybe i have some abnormal brain, but i never get any effects even remotely close to any of the things i read on bluelight or erowid as far as those are concerned, and those doses are above the extreme high dose they have listed too.


    As far as i figure, if i cant get any effects off doses that high, then im not going to get anything at all, because im not going any higher than that.


    As far as tulpaforcing, i was thinking the other day, that taking something like shrooms or lsd would probably be great for it, because of all the intense amount of imagination you seem to have on it.


    I wish i would have known about this when i had 2c-i, because i got really relaxed on it and had trippy visuals when i stared at things and CEV's when i closed my eyes.