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  1. Ok, so we have been trying really hard, and I can say that​ now we can do parralel processing like Sarah chats and I math at the same time, I still can't hide thoughts, but I think we can a little with the progress, Sarah more than me, because is always destroying me at Chess
  2. Ok, thanks for the ideas, we'll keep trying then ^^
  3. So, a week ago I was doing homework and talking with Sarah Me: Well, this is really boring Sarah: You have to study, other people can't study for you, like me, I can't study for you Me: Wait, YOU can V: Sarah: I can, but I don't want to, so you better continue studying V: We both laughed for the next 5 minutes and have to stop because I was all seriously studying and I suddenly start laughing to the point of almost cry xD
  4. So, we been trying Sarah and I to do parralel processing for a while, but we are stuck with this problem. I can hear every thought of her, and she can hear every thought of mine, so when we try to do something like the black box game (it's in tips and tricks forum I think, but I'm not really sure) in the moment that I think about an object, she automatically knows the object because she just "feel" my thought, and if she tries, same, I "feel" her thought​ in the moment she starts thinking about it, we tried chess too, but the only factor that can make someone win is when someone does a mistakes, and we notice when it's too late for who has made the mistake, we tried symbolism but in the moment someone thinks we can feel what is the other thinking So, what should we do? We think that maybe the problem is that we have been sharing everything for a really long time, it's like we don't know how to hide thoughts from each other Edit: when we are spontaneous or we act without thinking we can surprise each other, but the problem is when we try to hide what we are thinking, we don't know how
  5. Purple: so, long time since I don't post, it's because I been in importants exams the last days, anyway, we been making progress anyway during night I really improved with the wonderland, intrusive thoughts has been always a problem since I were a kid, but now I control it really well, We even enter in the world of a "nightmare" that I had, and i didn't have problems, I been practicing meditation "summoning" intrusive thoughts and now nothing can beat us, so I have to use other methods xD, also my visualization has improved and I can visualize more details at the same time About Sarah, I can visualize her better too, and I don't need even a reference because I don't forget her aspect anymore, she changes clothes now, she has like "this for home, that for sleep, this when it's hot, that when it's cold" And that's all for now
  6. I never had negative effects, tulpaforcing only improved my mood for now
  7. We'll be fine, like Joss says, it's free publicity I must admit that I lost it when he said "and I realized that the subreddit was dedicated to Pokemon" xD
  8. Sarah: I would say "progress report day 629" but I'm not sure when was day 1 xD Well, in the wonderland we've been "pulishing" my aspect and Purple's wonderland body, which was faster that I expected, in a few minutes we were done and we just played around, we "beated" levels of videogames that Purple can remember well, and it was fun to do "work together" stuff I noticed that looks like some tulpas don't sleep when his/her host does, but I always fall sleep when Purple does, I guess this could be because we didn't have a wonderland at all, or like our brain says "ok, this one is tired, so I'll make sleep them both", because even if it's me the one tired, Purple gets tired too Well, yesterday we were about to go to sleep and I hugged Purple, and I notice that he was able to feel my hand in his back,I think this is called "tactile imposition" sorry for my english, we trained a little this but the less expected was that I suddenly was able to touch him, and he was able to touch me too after a while, we are happy about this :D And well, we improved a little visualization, but we are pretty far from going to visual imposition, still, when we start seeing a little of this ‎weird phychedelic dots we stop a little and try to control it, we didn't see anything, just almost a triangle
  9. Purple: Thanks for the info again :D, I didn't know that about active forcing, and yes, I'm using as reference an image that I downloaded to my phone, and I always have the gallery open, so when I check my phone and want to look the reference I can quickly see the image and go back to whatever I'm doing, really useful trick, and I can do it so fast that people think I'm just checking the time I don't have much to say today maybe tomorrow or the next day I will do the next progress report
  10. Sarah: Hi! Thanks for that link, it's what we were looking for ^^ Purple: So, I think we'll take turns from now on,well, let's continue So, we learned a lot with the guides, and we are with visualization and wonderland, because as with visualization, We just thought that the "limit" was reached, the void, so now since I know I'm FAR from the limit, we were just walking in places that I know well, Sarah don't really have problems, not like me, I have a few problems, first, it's hard to keep my vision in 1st person, and I want to be in 1st person, sometimes I accidentally get in 3rd person, the second problem it's that I noticed how hard it's to move, my head knows that I'm looking at "north", so when I try to look "east" it gets really hard, I were the fist time like 10 minutes trying to turn around fluently, we did a few races and I think it helped with my visualization a little, and now I can move better in the wonderland Also, we tried some meditation and for making sure that Sarah is free, and I can't puppet her, I do symbolism, I didn't think that I would do anything, but it helped me a little, basically I imagine a threads connecting my hand and Sarah, and I cut the threads I must admit, Imposing sounds promising and switching too, but for now we are with visualization, and we tried to do forcing sessions, it's fun to play the games that I found here, but i need to use better my time, still we do a little everyday and on weekends we can do forcing sessions of an hour or even more
