Jeb's bumpy ride. in Progress Reports August 26, 2017 Disclaimer: I do not promote the use of any drugs and everything written in this post is fictional. Yes, I haven't posted any logs for a ling time. Once again, I was busy, but it was because I've been experimenting. We've been trying magic mushrooms. We had some good results, and I hope someone can find this report helpful. Before I really get into it, I have to tell you that posting this was a very hard decision. I still am not sure about this, because here in my country drug laws are very strict. A joint will get you locked in prison for about a year. I usually don't care about it when I use substances, because I know if I lock myself in my room during the trip, I won't be in any trouble. But this time I'm revealing my use to a mass of people, so I hesitated and worried a lot. Hope I made a good decision and can help people by sharing this. The purpose of this is to demonstrate the effects of psilocin(psilocybin) to a thoughtform. As psychedelic drug's effect can vary a lot from people to people, I can't give you an exact expectation for what you and your thoughtform might experience. But I hope this can give you a good hint of what it might be like, and help you avoid having to experiment on your own. I used mushrooms just because I have an unlimited supply of it. I've tried mushrooms many times before, but only 3 times(including a week long microdosing session) with my tulpa. All 3 times we had a firm goal for the trip, to improve her form and her abilities to think and speak. Around 6/5, first time, I ingested 1.5g of P. cubensis. It was powdered and mixed with 1.5g of honey, and then encapsulated to 3 gel caps. I ingested the capsules with water. (About the dose, I am quiet sensitive to psilocin. My 1.5g experience might be similar to average 2~3g experience.) T+0:00 Just swallowed the pills. I did not fast and it's 2 hours after dinner. T+0:30 Feeling a little nervous, not noticing any pronounced effects though. Jessie calmed me down. T+0:50 Starting to feel some changes. Walls moving back and forth, thoughts racing. Difficulty interacting with her. T+1:00 Gave up trying to communicate with her and just tripped normally. Wasn't tripping about her nor tulpa in general. T+3:00 Noticed that I completely forgot about her and tried to communicate again, but failed. T+4:15 Only able to hear her voice. T+4:45 Able to fully interact with her, but her form is fuzzy. Her voice is much clearer than before. T+5:00 Felt tired and fell asleep. T+15:00 Woke up and she said good morning to me. Her thoughts and voice became much more distinguishable from mine. Her form(imposed) improved, it is much more vivid now. Also it has more details, like shadows. No difference on tactile imposition. 7/22, second time, same conditions as before. T+0:00 It is 2 hours after my lunch. Feeling nervous about losing connection with her again. Meditated for 15 minutes. T+0:45 No pronounced effects yet. Feeling no anxiety. Thought about the purpose of this trip. T+1:25 Not able to communicate properly. Just some tulpish and gibberish. Stopped communicating. T+2:00 Tripping quiet hard. T+4:00 Tried communicating with her. It was possible but took a lot of effort. T+4:30 Was able to access my unconscious mind. Successfully persuaded it to help her develop. T+5:30 Casually chatted with her. T+6:00 Felt tired so stopped chatting and fell asleep. T+15:00 I woke up. Went back to regular routine. T+16:30 She felt tired so she took a nap. T+18:00 She woke up and there was a good improvement in her form(imposed). No difference in her thoughts nor speech. Tactile imposition skill did not improved. So it seems at(relatively) high doses, You can get instantaneous development, without much effort. But I really don't think this could be your main way of forcing. No effort doesn't mean it's easy or safe. You can fall down the stairs without any effort, but you'll get serious bruises. A mushroom trip can be 10 times more tiring then 4-hour long forcing session. And you can have traumatizing bad trips. This method should only be used causiously when you're stuck. From 8/21 to 8/26, microdosing. Dosage differs from day to day. Day 1. 0.25g ingested. This was too much and I suffered from runny nose(one of the physical side effect of psilocin) and confusion... No noticeable difference. Day 2. 0.15g ingested. Still suffering from runny nose. My thoughts were clearer then yesterday, but still having hard time doing complicated tasks. Her form got slightly more vivid. Day 3. 0.1g ingested. No noticeable side effects, and her voice quality improved. She became quiet chatty and playful. I also got that effect so we had a really long and good chat. Tactile imposition skill also improved, she feels more soft and "alive" than before. Day 4. Took nothing because I forgot. It is good to take a break for a couple of days to lower the tolerance, though. Not much difference from yesterday, which means we did dot lose our progress. Felt a little bit tired, but it wasn't significant. Day 5. 0.075g ingested. No pronounced side effects, but I was feeling mushroom-y. She and I got chatty again so we ended up talking for about an hour before bed. Because of the improved tactile sensation, I kept asking for a hug. Day 6. Took nothing. Planning to take a break for few days. After that I'll keep microdosing on 0.1g level for about a week or two. Mostly because it improves things other than tulpas, like concentration and creativity, but I see the benefit of taking it for your tulpa's development. Microdosing is more of a steady push, encouraging you to force more often and effectively. I found it to be more safer then(relatively) high dose trips. If you want to boost your forcing session's efficiency, this might be a good thing to try. But since there is no safety data for prolonged use of psychedelic drugs, you should be careful. If you've assessed the risks and you're really going to try this, keep the sessions short and take breaks frequently. I personally do not like the idea of being under the influence of psychoactive substance all the time, so I might quit later on also. Hope you find this useful. I definitely think psychedelics hold a great potential for a lot of things, including the use for your thoughtform's development. But I don't think it is worth all the risks when you can develop your tulpa without using it.