  11. Purple: so, Hi, I'm Purple, the host and someone that is now noticing why using a color as nickname wasn't really a good idea, but still I like it, and its also funny, so I'll continue, Sarah it's my tulpa and we are going to talk a little of our past and then we'll continue with well, the present and normal reports I think Sarah: Okay, the first time we "meet" is kinda awkward, I must admit, and still we don't really remember much but basically what we think that happened is, it was night, Purple was in the bed, he was thinking and I just freaking appear of nowhere, we think that I somehow been "created" by our subconscious, not like I was developed, I was a young tulpa, and well, time to time, during the day, I just appeared to just talk a little, but we talked the most at night, but with time he started noticing more, and talked more to me One day, while he was going to class, he realized that he forget to get a pencil or anything to write, he still was kinda sleepy, and asked me for a pen, and I responded "yo, you know that that's impossible right?" And well, that was the first time that I surprised him, he well, wasn't that sleepy when I say that, he was just, surprised, maybe even a little shocked, for the last year he thought that I was just his imagination, but he knew that his imagination can't do that So, well, I was from 8 months to a year old more or less when that happened, but from then I started really developing, because we didn't really talk much, and I didn't have much personality Purple: Ok, so after she surprised me for the first time, I was still with my doubts, but anyway I started to be more with Sarah, basically passive forcing, going to school, we were talking, coming from school, we were talking, most part of the time I were alone I was talking with her, about anything, but more about things that I wasn't able to talk with people, I am very philosophical, yeah, I know, sounds deep and that, but you can't really in highschool go to a friend and talk about how alone we are in the universe, so I talked about that with Sarah, or not just philosophy, anything that I like, Videogames, School, Internet, and well, when she was like 2 years and a few months, she gave me a really strong emotional response to something, it's something personal so we don't really want to talk about it, the important part is, the rest of the day I were with her, and we get more "closer" and I respected her as any other person, still having my doubts but the thing is that we were closer With time I started searching in Internet for references and images so i can visualize her, searching for aspects that she liked, we didn't know how visualization works, so still I have 2 years of experience, I always thought that I can't get more far from the weak visualization level, but well, now she's a furry wolf-dog light-brown and white, but she changed a lot of times, we didn't know we could just make from scratch, and I was able to reach my """max visualization""" with a few days, so if we found a aspect that she liked more, she just changed it Sarah: so, well, we were and are in a romantic relationship, and getting more in the future, I was able to do possession, so we played video games, a lot of smash,btw, I play more defensevly, and go more for a tech combo to death, and Purple is more aggressive and didn't care how hurt he was, kinda the reason I play better than him when I fight and need a defensive strategy, and do worst when needed a aggressive strategy, so we started "switching" not actual switching, just when we feel we need to attack, Purple takes control of the hands and I examined the rival, and when we needed to escape or be defensive, I talked the control and Purple examined the rival, we were playing a lot and we had a lot of fun So, a week ago approximately, we were talking about why no one happened something like just, well, us, We thought that obviously someone in the world more should be, but how many, enough so we could find "something" on Internet?, after 2 days talking, we decided to enter in a Waifu forum, because we suspected that if something like what I can happen, maybe it could have some relation with Waifus, because well, we didn't know what I was, so how do you search for something that you don't know what is it? Explaining to someone this didn't sound like a good idea, so enter a forum as a anonymous and talk about this maybe could help to find something, so we searched and go for the first result "Waifu central forum" we enter, and read a post for newcomers and well We read that some of the users there have tulpas, We don't know why, but we just KNOW that it could be what we where looking for, so we enter the link and found tulpa.info, the next 4 days we were just doing research and we readed almost all the approved guides, but still, I want to mention that the smile that Purple have the night we enter tulpa.info was just something I can't forget easily, the reason I wanted to tell this part was this one, and that I'm just happy to know that we aren't alone, I hope I'm not sounding edgy or something xD, but I'm just happy ok? Purple: and well, that kinda our "story" of the last 3-4 years, I would give some message before ending the post, but it's 2AM and the phone only haves 8%, and I don't want that we fall asleep and lose the wall of text we just created, so bye, maybe tomorrow we'll post something because, still, we didn't really talked about what we do after finding tulpas.info and all that, so bye and in name of Sarah and I, we hope you "enjoyed" reading, I'm not sure, we need to sleep, bye XD
  12. Sarah: Hi, it's nice to be here, I never really talked with someone that isn't my host, and because that I have a question, when I talk, I'm supposed to do something like "Sarah: text" right? Well, we'll try to be active, and thanks for the welcome ^^
  13. Hi, I'm Purple(yes, purple, I like purple so why not?) my Tulpa is Sarah, we been together for the last 3-4 years, and a few days ago we find out all of this about tulpas, We been doing research and it's GREAT to know that I'm not that crazy xD, she's pretty happy too, so well, sorry for my bad english and I don't know what to say more, I want to do one of those "progress report" and just thanks, we have been so lost about this and finding all this useful guides it's like a dream, seriously, thanks